Ana's Journey to the World's Home
chapter 12's
Life in the village is only flat according to Ana. Moreover, she is a home girl who feels at home just lying in the room, yupz! Room is a special place or can be made a place to hang out for him. A day he does is read a book or read handwriting in the form of short stories, poems and novels themselves.
Ana's silence and comfort were jolted by a heart-wrenching cry, and a body-like sound was snapped against the walls of the house. He who was in the room writing hands immediately ran into the dining room. It was seen that Mr. Mamat was crying while banging his body against the wall while his wife Tri's mother shouted forbidding her husband to do that.
"Sir!" call the three children who arrived to see a scene. Because the second child of Tri's mother and Mamat sir Puspita did not know the event! Because he was studying in Rangkas majoring in obstetrics.
Mother Tri who saw the four of them immediately looked at her first child with a burning feeling. Between the sadness, the pain, the feeling.
''It's because of you Ana!" mother Tri shouted blaming her first child.
Ana and her three sisters gawk at Tri's mother's screams and accuse Ana of not knowing what.
"Mom, really! Ana?" she looked at mom.
The father who saw his three children stopped his action and he sat cross-legged near the mosque room. Seeing his father stop his actions his three children approached the father with a look of wonder and asked himself.
"Sir, why? How are you rich because of Ana?" he asked back to look at my father..
"Na, answer what's wrong when you ask you to be PNS, I expect Ana's life is better." look at Mr. Mamat gently.
"Father did this because he failed to be a good father for Ana. And Ana needs to know why you did like that, because you saw from the CPNS graduation announcement paper. All teachers help pass as CPNS without exception. Banten needs 10,000 CPNS but who entered 100,000 CPNS, if only Ana according to maybe Ana is now a PNS." continued Mr. Mamat explained.
All silence except Ana. Bhakti and Juliet just quietly listen to everything that his father explained sometimes their eyes glanced at his face mbaknya follow silent because the father spoke at length.
"I'm sorry, because you're not a good father to Ana. But remember Ana do not regret Ana's decision not to go to college, or so CPNS," said Mr. Mamat moved from his seat and left his wife's child in the dining room.
Seeing Mr. Mamat leave just like that Ana just sighed, 'Ana will not regret it, sir.' whispered Ana inwardly.
(I just realized that my father really led me to the right path, but I chose my own path, this was only revealed when I really pursued CPNS / ASN 2019 as a PNS calm educator, there is a little regret I why not follow what you ordered, but regret now is no use at all🤦.
Moreover, seeing his two younger siblings, Puspita and her husband Puspita Alhamdulillah have become PNS obstetrics and nurses, my heart is open to PNS not only teachers, many other professions that must be PNS🤦 ).
"Mbak anyway! not with dad!" jingle Juliet looks upset.
The 15-year-old girl just walked away, her face completely bent so apparently.
While Bhakti was silent, the man who would finish SMU only had and rubbed his mother's hand without saying any more words he left the place. Ana and her mother are still sitting at their original place.
"Mother does not want to hear Ana regretting her own decision, mother only prayed Ana that what Ana aspires to be granted and blessings,"
Before closing the door, Juliet approached her mother. Ana let her youngest sister into the room.
"Bak if Iyet becomes Ana, Iyet will follow what the father commanded" Juliet said to Ana's heart.
Yuliet Swastanti Astuti, her nickname is Iyet who is now 15 years old and will go up to the 2nd class of SMU where she went to school. Yes his four sons father from the first child to the youngest school he the same school is only different generation only.
"Dek, if you follow the wishes of the father of his fear you may fail to reach the mind mbak, de." bela Ana..
"But now what do you actually do? Until when I survive as a writer just a dream!" yuliet's spray was a little angry.
"Dee!" jerrit Ana.
"I mbak Ita know for sure mbak Ita angry same mbak," corner Iyet call mbak his mbak the other.
Puspita calls Ita who is now studying in Rangkas, to become a midwife. Initially Ita had studied at Untirta majored in communication, but only one year of college there is a midwifery program looking for SMU graduates. The father even told Ita to enter the Untirta, for the right reason.
Ita also followed the father's direction to become a midwife, because at that time midwives were still very rare.
Hearing Iyet say that Ana was just silent, she did not reply to the words of her youngest sister.
"De, if you've spoken it's better you get out of the bedroom" Ana delicately pushed.
Hearing that Yuliet Lanhesung just left from her mother's room, while Ana immediately closed the door and threw her body into the bed with an uncertain feeling at all.
His heart was just a fear. The biggest fear was not being able to become a writer, so what Ana was thinking was actually wrong.
(I actually from the beginning did not like Formal education many rules that must be used but always denied. The second fear is fear of not focusing on writing, the reality is that writing is filling wasted free time. And I am now as an educator thank God still focus on writing and reading😊 ).
If only Ana thought a long time would not be like this story, she was just more focused on the mind without any action at all. I want to be a writer while the facilities at home are never supportive at all.
"Don't despair, go after what you aspire to" said Mr. Mamat when he heard Ana's complaint.
Yes tidsk.mwbguh how, he wants to achieve a desire but that desire always clashes with his condition only. It does not allow it to be reached.
"Spirit!" shouted Mr. Mamat embracing his daughter's soft shoulders.
He felt sorry to see Ana look pessimistic once pursuing what she wanted. So as a parent he just wanted to see his daughter happy.*
