Antonym Intellect, Synonym of Dearest
We Are Open to Each Other
While lying down, with the tip of our head met in the middle of the bed, I felt Ariel's hand stroking the top of my head. And tease me. The finger cannot remain silent. It's been so creative anyway.
Even if I don't like my head being rubbed by someone younger than me, I don't think it's appropriate. As for Ariel who is my husband, I am not used to his treatment of me.
And the finger crept into my cheek, stroking me gently.
“Still menstruation day three,” mumbled. I just shot it like that. We both know exactly what he wants. “And my jaw is still stiff.”
“Sensi very, I don't just think of perverted things, know!”
“Masa?! Lie...” accuse me
“Laaah,” hiss Ariel, “Eh, you're right anyway. If you always think of things beyond reason. So if you teach in front of me always pretend to sleep so as not to tense.”
“Hah? Are you serious?!”
“No need to be proud of Ariel, you are a dream of guys, you realize?!”
‘Sadar. That's why Jenny julid told me. Hahaha.”
“You're sexy, beautiful. And you're smart. The more judes the more our thoughts drift.”
“You are indeed mental disorders,”
“Almost all the boys in school idolize you.”
“Say it because my chest is big,’
“That too, but many teachers whose breasts are bigbut the aura is dark,”
“It's just a matter of care, Ariel,”
“Not, there is just an uncomfortable feeling when talking to them. Especially if asked this-that, the answer is: it is already in the module.” Ariel. “Kids like us do not like that answer, because in addition to free see the module if you understand for sure we will not ask. Most of the sentences in the module are language we don't understand. So it's better explained orally. But such a time the teacher does not understand us?”
“Teacher today is too much pressure Ariel, from the top, also from walmur. So the task that was supposed to educate and guide eroded the times. That is their main obligation. But at the end of the semester, what threatens our income is the amount of credit. Because guiding and educating the nation's children is good, it has no effect on our rank. The effect is how many workshops we participate in. Even though the workshop is also just that, nonsense, Ariel. More useful if the teacher on the job training in certain companies that support his teaching.” I clearly.
“But you can?”
“i first worked in the company before becoming a teacher. That was also my first time teaching by a fellow teacher. Because I'm an ex-employee, and they're ASN. If I go to public school, it's been out of my bullies. Good thing I entered Bhakti Putra who is the Principal of business as well, hehe.”
“Does school have any use for our future? They only teach theory.”
“Most theories do not apply in real life. But at the very least, theory is a basis for how practice works. That's the minimum should students know.”
“Kan,”
“Can what?”
“How can I say you're not attractive, if your answers always amaze me Claudia?”
“Don't tell me that's your only love interest, I'm not impressed yaaa.”
“Hehe, I can't boast romance. But I learned from experience that women want men's words confirmed. Especially for love affairs.”
“You mean?”
“Women it's easy to bring feelings. Their emotions ahead, logic number two. So it needs firmness. Like, if I don't like ya I say ‘I don't like’. If I liked, I would say ‘suka but only friends, not hate’. If I were ‘suka’ with a specific purpose I would say “I am interested only for physical matters, not liver’. But there is also Davina who spelled out many times still unyielding.”
I wonder who her female friends have been all this time. And whatever they do to them.
“Davina once told you one hour 3 girls,”
“Iya, I told Davina ‘don't get close because I don't like’. So he can only watch.”
“That's girls, your girlfriend?’
“Friends dating, approach if I'm bored. Temen have fun. If again sad I'm alone at home, anyway.”
“How many of your date?”
“Talculated,”
“And how many have... sucked into la minmu?”
She's quiet.
“And how many have you licked the fold?” ask again.
“That's whether I need to answer, or I'm silent is enough answer?”
“Just be quiet.”
“Oke.” And he's quiet.
I asked all this because I was serious about this relationship. I gave up all my dreams for Ariel. I think I do need some clarity about who I deal with every day, and I need to know from his own mouth. Not from anyone else's news.
I will try to respond with more mature, I ask private things in order to anticipate if one day I deal with Ariel's past, I will be more firm and assertive.
I'm not worried about Ariel cheating on me or getting whipped up by another woman. No. gabe. He has given me enough of an idea of his nature.
Ariel also gave up all her dreams for me, leaving her youth to be my husband, she passed the test of how she accepted me for who I was. And he protected me from all the dangers that came.
So I would too.
I realized I didn't know much about Ariel. So I'm asking now.
“Ariel,” call me.
“ya?”
“I will not forbid you to have fun with your friends, I will allow you to dream, allow you to have hobbies. Even if you want to go to the club, go ahead.”
“Iya I'm sure you'll be so.” He wriggled and fell on his stomach while peeling my forehead from above.
“But Claudia, I hope, I did it all with you.” Said. “Also... if I graduate with satisfactory grades and can enter Amethys University, I hope you do not have a career at Garnet Bank.”
“Hm? Why?” I asked while also being face down and raising my head to face him. I held my jaw up on the bed.
“If you work... and have income from there... then what is the point of me?” tanyakanya. “You can already do everything yourself. Earn a living can, take care of the house can, not if we have children, you can be sure you can take care of them alone. So I'm just a bully dong, all I can do is make a living, so please let my fragrance do it myself.”
“But if things go awry, we will have to have backup earnings.” I said.
“Yes you can still teach online at Ruangguru. Or make a ticktok about make up tutorials, or what is it. origin do not work at Garnet Bank.”.
“Why should Garnet Bank you carry around.”
“It's definitely his salary is big because.’.
“Thou nih” I pinched her cheek. “You know what's your point?” I became anxious for him.
“What?”
“My life is on your feet, my husband. Your Ridhomu is my success. Cleaning the house is not my job. My job is according to the religion we profess only to educate and nurture children. Do you know that ART and Babysitters are two different professions? I'm a babysitter, not ART. But I will because his reward is equivalent to jihad. I'll help you with your housework too. So we need each other. How?”
“Deal. Anything you want.”
Frankly, I am not a holy people. My mistakes are many, I also have not warned, my clothes are sexy and my beautiful hair is still displayed everywhere even though many say the strands are hell fire.
No, I'm not an innocent woman.
But I learned a little. The first thing I'm going to learn is the science of marriage. But I do not want to rush, I will go through everything casually, with my little husband. I now realize that a marriage also includes fortune.
Blessing problem or not.
Maybe now many think I am for money. Well, it was YES. But not anymore.
I recently read an interesting Instagram post. He said, always remember, that money only entertains lazy women. When a woman works hard, a rich man is just a bonus, not a ladder to rise to the degrees.
Maybe Ariel also read that post, so he thought. So I wasn't allowed to work.
But I'm sure I should be a great woman. Because it's my capital to make my husband great. If she's great, I hope she'll be a role model for her kids.
Because a good husband and a family that loves us is including Rejeki. But that sustenance is a test. To be glorified does not mean to be glorified, to be narrowed does not mean to be insulted. The two keys that pass us off are gratitude and patience.
Sometimes we are grateful and patient, uh there is a husband who denies. Even if we were not in line and he chose to leave me he would be ‘Urusan Lord’. Who knows the future? Humans can only plan.
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