
“If you need a friend, I will accompany. Let you not be alone there,” bargained Arfan, he saw the worry on Quinsha's face over his proposal.
Hearing Arfan's offer, slowly Quinsha's courage begins to emerge. Moreover, this man in front of him was quite reliable to accompany. Evidently at the cafe just now, Arfan to recognize Quinsha as a future wife to protect her
Quinsha did not give an answer, as Arfan's phone was making the call.The man gestured to take the call and stepped slightly away. Quinsha quietly waited while paying attention to the hearing of the soft and polite sentences of Arfan on the person opposite. I don't know who.
“Aduh Quinsha, I apologize yes,” regret Arfan after approaching Quinsha again after receiving the call. “I was unable to take you to the set of Rafardhan, now,” explained Arfan with an uncomfortable face.
“Gak papa, Akhi. I don't intend to go there now either. I want to go home,” break up Quinsha. Arfan nodded, though there was still one thing he wanted to talk about. And Quinsha passed after ending the conversation with a greeting.
Arfan did not immediately decide his gaze from Quinsha who continued to walk away from him, until he finally realized something.
“Quinsha!” call Arfan.
The beautiful girl stopped her steps and looked at Arfan with a questioning gaze. “you do not bring a car?” asked Arfan as he walked closer.
QUinsha shook her head briefly.
“So what's going to ride home?” ask Arfan for attention.
“Nail angkot aja.”
“The tag is on the road ahead, still quite far from here.”
“Yes, no papa. I walk forward,” break up Quinsha.
“I take you, yes, I bring a car kok,” pinta Arfan with a gentle gaze sweeping across Quinsha's face.
“Thank you, Akhi. But I want to ride the angkot only,” reject Quinsha also by smiling and staring at Arfan at a glance before immediately throwing a glance.
“I'm not alone. My brother is coming. So we are not just alone later,” explained Arfan. He understood that Quinsha's refusal was because she didn't want to have a relationship with him.
It must have taken Quinsha quite a while to return her feelings to "just fine" after all that Arfan felt for her treatment. Because he realized, as he realized, that all these actions were based on only one reason, namely helping him. Not a manifestation of a special feeling towards Quinsha.
And in spite of all Quinsha's awareness of the situation, he also could not stem the blossoming of flowers and butterflies flying in the soul, for all Arfan's kindness towards him.
While the facts about the handsome man was already very well known. Wouldn't he have better avoid Arfan? Rather than falling into an out-of-place baper.
“No need, Akhi. I will go home alone,” Quinsha stressed. Although his heart was already beginning to waver. For years he called Arfan in prayer. And for many years nature never gave them the opportunity to speak as closely as they do now. Instead, moments like this come, when Quinsha has decided to stop. Because Arfan has chosen the harbor of the heart.
Is this not just a test of determination for a Quinsha Daneen, for what has been decided?
“I just want to make sure you're okay, Quinsha,” explains Arfan.
“Insha my God is fine. Precisely I would not be fine if ...” Quinsha cut off her speech just like that, realizing that the next sentence was inappropriate for her to say.
“If what?” ask Arfan
Quinsha shook her head slowly.
“Just talk to me, if it's about me, tell me!” sue Arfan who seems very curious on the follow-up sentence from Quinsha.
“All the words I want to say to Akhi, have been erased everything. Now all I want to say is, Thank you for the help,” concluded Quinsha and immediately turned his heels to resume the steps that had paused.
Don't ask why? if there are tears falling down every step. Do not ask, If there is a pain that gnaws his soul. When "impossibility" becomes the answer, and "stop hoping" becomes a decision, nature seems to provide an opportunity.
It hurts like this, loving alone. This pain feels like trying to forget the love that has been embedded for a long time. Not only is it told with tears and words. Nature still asks him to joke.
Arfan can only accept Quinsha's decision in silence. Just as he was unable to resist the anxiety that came within him towards Quinsha. Right now, this second, he just wanted to see Quinsha be fine. Without knowing why or why.