Ana Uhibbuka Fillah (Series Loves You In Silence 2 )
29. Fikri (Masalalu Afrah)
I felt so unable to meet with Brother Arvino a few minutes ago. Just looking into his eyes for a moment my mind indirectly returned to the face of Devika. There's my late wife's cornea there. You guys should know that.
O Allah..
Why is it so hard to forget that? I realized I was married and had a wife. Butwhy? Is my wife not Afrah but Reva so I don't get her love and it's hard to forget Devika?
O Allah..
I'm confused how. I want to learn to open my heart to my wife. But hard. He Reva is Afrah. I'm sure it is. I saw some evidence starting from his wound.from the way he remembered someone in the past even if not completely. Let alone that, even he told me that he felt familiar with Aiza. Brother Arvino's wife and my sister-in-law.
In the past, Reva was very familiar with Aiza on campus. They even become neighbors when they are in need.
I can only try to patiently collect the pieces of the puzzle one by one. I can't be in a hurry. Moreover, this is a personal matter and I do not intend to ask others for help to look for evidence until finally Father, Mother and my in-laws know my true intentions.
"Mass?"
I jerked. I looked back. Unknowingly I turned my back on my wife since then. How long has it been. I looked at him who was now carrying a glass of water in his hand.
"Mas, drink first. Afrah's worried."
I'm nodding. I moved to sit on the sofa and drank a glass of water until the toilet. I leaned my body on this soft sofa. Unexpectedly Afrah touched the back of my hand. Hold it gently.
"What's up, Mom?"
"none. I'm doing fine. Trust me." I said quietly by closing my eyes.
Really, for now I don't dare look at Afrah. I'm afraid he saw the real thing from my current gaze.
"Mas... Sorry Afrah."
Then Afrah's hand gently pinched my hand. The touch of his hand was so soft. Comfortable..
"Afrah just wanted to say, we're married. If there is a problem, Afrah will gladly be a listener to Mas's complaint. God willing Afrah can help if you need it."
I opened my eyes and looked at Afrah who was now looking at me attentively. I changed my position and sat up straight just to open the veil.
"thank you. But believe me Afrah, I'm fine. Suddenly I got so dizzy that it made me bad for breakfast."
"Peasy dizzy?"
At once Afrah's countenance turned worried. I felt it how the grip of Afrah in my hand was getting tighter.
"Do we need to call the doctor?"
"No." I shook my head quickly. "God willing, the dizziness will soon be gone."
Afrah doesn't say much anymore. With the look of his anxious face Afrah even brought my body position to lie down with his thighs. Instantly my heart was beating fast.
"Oh Allah.heal the husband of the servant. Poor him."
Afrah's voice sounded soft. The flickering fingers of the Afrah kneeled my forehead slowly. Sometimes he rubbed my head slowly. I'm speechless. Why I like his attention so much.
"The patient mas. Increase the istighfar so that the heart is not empty. Mas must take a lot of effort to rest so that the dizziness can be cured."
I smiled thinly. From down here I touched her cheek gently. And again, I feel Afrah's wife spoils me. I like his attention.
My hand shifted by tightly grasping her hand and then carrying it to my chest. I know maybe right now his palms are realizing how much my heart is beating so fast.
Then the shadow crossed. Reva used to be a best friend who had a casual attitude. A little stubborn and brave. Even he can defend me to other student friends who often bully me who used to be geeky.
But why is it all gone now? Did Reva have memory loss? Did Reva also have plastic surgery on her face and then change her appearance using a veil like now?
I opened both my eyes. Apparently Afrah was still looking at me who I had closed my eyes since.
"Afrah?"
"Yes Mas?"
"Is it true Dad said you were in an accident?"
I saw Afrah who was silent for a moment. The swab of Afrah that was in my head suddenly stopped. Afrah stared at the mane. His eyes turned sad why.
I also changed my position back to sitting. I tilted my body only to stare at him intensely.
"Yes Mas. Dad's right. Car Accident."
"Can you drive a car?" I'm just being careful of him.
Afrah nodded. Tears dripped down his cheeks. My hand was about to wipe away those tears. But I tried to hold him. I have to remember. He Reva is the one who made the accident happen with Devika.
"Why?"
"Afrah was afraid and traumatized." said Afrah who now sits on her face. "So Afrah decided to stop driving it again."
"Tell me. Did you bring someone next to you?"
Afrah turned to look at me again. Afrah fell silent, tears dripping down her cheeks. Again, I tried to refrain from hugging him. Why can't I see a woman crying. Especially her own wife.
"Afrah forgot.. Afrah was in a coma after that. and.."
"Can Afrah embrace Mas? If the mass is revealed, Afrah doesn't understand why Afrah is crying."
I finally resigned. I hugged him tightly too. Tears on his cheeks. I slowly wiped it with my finger. Then I kissed the top of his head. I rubbed his arm slowly and tried to calm him down.
"What about after that?" I am looking for a plan for Afrah.
"Afrah woke up 6 months later. Father and Mother said Afrah was in a coma. They also said Afrah lost her memory. Mother always thinks of Afrah as a newborn child.It all seems to start from the beginning."
"But since Father and Mother brought Afrah to Jakarta, Afrah felt something.."
I'm getting stifled just to hear the continuation. If I want to be able to forget, I have to open my heart to my own wife. And I hope... This Afrah is not Reva. That'sthat's all.
"Something do you mean Afrah?"
"Afrah met people who have not seen for a long time. Afrah met with lecturer Afrah-"
"Sister Arvino you mean?" cut me quick.
"Yes Mas. Sis Arvino.he used to be a lecturer in Afrah and Afrah felt familiar with his wife. It seems Afrah has seen Mas's brother-in-law. Where is it."
I clenched my hand tightly without Afrah noticing. Just now I was hoping that Afrah wasn't Reva. But why are all his words like they are mass-related and feel like they are all true?
"Mas, suddenly Afrah was dizzy thinking about everything. Afrah. The doctor said Afrah should not force herself to remember that time."
Now what am I supposed to do? The puzzle began to form a quarter. I didn't say much, with my flat gaze I carried her towards the bed.
"Sleep for a moment. Later in the day we'll check out of this hotel, then we take a walk for a while and then stop by your house." I covered Afrah's body.
"Where are you going?"
"I need a minute. Work affairs. I wanted to call her directly on the balcony outside." I told her.
Afrah just nodded. I immediately went out of the room to the balcony. Suddenly my heart is broken. I realized I was already stuck with this complicated situation after deciding to marry her.
But, if not so. how can I solve the mystery of mass and death of Devika? How am I supposed to solve the mystery then if Afrah is Reva?
I shouldn't have let Afrah take care of me so far until I could finally melt with her one day.
Do I have to keep my distance from him?
No. gabe. If I keep my distance, he will be sad. He'll stay away. And I couldn't get close to her and wonder about her mass.
It's all complicated. It's a puzzle piece that I need to slowly arrange. Need patience. Until you see how it will turn out.
Is that Afrah Amirah or Reva Sintia?
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