Antgram Paladins

flashback of the past

CHELSEA'S POINT OF VIEW

[Killing]

It was a curse that had been instilled into my mind since childhood, living only to kill, execute orders, and die in its time.

I can't remember when it was well instilled in my mind, but at least everyone always said the same thing.

Hard exercise every day, even normal time for young children does not apply in this family.

Right ... The family of the cursed clan, Locknear.

And I, Chelsea locknear, was born the main heir of the family.

july 19, 698, sacred calendar - training ground.

Maybe you already know it, but I'll tell you once again, my name is Chelsea Locknear.

And now I .. am in hell.

I jumped on the wood above, then jumped back into an obstacle that had several axes that kept moving.

I passed the axe by turning my body, then landed back on another wooden footing.

After pausing to take a breath, I began to lower my body, holding this wood firmly, making myself hang here and after swinging myself I jumped onto the other wood.

And when I realized it, a hanging wood was pointing towards me quickly.

I jumped up and avoided the wood easily.

But it didn't end, where the other wood came up from my right, hitting me hard.

Ah .. I failed.

....

"Don't let me down"

It was a sentence said by her after I had a failure at the end of training.

People around me say that he is my father, but he never even confirmed it by claiming that he is my father.

And I'm pretty sure he's not my father, if you ask me why, it's because he's different from the father I met in the book.

It says that all fathers are good men, so that's why I'm so sure he's not my father.

And ....

"Why are you here?! Go!! Stay away from me!!!"

She said that when I entered her room, a random outfit, where she didn't even change her nightgown here.

I asked if he had taken a shower? It turns out I don't know about it, the case for this let's end here.

"Please calm down, ma'am"

I glanced around, finding the alcohol bottle lying on the floor, even most of the bottles here had no contents.

And ... drugs, they should be banned, but, for our families who live in a dark world, it's not a big deal.

And ... I'm pretty sure that if she wasn't my mother, a mother is described as being more gentle and affectionate with her child than anyone else.

He didn't, of course.

After all, he also said like "you're not my son!!" And "i hate you", I just respond in silence.

Not that I am sad to hear that.

In fact I feel relieved, because he and he are not my parents.

At least I still believe it until my age of 14, the case exploded, I was shocked by the reality.

If they were my biological parents.

Geez, many times I thought God was joking with me? If it's true I want to tell her if her sense of humor is bad.

Gosh, I even got a fever when I accepted that fact, but let's put that aside.

august 11, 703, holy calendar.

"Please don't kill me!! Please!!"

Say a woman in front of me, well, the time of the question, then the answer is no.

It's a pity, miss, but your life ends here.

july 25, 704, holy calendar.

"Damn it!!! Falling jeraka!! You fucking girl!!"

Said a fat man with his irritated face, went up to the window and jumped down, I want to let him know if this is the 4th floor.

But unfortunately, this friend's ear is in trouble.

So I walked to the window and looked down to confirm his death, hng~~ he died in a strange pose here, I'm sure if other people saw her they'd laugh because of that pose.

When I realized it, something touched my leg.

I looked down to see what it was.

But ... it's not a good sight, a woman's head, if I remember correctly then this woman is the son of the friend who jumped just now.

Just the head, with eyes wide open, and I didn't feel what it was after seeing this.

I changed my eyes and looked around.

Seeing this room filled with blood, the corpses that adorned this place, became even more gripping.

And the blood on my sword dripped on my floor, quietly, the sound of it chilling in this room.

....

"I hope you die"

"Give me my son"

"Come on!!"

In all the sounds that my ears hear, only one, makes me uncomfortable.

"Well, what do you want to die like?"

After that, I opened my eyes and woke up from this nightmare with sweat flooding my face.

This disgusting feeling, coming from that dream, all the people I have killed, are coming back for revenge.

And until I woke up from the dream, the sound of their maki poisons was still heard in my ears, no matter how hard I closed my ears until it was bleeding.

His voice did not stop, and when I realized it, tears dripped from my eyes.

"Ah ... when will this sound stop?"

The day that was as usual, I killed, and the voice was getting clearer.

I tried several times to end my own life.

This voice is driving me crazy!!!

Already, impossible .. I want to die.

When struck by despair, a miracle came to me, well, in one story there was a name "turning point" when I saw it clearly.

That's for sure, this is the turning point in my life, an unknown land with a sea of alien knowledge in it.

"Antagrams"

december 23, 706, antegram calendar.

"Why didn't you kill me?"

"....hmm, if it was, maybe because I wanted to be a kind person?"

"What do you get if you help others?"

"Hmm~'s blessing?"

"Basically a good ass"

"Ckckckck, you say spicy too, but well, the reason I help people, is probably just penance"

Said the man before me, seriously, he was right before me right now, pushing me to the ground, holding my right hand firmly, he said, then he overstretched my left hand with his foot so that I could not escape.

But it's not a romantic situation like that, the truth is that he's holding the dagger and the dagger is on my neck right now, if he wants then I've been dead since.

"Isn't it just self-satisfaction?"

"Well, maybe you're right"

The man replied with a sad look on his face, I was speechless to see that.

All this time I just wanted to die from the sound of this curse, if you think, after I die, where am I going?

"Hey .. does heaven exist?"

Hearing that, it made the man slightly speechless, pulled back his dagger and began to retreat backwards.

"I want to create a party, even if the members are just myself at the moment, but are you interested in following it?"

The man said suddenly, the sting arrived once until it made me go silent in shock, and my heart was beating here, a strange feeling.

So I answered him nonchalantly.

"... I'm amazed that you can bring an enemy you just wanted to kill to your party"

After I said that, he smiled kindly, no it was my fault, from the beginning he did not even intend to kill me.

In the end, my question of whether heaven is real or not was never answered by Nezuon.

If I remember, it was the beginning of it all.

For some reason, I've always been drawn by a man named Nezuon or whatever, he taught me a lot about this Antegram.

While traveling with Nezuon, slowly, the sound of the curse was not heard anymore, and for the first time since 4 years.

I can sleep well.

It was a long journey, we gathered together his other colleagues, made headquarters and joked with each other.

From the beginning I never predicted if I would go through such a day, maybe a little boring with a relaxed life at the headquarters.

But I can say this with pride.

"it's a better life than anything"

With my consciousness slowly fading away, I took a breath and blew it.

When I intend to rise, so does his intent to end my life.

But she realized something beside her, pulling back her sword towards the side to prepare for something.

A flash of blue, and when seen more clearly, a bluish arrow shot out quickly and Roenji intended to fend off the arrow.

But the power of the arrow was stronger until it broke my sword and pierced deep into Roenji's chest.

"Chelsea!"

Said a girl I knew, my goodness, that was my cute junior.

But I do not forgive the delay, therefore, the nagging is postponed first.

"Well, time's the last round"

I will not die until I kill all the enemies in front of me.