Asa Herself

Asa Herself
My Reason To Live This Life



I don't wanna fight no more


I don't wanna hide no more


I don't wanna cry no more


Come back I need you to hold me (you are the reason)


Be a little clozer now


Just a little clozer now


Come a little clozer


I need you to hold me tight


I'd climb every mountain


Swim every ocean


Just to be with you


Fix what I've broken


'Cause I need you to see


That you are the reason


"Wahhh .. really cool you sound Aisyah," praised Liza after hearing Aisyah's voice while she was doing caroke in her apartment Rafael.


"Your voice is also good Liz," praised Aisyah as she placed the microphone on the family room table.


"Ai is a good singer," said Rafael happy who arrived - suddenly came to them with Regina.


Aisyah and Liza turned to Rafael who was smiling sweetly at Aisyah. Aisyah turned her face when she looked at Rafael. Rafael and Regina sat on the sofa to the right of the sofa occupied by Aisyah and Liza. Aisyah directly lowered her head. Raphael looked at him. Liza looked at Regina's bete face and Rafael's face which gave off an aura of happiness. Liza only realized that Aisyah lowered her head if


Why would Aisyah lower her head if Rafael looked at her?


Inner Liza.


"You guys are karokean?" ask Rafael.


"Yes. What else does Aisha want to sing? Or are we singing together again?" liza said while taking the microphone.


"Liz, from earlier we were karokean, you should now discuss the invitation with Rafael," said Aisyah as she turned to Liza.


"Oh yes, the people are here" said Liza as she put the mic, then took some samples of the invitations on the table.


"What invitation?' ask Rafael.


"Invitation of your wedding reception" said Aisyah.


"These are some examples that I chose, Bang El who determined which one was suitable for our wedding reception invitation," said Liza while giving some invitations to Rafael.


Rafael accepted, then said, "Which Ai fits?"


Why did Bang El ask Aisyah that and not me?


Inner Liza


"Who knows which one fits you is not me, because the wedding reception is yours" Aisyah said politely.


Regina leaned her left shoulder against Rafael's right shoulder spoiled, then said, "I don't think anything's good."


"Please appreciate Liza's choice" Aisyah said firmly while looking at Regina.


Rafael immediately followed Regina's waist while looking - see some examples of invitations. But Regina did not rub it, she instead stroked her right thigh Rafael. Regina's behavior makes Liza's heart wound that has not dried, injured again. Aisyah feels good about Regina's behavior. Regina smiled wryly at Liza and Aisyah.


"Hey Regina's! Please appreciate the feeling of Liza dong!" gertak Aisyah while watching Regina stroked the sensitive part of Rafael.


"Hey, as long as you know yes, we often make out in front of Liza and Liza just used to. You are the one who sewed! Are you Rafael!?" regina was upset.


"Baseless women have no heart!" aisha.


"Huh!? The one with no heart, Tuch Liza, he's taken my girlfriend!"


Rafael immediately turned to Aisyah with a puzzled look on his face while holding two invitations. Aisyah snorted angrily at the reaction of Rafael who did not consider it to have hurt Liza. Aisyah turned to Liza who was holding back her tears from flowing while bowing her head.


"Liz, I'll go home" Aisyah said politely as she rubbed Liza's back to keep Liza patient.


"Yes" said Liza without looking at Aisha.


"Why are you coming home?" rafael asked confusedly.


Aisyah did not respond to Rafael's question. Aisyah stood up, then walked towards the elevator door without saying goodbye to Regina and Rafael. Rafael looked at his figure Aisyah who was walking into the elevator with a confused look on her eyes. Rafael turned to Regina who was stroking his manhood area. Rafael immediately brushed off Regina's left hand violently. Rafael immediately stood up, then ran after Aisyah.


"Once you are, you will never be considered as the same wife as Rafael" Regina said in a soft tone of voice.


Liza did not respond to Regina's rant that had added a wound to her heart. Liza stood up, then walked straight to the pantry to look for something that could strengthen her. While Rafael chased Aisyah who was entering the elevator. With a quick movement, Rafael got into the elevator so that he Aisyah was inside the elevator. Automatic elevator door closed. Aisyah was a little surprised to see Rafael was on her left side.


"Why are you following me?" ask Aisyah cynically


"I want an explanation from you" replied Rafael.


"Exposing on what?"


"Why did you come home? Are you jealous of Regina?"


"Hey! Humans have no heart! I'm not jealous! I just don't like seeing a husband who doesn't appreciate his wife's feelings!"


"Astaghfirullah, how is this?" aisyah said in a panic after the elevator came to a stop and the elevator lights went out while hugging herself.


"You just calm down, there will be people who help us" said Rafael while pressing the emergency button on the elevator wall.


"May we get help as soon as possible" Aisyah said.


"I don't love him."


"Even if you don't love her and have to marry her, you still have to respect her. And this is the second time I've said, I have to learn to love her for the sake of your children, the future of your household and your domestic life."


"I don't want that with Liza."


Aisyah frowned, then said, "Kok you say that sich?"


"Because I want that with you."


"Hey Rafael is conscious! And need to remember again! Our love was not worth defending! And I don't want you to convert because of me! Don't talk about what has passed! And one more thing, we're both married!"


"But I'm sure someday we'll be like Ummi and Papi."


"What!? Oye! Everyone's destiny is different!"


"We'll see later."


"Huh ...!"


"Aren't you hot?" rafael asked as he felt the sweat-spread that was soaking down his body


"No!" answer Aisha ketus.


"Kok since we split up, you've been with me a lot?"


"Think of it yourself! Nich man on where ya going?"


"Let's relax, it'll be helped."


"I'm not comfortable here!"


"It's comfortable."


"If the theory is easy, the practice is difficult."


"Why aren't you comfortable here?"


"Because we were alone in the elevator for a long time! I don't want this to be slandered!"


"Don't think about the words of others, the important thing is that we don't do indecent things."


"I want to keep my good name, my husband and my family! Even if we don't do things like that, but there are others who think negative things about this incident."


"Don't be prejudiced against each other, not good."


"Huh ...."


The elevator doors are half open. There was a person who opened the elevator door using several tools. Aisyah immediately squatted down to find a way out from inside the dead elevator. There was a slight gap that opened so Aisha could not see freely. Rafael just shook his head to look at Aisyah's panicked behavior.


"Master! Madam! You guys okay?" someone shouted from outside the elevator.


"Alhamdulillah" said Aisha.


"Yes, please speed up the elevator!" cry Rafael.


"The elevator door can only open this way Madam. You crawl, keep getting off the elevator. Under the elevator door there is a ladder, later I will lead how to get down Madam!"


Raphael crouched down to Aisyah's right, and said, "Who are you?"


"I am Heru Tuan."


"Where is the ladder Her?"


"To the right of the elevator door, sir."


"You came out first," said Rafael softly as he looked at Aisyah's panicked face.


"How is it?" said Aisyah who was still panicking.


"Heru, please get the way out of here."


"Yes." Yeah."


"Now!"


"Master stepped to the far right side. Then crawl backwards until you get off the elevator. Later if the feet of the Master have come out, I point the feet of the Master to the top of the stairs."


"You do what Heru says" said Rafael gently to calm Aisha down.


"alright. Bismilbornrahmanirrahim."


"Heru, who went down first Lady Ayesha, please take care of Lady Ayesha, lest she fall down!"


"Yes, sir."


"Brains to Ai."


Aisyah nodded her head in response to Rafael's words. Shortly after, Aisyah turned her body around. Aisyah poked her body, then moved her body backwards until half of her body came out of the elevator door. Slowly, Aisyah came out from inside the dead elevator. Rafael smiled happily to see Aisyah make it out of the elevator safely.


"I don't want anything bad to happen to you Ai because you are my reason for living this life" Rafael murmured.