Ana Uhibbuka Fillah (Series Loves You In Silence 2 )
33. Fikri (Don't Get Stuck)
The biggest mistake I'm making right now is letting Afrah be near me in the same bed. To be honest, yes I did ask to be hugged at him while sleeping. The reason is because I like it.
The clock shows at 14:00 p.m. The rain outside still falls. Fortunately today is a working holiday so it makes me relax a little.
For now my apartment is indeed quiet because Mother's Father, Arvino and his wife are eating together in a fancy restaurant with the Mother's family from America.
I looked to the side. Afrah looks good in her nap. Slowly without waking him I changed my position to face him sideways.
I looked at his face carefully. What a pretty face. Thin lips that always spoke words attentively with me. His face was very smooth and clean despite the small stitch scars that were still visible on the cheeks approaching his chin.
The impulse from which I touched his cheek. Both of my eyes looked at his slumbering face. Suddenly Afrah squirms. Afrah's vegetables opened both eyes.
"Mass?"
"Hm? go sleep. Sorry to wake you."
I smiled faintly and intended to let go of the touch of my palm on her cheek, but Afrah prevented it.
"Stay like this. Afrah likes it."
Then Afrah kissed the back of my palm with a kiss and the look of her love for me. My heart was touched. I realize he's Reva. But I am confused by my heart right now.
Why do I like all the treatment? Why would I let everything go? Why didn't I reject him at all? What's wrong with my heart? Isn't she the woman who was the cause of Devika's accident in the past?
"Afrah wants Mas to continue like this. Afrah realized that we just got to know each other. Can Afrah be honest?"
"You're honest what?"
Now Afrah's palm is touching my cheek. He gently felt my cheek which was now growing a thin sideburn that I had just shaved this morning.
"Afrah likes to see Mas since we first met in Aceh."
"Oh yeah?"
"Yes." Yeah." Afrah nodded. "Afrah likes to see both eyes. Blue slicing. Afrah likes rainbows. Blue is one of the colors of the rainbow."
"Then?"
"Afrah was ashamed at the time. There is no way Afrah said Afrah liked Mas. Afrah can only hope from God. Afrah thought matchmaking with Mas was impossible especially there was Mbak Fara at that time. But, with the power of Allah, Afrah did not think that the destiny of Allah was so happy Afrah. Love for us."
Unexpectedly Afrah kissed the tip of my nose. My heart beats faster. Her delicate voice with those words of love from her heart touched me.
"Afrah also liked both of Mas's eyebrows." Afrah touched my eyebrows slowly using her pointy finger. "Both eyebrows that look shady with Mas's gaze if it's serious."
I chuckle amusedly. "You could have been Afrah."
"Afrah is serious."
Then Afrah brought her position closer to me. I was nervous at once. I realized I was a normal guy. The charm of Afrah's beauty is so strong to ignore.
"Afrah also likes the same nose Mas. Canker. Blaster's offspring if you have a son insya Allah handsome."
And the gaze of Afrah now turned to my lips as well as the gaze of my eyes that also turned to look at his lips. I know, the desire for more than all this closeness is getting stronger.
Afrah is very beautiful. Her beauty hypnotized me to the point that I could forget my intention from the start to search for the truth of the mystery that had yet to be revealed.
With a claustrophobic heart I kissed her forehead. I smile. Then I held her cheek. After that get off the bed. I tried to be mediocre so she wouldn't take it personally when I stayed away from her.
"Sleep. I'll wake you when Ashar arrives."
"Where are you going?"
Why do I feel Afrah's gaze looks disappointed. But I try to think positively that Afrah is not. Afrah will be fine.
"I'm going to the bathroom. After that I'll check some incoming emails because tomorrow is Monday."
I went back to Afrah and covered her. I even kissed her forehead.
"Sleep yeah.."
"Kiss first. Here."
I laughed amusedly. Afrah is just there. The atmosphere began to melt between us. All the laughter and jokes got used to me and him. I kissed her cheek too. The place he wanted to be.
"Sleep yeah. Don't be naughty."
"Afrah is a child? That's it, big baby."
I was about to protest but soon Afrah was hiding behind her thick blanket. I shook my head with a smile and headed for the bathroom.
Arriving inside, I stood in front of my sink while looking at my face in front of the mirror in silence. I stared at my eyebrows, cheeks and nose that Afrah had touched.
I took a long breath. I shouldn't have done it even though I asked her to hug during the nap. But I can't help myself that I like to indulge in it.
When I did not see it, all intentions wanted to collect pieces of mass puzzle, Devika's death even the figure of Reva kept looming in my mind.
But as soon as Afrah came before my eyes, all those things that were so dark simply disappeared. I feel comfortable with him.
For 9 years after the events of 10 years ago, I chose to live in this city of Jakarta only to eliminate those bad memories even though the shadows of Devika continued to mill around in my mind.
For 9 years I lived alone in my apartment. I was too busy working so that I did not think anymore about the soul mate and life partner.
In my darkness for 9 years I also love Devika. Until the end, now everything has changed since Afrah was here.
I will try to survive with the charm of the beauty of the face of Afrah and all her attention. Don't get me stuck in the word love. That'sthat's all.
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We see where Fikri will survive wkwkwk 😆
May you patiently follow this path. 🤗
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