Antonym Intellect, Synonym of Dearest

Baper

I gobbled up my steak, a huge piece of it, and put it in my mouth at once.

“Enak hehehe,” hisisku to Arka with mouth still full of meat.

Arka just looked at me while frowning.

But I didn't mind.

In the past, when we were both still in college, we even ate rice fields on the porch of the house. Eat with your hands while joking.

Talk about the future.

So I think Arka accepts what I am. Whatever my behavior.

Ariel can do it, why not Arka? So my thoughts.

“Why you?” tanyakanya.

“Hm, I'm on a mission,”

“And what is it?”

“Being unattractive in Ariel's eyes,”

He was silent for a moment.

I sip my cream soup.

“Try repeat?” he asked, even raising his glasses.

“Ariel said she would divorce me, if I was ugly.” My fizz.

“Hm, and ugly you by trying to be fat?”

“One of them.”

“But you are not yourself,”

“I even feel happy with my situation now,”

“Maybe you're stressed so eat a lot,”

“Eating a lot of it turns out to be delicious yes, just count the calories do not get sick,”

Arka heard breathing.

“When I try to take care of my body, you even want to be like this,”

I stopped chewing. I was honestly surprised by his words.

“You don't even wear make up, your hair is random, your clothes... negligee? Why is the color not connected to the bottom? This is not you, Ariel.”

“This is a robe, not a negligee.” My answer.

“Gamist? Clothes from what year is that?!”

“Gamis yes, Arka. Top-to-bottom covered clothing that loose model,”

“Yes, my mom used to go to school a lot. Why are you wearing it too?”

“Let's not interesting,”

“Not interesting in Ariel's eyes, keep me also affected, so?”

I could only hear him again.

“We haven't seen each other in a long time, after meeting always about Ariel again?” he said again.

I'm staying quiet.

Arka is upset.

If I talk it will make him even more upset.

And we're at a restaurant, if a fight would be embarrassing.

I took a deep breath, and I put down my spoon.

“I do this also for our good so that we can get married quickly,” I said trying to give him understanding.

“You are married. With someone else. I feel like I'm being an affair!”

I drank some water to calm my heart for a moment.

There should be no more quarrels, because we had just met after a long time without seeing each other.

“You're right, sorry ya.” My fizz. “If you can, I want to go to the toilet to fix my makeup for a while, can you?”

“No need,” hiss Arka while pressing waitress button.

“Eh?”

“I already ilfil. Just go home.” Hisses. He snatched his phone, “I've booked an online taxi for you. Go home by yourself, I want to play games at home,”

“Arka, please dooong..” sulukku.

“If you really love me, you will definitely put me first. At the very least, look beautiful to me, or invite me to chat about fun things. About us.”

He then moved and stood up to walk towards the cashier.

I could only sit in my chair while being stunned.

My chest hurts.

My stomach is like being hit by a godam.

And. My eyes are glazed. I really feel claustrophobic.

I closed my eyes, then took a breath, trying to calm down.

Before long, a waitress came and gave her a payment receipt.

I just glanced at the receipt, there was a writing already paid off.

“Mbak..”

I heard the Waitress whispering to me.

I lifted my face and looked at him.

A beautiful young woman, her body slim and tall. Her hair was neatly curled with a small apron on her waist.

“Sorry if I can interfere,” hiss.

“Eh?” I raised my eyebrows.

“From yesterday I noticed Mbak and Masnya.”.

“Oh that? I'm sorry to be so shy about me,” said I'm not happy. Until waitress just noticed me, so our quarrel has already attracted the attention of many people in the restaurant huh? Just make a fuss...

“not, Ma'am. Sorry but I was presumptuous because it felt like the events that he experienced were very similar to my past. I was abandoned by my girlfriend because I used to be considered fat Ma'am. Whereas when I ask friends, I am not fat.”.

I quietly listened to him.

“So it turns out my ex was just looking for an excuse to break up with me because he had another girl. The point is cheating Mommy. Be careful mbak.”

Again my tongue felt strange.

“If he really loves us, any condition he will definitely consider beautiful mbak. Appearance number so far. It is important to be interesting when spoken to. Anyway, I think her mom is very pretty. It is precisely the dress that you wear looks elegant and polite.”.

“Ah... thanks a lot mbak..”.

But that was my last word at the restaurant.

Because the next time I realized I had been crying as much as possible in the arms of Ma'am waitress.

**

“You're not papa?!”

Aye,

I finally called Ariel.

Not without cause, because I was in the restaurant for too long, my online taxi finally canceled the order. And now in a limp position I'm afraid of being alone in a foreign car.

Actually I want to ask Papah to pick me up, even if it will make it difficult. That's why I don't want to preach it myself because of my selfishness.

So I asked Ariel to tell Papah that I needed to be picked up.

Even his son came alone...

Where is still pale his face.

And again, what's he up here? The motors? In such a sick condition?!

“Which ship?” my many.

“Out again in the mother's salon, want to help the problem of moving shop. I don't feel good bothering them,” said Ariel. “Why you? Sick? Most chicken yesterday cholesterol huh? You said I was reckless, you were reckless yourself!”

“All because of you! Think dong!” I swooped the napkin in front of me towards him.

Ariel just sat in front of me with a look.

“Why do you think I am?”

“Bu Guru... I just with my own eyes saw your girlfriend in the cafe front end there with another girl, instead of her there should be a date event with you huh?”

“Eh..?”

What the hell is this?

“She was just here, but we had a little argument.”

“Arka is in front cafe there,”

My chest is getting crowded.

Should I trust Ariel?

Do I have to go out there and prove it myself?

But what is he lying for?!

Even though I broke up with Arka, not necessarily I want to be his wife too.

“Say Arka she's tired of going home, maybe you're wrong see,” I said.

“There's no way I'm seeing wrong, try you asking him shareloc,”

Then I'll find out the name problem.

“Maybe he's with his cousin.” hissikku while rubbing my face.

“Handle with cousin?”

“Or little sister I don't know,”

“Hands her hands until kisses hands?”

“Ariel!” my snapping.

Ariel was silent.

Suddenly all around me turned silent.

I realized I was out of bounds.

We were in a public place.

“Please... don't add to my problems. I can't think straight yet. I'm sorry I didn't love you. Don't argue anymore. Please don't argue anymore.”.

I couldn't hold back the emotions that were stirring in my chest. So I just put my face on the table, and stayed there.