Antonym Intellect, Synonym of Dearest

Reminiscences

It didn't feel like I and Ariel were in that restaurant for an hour.

Ariel seemed to be sitting leaning against her feet using two chairs, with her hands on her forehead, her eyes looking bright while looking at the people passing by inside the Mall.

I was busy with food.

I ordered a lot of food that I had been afraid to order because I did not want to gemoy. Thought, all this time though I was relaxed towards Arka, even though I ate with my legs up or hands up, even though eating batagor from plastic directly and even if there is something funny I laugh out loud without being filtered, but about the appearance I try to always look beautiful.

Offset the always neat arc.

He used to be the Chairman of the Student Executive Board, and often partime work became a catalog model for e-commerce. His face is Indonesian, with glowing white skin, and a sharp pointed nose. 11-12 is the same Rey Mayang. Arka's lips are thinner and she is more comfortable wearing glasses than softlense. The more nerdy he looks, the more handsome he looks.

And his attitude, though angry, was always gentle. He only insinuates sharply, does not like to snap, even often his attitude is very gentlemanly.

I repeatedly caught him talking to a lot of women who shot him, asking him to be his girlfriend, and the way he refused was very subtle. Not promising but not away.

“I'm sorry don't hate me, but my heart's on one person. And for now it can't be challenged. If you still insist, ask God to turn my heart upside down, but do not in a way that hurts my partner or I will be more angry.“

Those words were somehow how many times he said, to the point that I memorized his sentence.

Usually after that, he would go everywhere asking me for company. Just give a warning if ‘I have one, do not approach’. I happily accompanied her, wherever she wanted. I was told to go to the toilet too.

Yeah but it never got that way.

Therefore, although relaxed, for me appearance is the main thing. I started to process my body to be sexier, let my rival run away and jiper first. My brain is working to make it more ideal for Arka intellectual men.

Employees who can enter Arghading Corp, definitely not a random person right.

Yes that's this Ark.

It doesn't have to be compared to Ariel who is still a boy.

And...why is this kid still sitting in front of me?

I didn't ask him to accompany me actually, I just wanted Papah to pick me up. By papah have a private car, between us no one has a SIM.

I'm not saying that Ariel can't drive a car, I'll bet she can. But he doesn't have a SIM yet. He was only 2 months 17 years old.

“Hey...” I gently greet Ariel, for pity to see her sitting around like that.

“Hm,” murmured.

“What is love?”

“Hm...my version or internet version?”

“You think. You said you loved me.”

“Love it.. likes whose cultivation level is already the level of Eternity. Immortal Ascension.”

My laughter explodes, “Sort of kung fu drama, hahahahah!”

“Yaaa.. if the version of people assortment, even complicated. This is my version, yes. When I have high prestige love, it means that lust has peaked in the head and every second think it is one human.”

“Your sins. Pas calamity just remembered God..” I said.

“Humanawi, Astaghfirullah..” Ariel rubbed her face with both hands. His eyes are getting smoother.

“People often misinterpret love with love because it has been mixed with lust and obsession.” hisisku.

“I've been in the stage of thinking about our children, learning the real let the good work and build a house to come out.’

“You're worse, you're already acute bucinnya,”

“But not reciprocated tuh..would say in vain but still do silly things.” Mumbled.

I just ducked.

I don't know why I feel guilty.

“Claudia..” call him.

“Ya?”

“I was given a choice by Mbah Rejo. Besides you, the candidate is Aunt Sukma, there is Laras, there is Harrietta, there are 2 more people that I do not remember his name. All virgins from Ranggasadono. From various ages.”

“I'm the oldest.”

“Yes, you are the oldest among them.”

“Don't say you chose me because of my name,”

“It was yes.” Ariel smiled gently at me. “But... The more I find out about you, the more I like you. I learned you are very smart, so I tried to keep up with you by learning things. Then you are very feminine, and tend to be feminist.so I tried to show my manly nature with-“.

“That's beyond my prediction. I'm actually trying to act the opposite way. Don't know why shit is just.” That's Ariel's reason.

And just as I was being warned, up ahead, I saw two people I didn't expect to see.

Arka and. a young girl.

Maybe he thinks I've left the Mall.

They walked through the corridor, heading towards the exit. Arka hugged the girl's shoulder while peeling her forehead, while the girl wrapped her hands around Arka's waist.

The girl I don't know.

My eyes are straight ahead.

Towards both of them.

And next, out of nowhere, I grabbed a bottle of mineral water on my desk, and I stood up.

While walking towards them I was still thinking about what I would want with that mineral water. Who should get smothered? Arka or the girl?

But when I confronted them both.

I changed my mind.

They saw me standing at the door.

The alert arc looked at me, looking a step back.

While the girl was shocked because I confronted them.

“So...this is your reply? And after I thought again related to your change of attitude, you seemed to be cheating on me first before I even met Ariel. Right?”

“Blessing?” the girl looked shocked. “Mas, whose aunt?”

He said I'm aunty? Is that so bad of me?

“Ariel... Why are you still here?”

“Don't say it's my fault huh?” hisisku.

Arka just let out a long sigh, “After all there is nothing more to argue about, you are married anyway. Aren't you? You are no longer mine.”

“Hah? This aunt is married but accuses you of cheating?! Who's she?”

“Mantan,” hiss Arka.

A big blow to me, he plainly said we were exes. That means he's already cut off our relationship.

6 Years went in vain.

“Easy once you said so..” My fizz. “Fuck also turns out to be you..”

“I'm a jerk, but someone tried to cheat by getting married but still expected me to act like I used to. Don't you think I don't know your married life, I'm not that innocent Ariel.” Siss Arka. “You're acting like the Queen and I'm her concubine? Ck ck ck... Just dream Ariel.”.

“You said ‘okey’ that time!!” my tent.

“And you didn't ask me what it meant that time! “ Excite Arka. “And what did I get from your wedding? There aren't. That's why I think since then, we're done. Clear?”

Arka let go of her embrace of the girl and pointed at my chest, “Starting since then in your life there is no me. You're busy yourself with treasure and Ariel. Do I still have any meaning in your eyes? Where is my pride? There aren't. Then you expect me to stay with you after you consciously say kabul?  Ariel.. I'm not that much in love with you until I'm willing to double up. Understand?” hisses.

And I know he's right.

And I know this moment is coming.

What I don't know is my reaction to this.

After what I did to her, after so many things she did for me. We know, this relationship is as tiny as a dragonfly wing.

So I just shook my head, then left from there, saying : “Ba jingan..”.

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One more thing I don't know, ‘pacar’ Arka filmed the incident to her social media.

Accompanied by caption pitched slander...

“Tante is married to someone else, but wants my girlfriend back to him. Polyandri was banned from woy Auntie!”

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