Asa Herself

Is it my fault that I love her?

The atmosphere of the cafeteria at his workplace Liza was quite crowded in the morning. As usual if Liza had no time to make breakfast, she had breakfast in the cafeteria which was not her twenty-four hours. The cafeteria is located on the ground floor of the IR Group building. Liza sat in a chair opposite a park, a large street leading to a car park and a pedestrian-only street where all employees passed by.

"Hey!" greet a woman while gently patting her right shoulder Liza which made Liza surprised.

Sontak Liza turned to the source of the voice, then said, "Oh my goodness, make Lusi surprised."

Lusi is a boarding friend and co-worker, but different divisions. Lusi works in the finance division, while Liza in the production division. They often meet in the office and in the city. Lusi has worked for five years. Lusi's mother is the backbone of her family. Her father's been dead since she went to high school.

"Have you had breakfast?" mbak Lusi asked as he sat on his butt in the right seat of Liza.

"Udah."

"Eh, have you heard the news about our new CEO?"

"Not yet."

"Say he was handsome like oppa - oppa Korea. All the jumpers in the office again prepared themselves for the new CEO's introductions, including myself.

"Pantesan today your appearance is fresher and neater than usual. The show's later, right?" said Liza.

"Yes, exactly at eight in the morning. He is still single. The son Ummi. He graduated from Harvard with very good grades."

"Ummi our big boss?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"Has he got a kid on the side?"

"Yes. Ummi remarried a convert after her second husband died. What I hear is our same-religious child."

"Excuse me, this is the seafood fried rice" said a waiter while giving a plate to Lusi.

"Thank you Ma'am" said Luci kindly while receiving the plate, then the waitress left.

"Whose name?" ask Liza.

"Call ... Ro ... Ra ... Ru ... ah so forget what his name is, as I recall the initials of the letter R," said Lusi while taking a fork.

"Are Mr Ismail actually attending S2 in Egypt?"

"So, that's why he's here replaced by our new CEO. Liz, I noticed that your face is pale, you're sick?" said Lusi while lifting his spoon.

"No, it's just soy sauce" said Liza who still felt pain all over her body.

"Are you sure it's just soy sauce?" said Lusi while chewing.

"Yes." Yeah."

Tululut .. tulululut ...

The sound of Liza's smartphone. Liza unzipped her bag, then picked up her smartphone. Liza saw Rachel's name on her smartphone screen. Liza swiped the green icon to answer the call from Rachel. Liza brought the flat object closer to her left ear.

"Hello," said Liza kindly.

"Liza, where's anjeun? Ti kamari bothered to call anjeun. Naha hp anjeun deactivated? Abdi hariwang ka. Isuk anjeun teu tiasa nelepon. Come to imah anjeun. , geus back to Jakarta. Naha back without saying goodbye? Geus ngaleungit's. Aya naon?" rachel Cerocos.

"Rachel Hampura. Kamari uih ujug - ujug aya pagawean. Harita time aing rek partan, but teu aya hate rek ngahudangkeun maneh," said Liza lying, actually Liza came home because she was angry with herself and Rafael.

"Tong lie, peuk Mang Asep, harita panonna pseudo beureum siga nu ceurik, beungeutna lesot, bulak-turn, sampean lintuh. Naha aya nu nganyenyeri? Nu murag's atawa?" said Rachel.

Woah what should I say?

inner Liza

"Liza, answer!"

"Curling murag," Liza lied.

"Naha teu beja? Where's ragrag?"

"In the pool."

"Kunaon anjeun lift ka swimming pool isuk-isuk?"

"With the displeased, abdi teu can spare time."

"Naha tiasa bobo?"

"Kuring oge henteu bright."

"Dupi anjeun damang?"

"Enya."

"Anjeun sure teu nanaon?"

"Sumuhun dear servant Rachel."

"Teu kunanaon's. Tuh, abdi bade damel."

"Enya."

"Bye Liza."

"Bye Rachel."

Phone connection disconnected. Liza kept the flat object away from her left ear. He put his smartphone in its original place. Closing the zipper of his bag. Sighing for a long breath to calm his wounded heart. Drinking the rest of his avocado juice.put his bag strap on his right shoulder.

"Yes, be careful, Neng is beautiful" said Lusi as he lifted his spoon containing fried rice.

Shortly after, Liza got up from her chair, then walked towards the lobby of the IR building. Walking while remembering the dark events that destroyed her pride as a woman. He did not want to meet Rafael. It felt like the heart was pierced by a dagger when it met Rafael. He wanted to forget about Rafael and set up his wounded heart.

Penetrating the crowd of employees working inside the building were whispering. Liza did not care about what was being used as their talk. He stepped into the elevator and lowered his head. Accidentally, Liza hit someone.

Buccancy

"If the way of the heart!"

Liza turned to the source of the voice. The wound in his heart widened to see Rafael's handsome face. Liza widened her two eyes in surprise. Eyes glare at each other. Soft murmurs flowed in each of Liza's veins. His heart beats irregularly.

Why do I still love him?

inner Liza.

Rafael took it for granted regardless of Liza's whereabouts. Liza directly lowered her head to dispel the gentle swish on her. Continuing his steps towards the elevator while lowering his head. At first glance he heard the talk of people around him.

"Tuch people don't have manners."

"Yes, time doesn't apologize to the new CEO."

"I think it's just employees at the IR construction company."

"Well, look for trouble just like the new boss."

Whats? Rafael my new boss? Is he the new CEO? Oh My God! That's not possible.

inner Liza.

Liza ran small towards the elevator as her heart wound enlarged while lowering her head. Stand with other employees. Whispers - whispers of people discussing the figure of Rafael make Liza sick and happy. The combination of hate and love becomes one. Liza was worried about how to deal with her heart problem.

Liza raised her head. The look in his eyes met with a sharp gaze from Rafael to channel electricity into his blood channel. Liza looked at Rafael's eyes. Rafael sneered cunningly at Liza who was sculpting.

Ting

The elevator doors opened, everyone entered the elevator including Rafael and Liza. But Liza keep her distance from Rafael. Lisa squeezed the number eight on the elevator wall. All the eyes of the woman inside the elevator were blown away by Rafael. On the second floor, the elevator door opened, most of the people exited from inside the elevator. Only Liza and Rafael live in the elevator. Elevator door closed automatically. Instantly the atmosphere became silent.

"Why did you come home unequal?" whispered Rafael who arrived - suddenly stood behind Liza.

Liza's hair was goosebumps from Rafael's breathing at the nape of her neck. Liza squeezed all her fingers while lowering her head. The gentle murmur came back crawling the recesses of Liza's heart. Currently, Liza had not been able to overcome all her feelings of sadness.

Raphael pulled Liza's slender belly up to their bodies, then whispered, "don't be hurt for loving me. Let the feeling flow as it is. Enjoy the taste of it without wishing to have it all."

"Following your words is the same as me drifting in your game. I'd better not be in your game anymore. Please take your hands off my body" said Liza slowly but firmly.

"It's all up to you" said Rafael, releasing his hand.

The elevator doors are wide open. Liza and Rafael get out of the elevator. All eyes looked at them with curious faces. The female employees were whispering while looking at those who were walking past some cubicles. Liza turned left, into her study. Rafael turned to the right, into the CEO's office.

Liza shifted her study door to open it. Get in his room. Put his briefcase on the table. Pull up a little chair, then sit on it. He placed his two hands on the table, then rested his head on the folds of his hands.

"Was I loved her?" muttered Liza monologue.

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Hello \= Hello

Liza, where's anjeun? Ti kamari bothered to call anjeun. Naha hp anjeun deactivated? Abdi hariwang ka. Isuk anjeun teu tiasa nelepon. Come to imah anjeun. , geus back to Jakarta. Naha back without saying goodbye? Geus ngaleungit's. Aya naon's? \= Liza, where are you going? From yesterday I called you hard. Why is your phone off? I'm worried about you. Morning - morning has disappeared, the phone can not - can. Come to your house, you have returned to Jakarta. Why did you not come home? Disappeared just like that. What's the matter sich?

Rachel Hampura. Kamari uih ujug - ujug aya pagawean. Harita time aing rek partan, but teu aya hate rek ngahudangkeun maneh \= Sorry Rachel. Yesterday I came home suddenly because I have business to do. At that time I wanted to say goodbye, but could not wake you up.

Lie keg, peuk Mang Asep, harita panonna pseudu beureum siga nu ceurik, beungeutna lesot, bulak-turn, sampean lintuh. Naha aya nu nganyenyeri? Nu murag's atawa? \= You do not lie, said Mang Asep, at that time your eyes were swollen and red as if crying, your face was lethargic and pale and your footsteps were limped. Did someone hurt you? Or did you fall?

Kuring murag \= I fell.

Naha teu beja? Where is ragrag? \= Why didn't you tell me? Where did you fall?

In werengkon swimming pool \= In the pool area.

Kunaon Anjeun lift up to the swimming pool isuk-isuk? \= Why are you early in the morning to the swimming pool?

With pleasure, servi teu can spend time \= Iseng aja, at that time I could not sleep.

Naha tiasa bobo? \= Why can't you sleep?

Kuring oge henteu bright \= I don't know either.

Dupi anjeun damang's? \= You are good - right?

Enya \= Yes.

Anjeun sure teu nanaon? \= You sure are good - all right?

Sumuhun servant dear Rachel \= Yes my dear Rachel.

Kunanaon teu. Tuh, abdi bade damel \= Yes already so. Yes, yes, I want to go to work.