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trying to act like a girl

Maybe I'll be more open now, playing with peers might not be bad.

Either because my childhood was probably not very happy, because I was forced to become a soldier at 10 years old, continue to be stronger and eventually become a hero at 27.

Come to think of it, I've never had the fun of being a kid, going through the youth that was supposed to happen to a teenager, falling in love and ending up having sex with the woman you love.

It never happened to me, maybe I'll do it in this second life, but I won't have sex with men.

And that's why, because my legs and my hands had muscle pain after hunting in the past, so I didn't come along this time, well muscle pain wasn't much of a problem for me, I can also hold it in time on the day of the celebration.

But Guirde kept forcing me to stay home. Basic, he's too complex, what would happen if I stopped just because of muscle pain.

"Ne .. sheilla"

"Hmm? What's up, mama?"

"Rather than lazing around like that, do you want to try cooking?"

"Cooking?"

Cooking yes, all this time I only cooked soup that contains some vegetables and only given salt.

I don't guarantee the taste, but that's all I can make while in the woods.I'm not the picky type in food matters

it reminds me of the time before peace was established, men were killed and women raped, children were made slaves.

many children are born from rape, but not only that, they must survive in a world filled with destruction.

I was one of them, I was born of a courtesan in the district who was not seen by the kingdom.

the mother who gave birth to me died when I was 5 years old and since then I have had to survive alone.

well, there are no good memories until I was chosen as a hero.

put that aside, ....

yeah---. let's step up my feminine side and accept this offer.

nor can I forever reject myself as a girl right now.

"Hm .. okay"

they all make mistakes

I suddenly thought about that sentence, it was true as it was, from the beginning it did not mean that I was a hero, it happened because of the training I did, and the sword thartaros dropped by the god.

I am also just a normal human being without that sword.

And now I've found a new challenge.

"What do you cook?"

"Hmm .. Then we cook the cottage pie for dinner"

"Oh! ..."

Is it okay to go up to a level like this? Shouldn't we cook soup to learn, and we go through the basic learning of cooking anyway.

well maybe quilea will teach me the basics when cooking, so well, just follow the flow.

When it comes to cottage pie, it is better known as shepherd pie, a dish cooked to save meat in winter. That's delicious too.

"Mama will take the meat first, in that time, please cut the onions and carrots"

"Eh ...." Saying so, quilea went straight to the village warehouse "seriously?"

The village building is a place where the meat of animals that have been hunted is stored. Call it building A.

Then on the right side of building A there is building B which is used to store wheat, rice and salt.

All the villagers agreed to keep the food supply in the buildings so that it could be shared with all the villagers.

But this method will no longer work if the population of winter villages increases.

Because for them the incident of hunger is like a disaster that befell the winter village, they are traumatized, because for them the incident of famine just happened 8 years ago.

They try to stop the famine from happening.

Back to the main problem.

What am I supposed to do with this?

[Experience cuts \= zero]

First I took a carrot, put it on a wooden board, and I was preparing myself to cut this, I started to press my knife and went straight through the carrot.

Hmm .. too big, again.

"Huuhuu .. is better"

What the fuck, it turns out that cutting this is very easy, it's useless I was nervous, and the first carrot I had cut, then the second carrot, I don't know how many carrots to cut, I don't know, but I've cut as much as I can, so it doesn't matter.

Yep ... I'm done with carrots, next onion, this cunning guy, put on his skin so I have trouble cutting, but just with such a weak skin won't stop my knife!!

I pressed my knife, and the onion split in two, fyuuh .. time to get rid of this troublesome skin.

I cut it once again and slowly add speed, huhu~~ I like the sensation of cutting this bombay.

"You've done her sheilla?"

"Oh .. mama, I just finished cutting bombay"

"Hmhm~ ... It's been good for the first time, good work, sheilla~"

"...."

Quilea, if you praise me like that it will embarrass me .. Where does my man's soul go?

"Maybe it's too soon for you to cut meat, so just look at how you're doing"

Quilea said proudly while giving her thumbs up. Seeing it like that almost made me scream "kyaaa" really, where did my man's soul go

It was a short experience, quilea chopped up the meat cunningly, worthy of being called the king of knives.

Oh ... I forgot the potato, calm down .. quilea already took care of that one.

He heated the oil on a frying pan, then cooked the meat until cooked, put in some spices and waited for the cooking to be ready.

But not really, she needs her potato sauce, she makes it while her cooking is ready to cook.

When the meat is finished, the quilea immediately puts it into a new pan, continues to be mixed with the potato sauce that has just been made, put it in the oven and wait until it is cooked.

- after maturing

"It's done~~"

"Oooohhhh!!"

I was amazed to see the results, but I focused on the carrots and onions I cut, the first time I cooked something.

I'm curious about the taste, well .. Because I made it, I'm sure it tastes a lot better.

""I'm home""

Oh. .. It looks like guirde and elena are home.

"Welcome back, guirde, elen"

"Oh ... What is this?"

"Listen, sheilla's helping me cook dinner today"

"Ooh"

"Sister cooked it?"

Yep, and I hope you two don't make a fuss especially the guilde.

"Well .. I just cut carrots and onions so that's not included in the cooking"

"It's true that way, but with you helping mama, dinner's ready sooner than usual"

You can also say that quilea, but if I don't help, you intend to cook a different meal, right? But let's follow this path..

".... thank you, mama"

I said like that with a reddened face, it's not acting . to be honest, I feel happy at the moment.

Looks like I have to say goodbye to my man's soul.

As I realized, from the beginning only my mind remained mature, its original since reborn, my soul also adapted to the age of sheilla, sheilla, so you could say my soul is still 10 years old even with an 88-year-old mind.

So it wouldn't be strange if I entered the phase of rebellion like yesterday and was happy to be praised a bit. Desire to try like children.

Well ... At least I think if it doesn't matter, because from what I see, this world is not too dangerous compared to my old world.

The danger that appeared only existed in demonic beasts, the rest of the humans who dominated the entire world.

And until now the elf race still has not shown themselves, the humans will also die immediately if they enter the elf area.

This world also has magic, because I am not blessed with magic in the world before, so I want to try magic in this world.

Yes ... it's the best for the moment, studying life casually, I was thinking whether there would be a third life after this.

If I were then I would gladly accept But I am now.

Everything passed, the guilde and elena ate voraciously, and I also enjoyed it.

Before her I was too obsessed with trying to be strong in this second life, it was because I was afraid of something, but now the feeling of fear was gone ... and I will confidently say this ...

"Life like this isn't so bad"

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the wheel of destiny kept moving, even without me noticing.