Antgram Paladins

flashback to death

LARISA'S POINT OF VIEW

Cold ... hot .. feel like dying.

When I opened my eyes, the big bang was the first thing I saw, there they were fighting one very strong man.

I understand just by looking at her.

I was badly injured, but I could only understand that it hurt, it was cold, it was so cold that I often felt the heat there.

This hell-like torture ... until when will it continue?

"Larya!! Hang in! I'll treat you after this"

I see, if I'm on someone's back, huh? She ... Who is it? Ah, I remember ... Aldies, how I forgot about it.

"Aldiez"

"Calm down, you'll be safe!. .. We've escaped"

"Is that so, then the situation is safe?"

"Really! We're safe now"

"Yes .. You're right, uh .. I'm sleepy, let me sleep for a while"

"......"

When I opened my eyes, the first thing I saw was an empty glass of beer.

"uh? Me?"

I began to wake up when I realized that if I fell asleep in this chair and table, I stretched my hands and yawned.

"What a weird dream"

Right ... Strange dream.

I paid the shopkeeper, and went out.

When it's still night, I'm sure if I just fell asleep for a while before, today the night weather is great.

Until there is no cloud covering the moon.

It was a beautiful sight, but to me it was just a daily sight, it didn't stick to my mind anymore.

And, I had a strange encounter, I had never even dreamed of in the past.

I saw a woman standing on the fence of this bridge, facing forward with almost no determination.

There was not even an expression on his face.

"What are you doing?"

"Kill themselves"

"Huh?"

"Ending my life"

"I understand what suicide is, but why do you want to do it?"

The girl looked at me and concluded, "are you drunk?"

"Well, a little"

"College your age isn't enough for that"

"I don't think that's the case on Antegram"

"Maybe"

"Suicide is not good lho~~"

I walked forward and then I clasped her feet, she looked at me expressionlessly as usual.

"What are you doing?"

"Try to hold you back"

"Although I didn't ask for it?"

"Although you didn't ask for it"

The girl simply fell silent, then looked ahead, sighed once and then jumped towards her back.

"I'm changing my mind, I'm not going to kill myself right now"

"....."

And just like that, that meeting changed my life a little, about my meeting with her, Chynthia laurel.

Even after that, we met often, from what I know, he was just like me, the fighter in Antegram.

Even though he always hid it, I knew that if he was very strong, even I was sure that I would not be able to defeat him.

When I asked her where she came from, she said "well, you probably won't know her" and ended up without a hint.

Is he trying to hide his place of origin? Wh why? I'm sure I know some of the territory there.

From my self-initiated adventure, this time I did it together with cynthia, we became close friends? Well that's how it is.

2 Years after that meeting.

"I wanted to ask you this a long time ago, but I never got to ask you"

"??"

"Why did you want to kill yourself then? Broken love?"

"Do I look like someone who's interested in something like romance?"

"Oh, maybe so"

We are currently sitting opposite each other at our food stand.

He put the bread into his mouth then stared at some random person beside.

"I'm just tired"

"Tired?"

"True ... I .. can predict the time of one's death"

"One's death?"

"True, somehow, just by looking at that guy, I know when he's going to die, and that's with the right timing"

After that, there was no further talk about it.

Tomorrow, we go hunting as we planned, our cooperation is very good.

As I advanced forward with this giant axe, he helped me from afar, sometimes even he would advance to the front.

"Hey, when will I die?"

In the middle of the fight, I asked her about it, and she remained focused on the monster before her.

"....."

We finished without him answering my question.

"I don't want to tell you"

"So .. I wonder how I'll die later"

"His normal reaction there was to be you crying in fear"

"Haha, I wouldn't do it .. but .. I taku, very"

The wind blew and he looked at me with slightly glazed eyes.

"Hey, do you think that second life exists?"

He asked me, just for a useless topic, but there was nothing wrong with that useless topic.

I am still alive, right now, and until when I die in the future.

I will live with pride.

Slowly, our daily hunting changed, when an acquaintance of Cynthia named Nezuon val came to visit us.

He offered us to get into the party he made.

As I thought about it, Cynthia without thinking for a long time immediately replied "alright, I'll go in"

And, like being dragged away by Cynthia, I entered the party.

The initial 6 members were Nezuon val, Chelsea locknear, Thierry theo, Tamara naoe, Abi moore, and lastly Salazar mayer.

And by joining his party we made him 8 members.

It was a bad party, where we were just lazing around while waiting for the right time to hunt.

And Cynthia seemed to enjoy such a life so much, was she unencumbered? By her mysterious power that could predict someone's death?

Like he's just trying to stay calm here, the more friends, the more burdened his mind, or maybe we all have a long life here?

Aye! Maybe so, that's why he was calm.

I wonder if he can predict the time of his own death, if it really can, then it would be very sad.

After that, our party added a new member, namely by entering Juliy aghata in this party, making it more crowded than usual.

Then Williard joined, and within 1 year, we had two new members.

Sheilla von Lohengram and Leonardo Da vinci are both promising members.

Especially with Leonardo!! Within just a few weeks of getting into the party and he was assigned with Theo to investigate the prostitution district.

He is able to survive, even said his enemies are quite strong.

How to say his, his development goes on, even the Captain says something like "he has unlimited potential" so I think the captain expects a lot against him.

He also seems to like Sheilla.

Her feelings were too open until we all knew it just by looking.

And really something because Sheilla is like ignoring or pretending not to realize Leonardo's feelings.

I feel sorry for her, but the relationship between the two of them does not stop there, they will definitely become a couple in the future!!

Then the other couple is Theo and Tamara, they had been dating long before getting into Antegram.

Then Chelsea who like Nezuon, they showed it too clearly.

I ... love them all!!

We walked together, laughing together while discussing something silly and unimportant.

It was the time I enjoyed the most, from the bottom of my heart.

When I realized it, something touched my shoulder and I looked back.

There was no one there, and then when I looked back to the front, I found it all going on.

"Cynthia?"

I called out to him, but he did not respond, continuing to speak as if he did not hear me at all.

Bad premonitions started haunting my mind, and I started running.

But .. as fast as I run, I don't get to where they are.

"Wait!. .. Don't leave me!!"

When I said that, Cynthia stopped and turned her head towards me, she smiled, and reached out her hand.

Happy, I reached for his hand.

"I'm glad to see you, Larisa"

"?? is?I'm also~"

It felt ... like I was dreaming .. a very long dream.

****

In Cynthia's current position, she opened her eyes, with her usual blank expression.

"That's so ... Larisa ... has died yes"

He who knows it best .more than anyone else, he is the closest to death.

Destruction .. once it starts.

And this is just the beginning of that hell.

In Aldies' current position, he stared at the one stone before him, with a large scythe placed beside the stone.

"I swear .. I won't die. .. still haven't, I won't die until I can kill that bastard with my own hands!!"

22 November 713 - [Larisa sicienti: loss of life in battle]