Ana's Journey to the World's Home

Ana's Journey to the World's Home
84 Chapter



POV Ana 2nd, P, 


Past and present


Everything I went through in 1999-2002 was all full of obstacles and tears. The beginning of a great power is an insult and I just want to prove that the world I'm doing is real. 


So it is appropriate that I always want to have friends who are a profession that is writing, the point is I do not choose to choose friends instead. But I just want a really sincere motivation from people close to me. It's not just bullyan or a word that has no meaning. Sometimes people make me drop. 


"Pain writing is of no use at all, ngabisin pen, paper and energy," 


There are words like this, which should be maintained especially for novice writers. Yes Allah is a soft word that must come out from others, actually it is a common word but honestly make a drop. Come to think of it again actually I wrote harming them? Naw, right? Why are they so nosy and jaily. 


Or there are also words that make it sad.


"Why write if you don't have money," 


Gubrak! Woy all don't look at money anyway! Cite the one who says rich. Actually I think that writing is just a fad not expecting anything. Yes, it only fills empty time, but the reality of the people in front of me is only focused on money and money. While at that time still SMU still did not think the issue of money🤦🤦😂😂, most still hope to be given by the father alone. 


One thing I pulled the red thread was family, if family when they found out I like to write mom and dad is number one support. 


Yes even if it hurts the words they always gave me, but the time I went through as my handle to succeed. Yes, at that time I only had hopes and dreams, without having to know what to do. 


Actually, I just want to do it instantly, there is no process, actually that process that I went through with high hopes and dreams, he said, even if it is just a journey that needs to be passed by myself. 


For example, instantly; I make a short story or novel, I keep sending it to a magazine or publisher directly received and get the honor. Easy right? But everything is not as simple and easy as that, all it takes the process of that process is I finally like now😊. 


But everything is inseparable healthy support and friend friends who always give everything sincere and holy attention. 


"Hoyong friends can enter the community, which is filled with friends who like to write in order to get motivation, direction, enthusiasm, and support." This is what I used to say to my mom and dad at the time. 


Words that come true now, all can not be separated from the people who care and love me. 


I never thought that this trip made it all pay off already, but every time I remember everything I only remember the most beautiful events of High School time. At that time, I was really looking for myself. Fortunately in my search for identity I found something positive for my life in the future. 


What you say is actually a prayer for yourself


The words that are engraved are always in my heart, yes I often say that I will succeed. But I don't know when? 


Honest in yourself never dreamed to be a librarian, or dream of being a person who works in a government agency or private. But in fact I even went to a government agency that is in SMP Negeri 1 Angsana where the time of 1996-1999 I was one of siwinya😊. And I returned again to SMP Negeri 1 Angsana with a profession as a librarian. 


And now my memory just wants to meet Elis' mother. Many questions that I never answered myself, a question about the world of libraries that he had done while he was a teacher of Islam. 


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"Ana Hoyong can enter the community, which is filled by friends who like to write in order to get motibmvation, direction, passion, and support" Ana told Rani. 


Actually he was tired by the Rose did, he thought rigidly for example he had a friend of the writing community, of course every meeting will provide a spirit of writing, motivating and positive support. 


Rani who listened to Ana just rubbed Ana's hands gently, she did not ask much or comment. Because what Ana was talking about was only part of her heart. 


"Ran, how about we make creations as a place to share about writing." Said Ana staring straight at the flower in front of the creation room. 


"Could be! But doesn't it interfere with their learning?" Rani asked Ana. 


Ana was speechless she finally justified Rani's words, let alone this formal education that must be strict on school rules, not all classes there are no empty hours. But sometimes empty hours must be filled with writing on the board, or also read aloud and some friends write. 


Ana only let out a long sigh, her thoughts instantly deadlocked. Actually, he was wondering if for example the plan succeeded Ana only wanted the activity to motivate friends who like to write to join a particular event. Or there are activities such as writing short stories, poetry. 


(My wish has actually been granted when I became a member of the writing class of class 6 House of the World. Yes what I want is in the World House, for example sharing about how to write short stories, novels and poems yes even though my desire at that time was right to sit in SMU ). 


"Na let alone this village!" Said Rani again. 


Hearing Rani's words, Ana only scratches the scratching of the head that is not itchy, rigidly thought and digested indeed everything is not as simple as what is said by ourselves. 


"Na, we're actually again a process, a process to success," Rani says. 


"The process is long and we are actually again tempted to see the potential that we reach, God willing there is a way out!" Rani looked at Ana's face. 


"If Ana Pengana succeeds immediately, without hindrance," Dengus Ana was upset. 


"It is not as easy as what is said, if for example our journey is straight, or parallel is strange. Yes Strange as we write, send directly received, by the publisher. Then when it fails we can't survive" Rani's class. 


According to Rani someone must accept failure first, after receiving rejection, failure, it is a lesson and will make us strong and resistant when we accept the same failure. Ana just nodded her head nod understanding what Rani was talking about.*