
I eat a lot.
Because annoyed, because hungry, because menstruation is again a hormone factor, and also because you want to be a little fat body. Not too pretty, yeah.
I believe that no human is ugly.
There are ‘not interesting’.
Yeah that's my point, I'll be the woman who ‘doesn't pull’ in Ariel's eyes.
I ordered 5 pieces of chicken and soup Ariel order, 4 chicken for myself, I put on my mother's pasta.
Ariel just looked at me eating, sipping her soup.
He added a little rice.
But his eyes did not look at me.
I just bite the chicken pieces, continue to eat pasta, continued the chicken again.
I'm mukbang fashion on anyway.
Let him ilfeel all of you.
But, it is also delicious to eat without this pressure. Not thinking about the scales, not thinking about my hips that will be big, not thinking about my cheeks that will cubby.
You know how good it is I also ordered the ice cream earlier...
I glanced at Ariel who was still looking at me fixedly. It seems like he was surprised to see me eating so much and so much.
“Claudia..” He called me.
Here goes! What would he ask me? Hopefully something ugly.
“If you eat slowly.
I stared at him while chewing on the chicken skin. Damnit damnit! Why chicken skin can taste so good as it turns out! I used to avoid eating chicken skin because the most dangerous part because it contains high saturated fat and cholesterol. So very unhealthy. But my mouth can't stop chewing.
“Soalya you if you eat it so greedy so it seems to be ngggemesin, I become ko nak.”
I was frozen silent.
Next, my reflexes were staring at the bottom of his stomach. Closed in shorts belonging to my late father, but looks thick in the middle area.
The area looked shaded, like there was a horseradish lying behind his boxer.
Gee whiz...
“You will have another period, how about if you use your mouth, I will squeeze out because it hurts again, hehe..”.
Oh, my God...
“Brain pain! Sana puriin first your perverted mind!” my hiss while pinching his cheek.
I'm being badmood.
I put down the pasta spoon, and then I left it downstairs to grab a drink.
“Sama wife herself does not papa dong seduction tickled caterpillars!” ariel protests in the distance.
It's amazing how upset I am! If he wasn't my husband, I would've reported the police on harassment charges!
**
When Ariel fell asleep I called Aaron, Ariel's father. Now I call him Papah. He came with a tense face towards me in front of the gate.
“Ariel fever? How can? Did you bring it to Mr Ustad?”
I obviously heard his question.
“What? Mr Ustad Pah?”
“Iya lah,” Papah went into the house while lifting next to his eyebrows, “I rather believe he got ‘swan’ instead of fever.” (I'm more confident he's got seizures than a fever)
“He’s never get cold, the evil case he’s caught a cold when he take ice bucket challenge for Tik Tok, but still can ski out to take medication,” (He never got sick, he never got sick, once sick when taking the ice bucket challenge for Tik Tok).
“She likes carrying cough medicine in Pah stainless bottle, know not?”
“Since when was he that decrepit?”
“Why did Papah even ask me?”
“He’s the strongest boy i’ve ever know,” (He's the strongest boy I know).
I scratched my head in confusion. His own face had never even seen Ariel sick, why am I even this strong?
“Maybe,” Papah suddenly turned to face me, I stopped suddenly almost hit him. “You've hurt him psychically.”
“It's so weak, the only thing I'm pressing is a divorce as soon as possible. There's nothing else. I told him to do the task also he even slept in class, so I was tired of giving him the task again.”
“What's ‘that’s it’ ?!” I protested because I didn't understand.
“For a person who has never been in love with anyone, once in love, it is broken. Such a knocked. It's natural that he's sick,” (really a huge blow)
“Who is in love with whom?”
“Glaikit..” muttered Papah slowly while turning back again and went up to my room where Ariel rested. I'm looking for the meaning on google, it's not English, but Scottish which means ‘lambar and stupid’.
Ih...
**
I didn't get to the room, I was standing in front of the wall, next to the half-opened door. Listen to father and son chatting. I've never seen them talk before.
And it turns out that their chatter is enough to make me feel. Well, we listen to it ourselves.
“What haspen, dude?” papah asked Ariel, but she grinned amusedly at Ariel's condition.
“Just got another bad day,” Ariel voice started hoarse
“Back from Mbah Rangga’s home, everyday turns out a bad day for you,”
“I’ts not about the home, it’s about My home,”
“It is My home?”
“No, not yours. It’s mine. You know when we built something from deep of our heart but we never get a good material for built the roof, well, feel’s like that, yes,. There’s a big hole and it’s crucial but I can’t closed it.”
I'm always impressed that there's a kid who can speak two languages like Ariel. But he is impressive in many ways. Ariel is like two very lame but balanced lives.
He's smart but he's naughty, he's rude but he's romantic, he's smart but he's silly. Like several people in one body. He can do everything, but he can also suck.
In essence, Papah asked why after returning from the house of Mbah Rangga Ariel continued to have bad days, but Ariel denied it, he said it was not the house of Mbah Rangga bad, but Ariel denied it was, but ‘his home’ is not perfect. Like building from scratch, but have not got the material suitable for the roof of the house.
There was still a big hole that he could not close.
“You love her...” sis Papah slowly.
“I love her,” Ariel replied.
“Since when? don't you dare to say to me that you love her since the first time you meet, that's a hoax. There’s no such a ‘love at first time’. Love built from a connection for a while-“
“It’s not a puppy love, I know her since Mbah Rejo told me that she will become my bride,’
“You’re a ten years old back then!”
“And now I’m a teenanger and I still love her. Everyday I tried to forget her with get a date to another girl, even a lots of girls, but its not works,”
“So that’s why you-“
“Dad, I tried so hard to convince my mind that this is only business mariage. Until I get Knackered-“
I walked in and looked at her sharply, “You know we'll be married since you're ten? You were in Scotland, Ariel. How can you?!” yes, this is the point of their conversation in the room.
Papah and Ariel looked at me warily, “Ari-Claudia, it’s supply a dad-son talk,” papah reminds me that I shouldn't interrupt their father-son talk
“We're family now, no father-son talk. The talk of father and children.” Errata.
“Ah yes right too,” Papah rubbed his nape while smiling wryly.
But why did Ariel look more handsome in my eyes when she sat quietly in bed without teasing me and speaking English.
Oh my goodness, his eyes are green! I'm even just now! Why does her hair turn brown when exposed to sunlight? I think she's black-haired and has dim eyes.
If Papah yes it is definitely bule ya.
“So how does this mean?” I'm getting impatient.
“Eh Loh? Have guests besan anyway?” My mother came up behind me. “Walaaaah, I have not prepared a snack loh Mr Aaron! Why didn't you say you wanted to come?!” he panicked and went back down.
Papah looked at me, “You still live with that stepmother of yours?” tanyakanya.
“Indeed why?”
“Yes it's okay, Papah just asked,”
“She's a stepmother but she's like a real mother to me, I still love to cuddle with her,”
“Ariel's relationship with your mother how?”
“Familiar lumayan, kayak own child.”.
“Hm..” Papah seemed to stroke his chin thinking of something, “You talk alone deh, please this time no more fighting, dizzy to hear him.”.
“Where are you going?!” aska.
“Ke down, eat. Hungry.” His frown while ruffling my hair.