Asa Herself

Asa Herself
He Will Never Stop Loving Himself



"Dear of it! Waita minute!" rafael shouted while chasing Aisyah who was running inside the forest.


Suddenly Aisyah stopped her steps. Reversing her body, then smiling sweetly at Rafael. Rafael also stopped his steps fitting in front of Aisyah. Rafael rubbed Aisyah's left cheek gently. Unexpectedly Aisyah let out her tears. Rafael frowned in confusion seeing Aisyah cry.


"You why Ayesha?" rafael asked confusedly while wiping away Aisyah's tears.


"You'd better forget me because I'm gone for good."


"Where are you going?"


"To another world."


"What do you mean?"


"I'm leaving this world."


"That can't be Ayesha" said Rafael sadly.


"It could happen El. Goodbye El," said Aisyah.


Aisyah removed Rafael's hand from her cheek. Aisyah looked at Rafael's face with a sad look. Aisha turned her body. A few seconds later, Aisyah ran through the thick fog that enveloped them. No tears Rafael flowed gently on his cheeks.


"Don't go!" shouting Rafael.


Rafael's body drooped so limp that he dropped his body on the ground while crying sobbing - sobs. Soon, the thick fog grew so thick that Rafael's eyes became blurred, disappearing and finally pitch-black.


"Bang El's! El Bang! Wake up Bang El!" liza said worriedly as she shook Rafael's right shoulder.


Rafael opened his eyes, then inched into the bed rest. He spread his eyes throughout his room. Rafael frowned because he was not in the forest. Liza looked at Rafael's worried and panicked eyes.


"Bang El why?" ask Liza softly.


"Aisha is gone?" rafael said with a panicked and worried tone of voice.


"Bang El why sich? Bang El knew for himself that Aisyah had gone to Germany a few months ago" said Liza, confused.


"Aisha will depart from this world!" rafael panicked as he stood up from the bed.


"You're having nightmares about Ayesha?" asked Liza while looking at Rafael who was walking to his desk with limped footsteps.


"Yes, he's out of this world!"


"It was just Bang El's dream."


"But my feeling is that he's leaving this world!"


Liza snorted in annoyance, then she stood up. Liza stepped onto the door of the room that was opening while watching Rafael take his smartphone. Liza shook her head repeatedly. Liza often saw and heard Rafael calling someone to follow Aisyah's movements since Aisyah left Indonesia.


Rafael is deeply worried about Aisyah's situation after an altercation between her, Zayn and Aisyah at the hospital. After the incident, Zayn immediately went to Germany on the grounds that there was an impromptu task from ESA. Not only that, after the incident the relationship between him, Zayn and Aisyah stretched.


"Who's calling?" ask Liza while walking.


"You have no right to know because it's none of your business!" said Rafael ketus while touching some icons on the smartphone screen.


"Remember, Aisyah is married, you don't know too much about her life. Surely Zayn is angry if his wife is being monitored with you."


"Shut up!" rafael's circus while bringing his smartphone closer to his left ear.


"The phone is punctual, you have to check up your legs again" Liza reminded.


"Bawel very much you! I know, don't be reminded!"


Liza stroked her chest a few times as the heart wound opened again. Although things like this often he experienced, but the pain always enveloped his heart. Liza walked through the door of the room. Closing the room door. Smile kindly to the bodyguards.


Liza continued her steps to the dining table while looking at some bodyguards inside her house. Although the case about the kidnapping of Rafael and Liza has been completed so that the culprit and his men have been arrested, Rogen still hires dozens of bodyguards to look after his family. Liza pulled out the dining chair, then sat on it. Liza took a salad of boiled fruit and vegetables that had been served on the dining table. Liza was used to breakfast alone without Rafael. Since Liza was pregnant again, Rafael was not willing to sleep and eat at home with Liza.


"Excuse me Madam, there's a call from the big sir" said one of his bodyguards, Susi, handing a portable phone handle to Liza.


Liza received the phone, brought the phone closer to her right ear and said, "Hallo good morning Pi, how are Papi, Ummi and Maryam?"


"Hallo is also the beautiful ghost of Papi, our news here is good - just a dear. How are you guys doing? All right, all right?"


"Good Papi."


"My phone's in Papi's cas again."


"Next month is Ummi's birthday, Papi wants to hold a tasyakuran and wants to give a surprise to Ummi. Papi wants all our children to come here to cheer up the surprise. You're coming next month, right?"


"Well, you can go to London. If I really want Papi, but if Rafael doesn't know whether or not."


"Let's tell Rafael, son."


"Yes Papi."


"Udah was son. Bye Liza's."


"Bye Papi."


Tut .. phone connection disconnected. Liza gave the phone handle to Susi with a friendly smile. Susi returned Liza's smile, then went to the living room. Liza took a tablespoon of fruit salad on her plate, then ate it. Chewing food while pondering the story of his household life with the toxic Rafael. Until now Rafael still likes ketus and cheating on some other women. Rafael still reneges on his promise not to play with other women.


Every day, Rafael often comes home late at night if he is in Jakarta. If you are out of town or abroad, Rafael always hires PSK to vent his lust. Liza did not want to tell about Rafael's affair with several other women because Liza did not want to expose her husband's disgrace. Sometimes he wants to claim a divorce, but it is not allowed. Clara, Rogen and Irene always encouraged her to undergo her household nosedives. Because of their support, Liza was able to survive living her domestic life.


"Good morning, dear child," Eliosia said happily as she walked over to Liza who had finished breakfast.


Liza put her glass on the dining table, then turned to Eliosia with a shocked expression. He saw Jack with Eliosia walking up to him. Liza stood up from her dining chair. Eliosia spread out both hands, then hugged Liza tightly. Their relationship grew closer since Eliosia learned of Liza's second pregnancy.


"How are the twins?" eliosia said as she let go of her embrace.


"Okay Mami" said Liza, letting go of her arms, and then crucified Eliosia's right hand. "What day did you come to Indonesia again?" liza asked while releasing her right hand.


"From last night, Mami deliberately did not want to tell about Mami's arrival here."


"Mommy came to Indonesia again because of business?" ask Liza.


"Yes, all Mami nengoki are Mami's grandchildren."


"If Jack came to Indonesia again, what would he do?"


"He came here to forget Etta, who was caught cheating" Eliosia said.


"Look, I'm here again because Daddy told you to help you take care of the subsidiary that's here" Jack said.


"Hehehe, can help me while refreshing."


"Oh apparently there is a father of twins," said Rafael who makes Jack and Eliosia confused.


"Bang El!" reprimand Liza.


Jack turned to Rafael, then said, "What do you mean?"


"The children that Liza conceived were your children."


"Eh! If you say no, then do not sound! They're your kids!" jack was upset.


"Where there are ngaku," said Rafael relaxed.


"Dear brother Rafael, please take care of your words!" eliosia said angrily as she turned to Raphael.


Without further ado, Rafael gawked away leaving them. Rafael's behavior makes them angry and disappointed. Leisurely, Rafael walked towards the car garage. Liza stroked her chest and stomach repeatedly. I could not feel her tears flowing gently. Eliosia was saddened to see the household life of her son. Eliosia rested Liza's head on her chest.


Bang El never loved me because Bang El would never stop loving her.


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