Antgram Paladins

to be an adult in a sense

" waaa!!"

I woke up and shouted like crazy, what the hell was that dream? Why is there me? No, I mean why is there a grandfather?

"Hmm?"

I realized something and removed all those questions from my mind, why? Because it's more important.

Of course, I came back to life as a girl, and now that I'm 12, I've realized I'm coming today.

But I refused to accept that fact and let my guard down today, until finally today a series came to me.

I'm exposed to a phenomenon called "coming moon"

"Kh .. I'm ashamed of my man's soul"

A little blood seemed to be soaking my pants, kh... Even so why is this so painful?

even my stomach hurts so much here.

As I lamented my fate, there was a quilea that opened the door to wake me up, she always woke me up when I crossed the wake-up hour.

"Oh ... shei is awake, what's up?~"

"Mama~"

I can only respond to the sheilla's existence with a cry of shame. Until finally Quilea realized if there was blood in my pants, more precisely near my genital area.

And quilea changed her expression and became happy.

"Kyaaaa!!. .. Sheilla is finally growing up"

"....."

I understand, so this is called "happiness over the suffering of others"

And at the same time, the guilde and elena rushed towards my room.

"What's up?!"

Guirde asked frantically, then elena who was looking went towards me with a worried face.

"What's up, brother? Is brother sick again?"

After asking that, Elena realized that my pants had a little blood.

"Da-rah-"

Looking at elena with a blank expression and losing the ability to think, at the same time, quilea had already explained what happened to the guilde and headed straight towards elena.

Hugging her, and because of that touch made elena become aware and again become more worried.

"Ma-mama!! Ba-how's this?! S-sister, brother, brother will die!!"

Elena said sobbing, and here I looked out the window, thinking "i want peace in my morning"

"Just relax, Elena, it's not a cut, it's a sign that your sister is growing up"

Is 12 years old considered an adult? Now I started to remember how I had my first wet dream, at 12, when I woke up for morning practice.

It doesn't worry me, and everyone celebrates it instead. Put that thing aside.

"really?~"

Ask elena.

Hearing quilea's words, elena immediately lost her worries.

"Sorry to interrupt the family drama today, but I want to shower soon"

I've been holding myself back from saying this, but I don't want his blood to be dry and it will be hard to remove.

"Oh .. right too, will mama prepare her warm water~"

Please hurry, maman.

Time passed, night had come, the news of my first month had almost spread throughout the village, the neighbors were very creepy.

And now I'm in the shower, I take a bath once every 2 days after waking up in the morning and then after dinner.

"Hmm?"

I realized something, and this thing was also in my hands, I plucked and lifted it right in front of my face to see clearly.

"It's starting to grow"

Lower hair, it's a sign that you're an adult, but, well .. I'd be lying if I said I didn't feel anything when I was showing my sex.

I am a man, and I am at the age where my body will begin to grow.

I'm not sure if I can resist this desire for the future. Even my chest is a little bulging.

hnm~~ just by looking at my body why am I immediately aroused?

kh ... This is not good, not good at all.

it reminds me quite a bit that my type is a grown woman, so I really have no interest in a child's body at all.

but what about when I've grown up ... hmm~~ might be considered to do that.

did what? ah~ is of course a routine activity, all this time I always hold it because this body is still small.

but if it's big it's okay, right? this is also my body.

my freedom to do something about this, but well .. soaking in a warm bathtub is quite dangerous too.

it'll be a problem if I end up sleeping here.

"Hm .. sleepy"

I yawned while closing my mouth, closing my eyes a few times to suppress this drowsiness for a while.

Until I finally got out of the bathtub and took a cloth to cover myself, dried myself and put on clothes.

I walked into my room, after all, I was 12 years old.

"Maybe it's time to retrain it"

Mumbled to myself.

practicing divine power, I have not trained it since the events of 2 years ago, so maybe I will try again now.

I don't want to waste too much time either.

well, even though I don't want to feel pain but what can I do.

I should at least be able to use that power, just for self-satisfaction, nothing more.