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The Immaculate Love 31

A moment of silence, no more words were spoken from Alarick, nor from Sherin. Both are covered in their respective wounds. One sentence from Alarick to Sherin. “Like this is me, Sherin. Don't expect anything from me. Because I won't be able to live up to your expectations until anytime.”

The sentence made Sherin slowly release a hug from Alarick's body. Not only because so surprised to hear it, but Sherin's strength seemed to fall from her body, until the hands of the beautiful woman in the hijab was no longer able to link to continue to hug her husband.

Apparently this was the decision Alarick made for his life. The man chose to remain aloof with his wound. He did not allow anyone to accompany him to the end.

“Mas, calm yourself first!”

“How can I calm down with this condition, Sherin,” murmur Alarick with a sharp gaze.

“I'm not done yet, Mas,” Sherin's timpal who made Alarick look at her immediately, ready to listen to Sherin's next sentence.

“Please yourself first, two days a day, or two weeks a week. After that, meet Risa or other families from the late Kanaya. Ask where your son is, and meet him!”

“Meet her?” alarick muttered as if stunned. It's not terbersit at all in Alarick for that. He prefers to immerse himself in regret and lament, rather than in action immediately.

“Yes, Mas. This is God's answer to all your anxieties. You always felt like you could never atone for your sins against the late Kanaya. But now you can make it up to your son. Find him and meet him! show me you're his father. And bring him into your life!”

Sherin's speech is like an injection of vitamins that bring freshness in Alarick's body. His gaze seemed to be alive, and a glimmer of despair emanated there, along with a pinch of spirit that began to ignite in the soul.

“And if you allow me, I will accompany. Until you meet your son and be happy with him. If at that time, you still want to continue your life with just Kanaya's memories, I can understand, Mas. And I'll go,” Sherin asserted without a doubt.

Sherin's starting to realize it now. Over twenty years, Alarick takes care of Kanaya's memories in his life—keeping and preserving it—mana maybe Sherin who was only present for more than two years is able to shift Kanaya's position in Alarick, Alarick, especially replace.

Again, This may be God's answer to all of his prayers. It doesn't match what was expected. But Sherin understood that God gave His servant what he needed, not what he wanted.

It's okay to dare to let go of something that we already hold, if it's not intended. All Sherin needs to do now is learn to weld, and accept with a roomy soul.

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Quinsha: Hasn't anyone woken up yet? It was noon.

That was when Quinsha entered the group that had been sent ten minutes ago, but no one had responded.

Quinsha: Hello Young lady, big lady, where are you?

It was also still a chat from Quinsha. But the private group the three of them still remained quiet. Until Quinsha is ready and about to leave. There was a chat from Aura.

Aura: early in the morning was a storm.

Quinsha: Uh young mistress, woke up apparently. Where is the big lady. ‘And there are two mistresses in our group now. Young mistress Aura and big lady Sherin.

Aura: When is the coronation?

Quinsha: Tomorrow night Friday. In Darul-Falah. Present ‘kan?

Quinsha: Just bribed, let's get off the SK quickly.

Aura: What bribed?

Quinsha: What is her favorite?

Aura: Myself.

QUinsha: Yes, love it!

Aura: Still breathing. Hihahi

QUinsha: Really yes, this conversation makes me not understand. minfadhlik

don't talk about things outside of the area with someone as innocent as me!

Aura: I love color huh, Sha. Let's not be plain anymore.

Sherin: Don't be noisy, there's something else that's quiet.

Aura: To the top of Semeru!

Quinsha: Or to the bottom of the ocean.

Sherin: Don't go to the top of the mountain, or to the bottom of the sea. In the midst of the crowd, but if our existence is not considered, it is a gripping silence and loneliness.

QUinsha: I smell people venting here.

Aura: YES, setaman flower scent. What's the matter Auntie?

Sherin: Not confiding, but preaching. There's nothing. Just do it yes.

Quinsha, I can't accompany you today to meet that artist.

QUinsha: Ok no papa. The important thing is that you are okay ‘kan?

Sherin: God willing, it's always okay.

Aura: The door of our hearts and the door of our ears are always open for you, Rin. Just a story, we've always been there.

Sherin: Thank you, you are the best brothers for me.

And the chat was over. When they both decide to go through their respective activities.