Ambiguity Between Us
31# Explanation
Nayra went into the pesantren yard, to the parking lot that passed the santri putri building, it turns out that the hanif just came out of the building until they passed by. As usual, the nayra just lowered her head, not intending to extend her grip on the hanif. Nayra walked towards the house of aisya yanh means house of hanif, because indeed from the beginning she wanted to meet with aisyah.
From a distance Azki sees both of them. The uncomfortable feeling was getting more disturbing.
"Nay, looking for the aisyah's body?" Hanif from behind.
"Yes, ustadz" replied the nayra without looking at the hanif.
"Just enter ustazah aisyah is inside" hanif.
"Mari"nayra bent her body slightly.
Azki who had noticed the two finally chose to meet Hanif, even with a lazy feeling.
"That's Nayra?"azki asks Hanif, starting the conversation.
"Yes, I want to meet Aisyah he said" replied hanif sebadaan, then the two went to the room asatidz.
Nayra sat on a wooden chair covered with a cushion that was quite soft, in front of her there was ayesha. The woman had served a glass of warm tea to the nayra.
"What's the ustazah?"nayra asked, looking at the woman.
But the woman was silent. Nayra, chose to wait for the woman to be ready to say it.
"Nayra, do you really want to refuse, ustadz?"ask Aisyah, after a moment of silence.
Nayra smiled, then nodded without removing the smile on her face.
The woman took a deep breath, the nayra could feel that there was this heavy thing that the woman had told her.
"Ustazah, do you really want honey?" asked nayra softly and gently, without losing her manners and courtesy to the woman who was 4 older than him.
"The head is big, Nay" he replied after
"Allah likes the practice of heart, sincere, forgiving, not angry, patient. All of this is heart practice. But, nay's question, do you want ustazah?"nay said, urgently.
"insyaa, god" he said briefly.
"Free from ustazah intent, nay is unwilling to become honey. Not because he ustadz hanif even more so he, but because nay did not want"nayra firmly on aisyah.
"Nayra, would you like to listen to something?"ask aisyah.
"When we used to ask about polygamy, ustadz had asked about polygamy. And I allow. After a few months of marriage he asked me if it was true that I would allow polygamy. I answered yes. At that time he began to tell me that he was quite unemployed nay, first before preaching me, he had offered the nayra to ummu ustadz, but after weighing me selected. Meanwhile, the sense of ustadz in the nayra does not just disappear. Moreover, you really know each other and communicate. After that intention was expressed, I tried to observe you, to be honest. And it's only natural that he really wants you. Nayra is so free yet, good at taking care of herself" he explained long on the nayra.
Nayra smiled hearing all the words of the woman.
"Believe in nay, ustadz loves ustazah very much, so worried ustazah tired even while teaching, he once asked nay to cooperate well so that the ustazah is not exhausted. Ustadz may indeed be idle nay, but only limited to the ability that nay has, but other than that he may not realize it, just a few times. If indeed the ustazah allow ustadz to polygamy then the woman is not nay" replied the nayra panjang.
He breathed a moment
"lagian nay also can't love someone who loves others so much" she concluded.
The afternoon was getting late and they finally explained their conversation. Nayra asked permission to go home.
Nayra got out of the boarding house, riding her own motorbike. He had asked Azki to pick him up at the house of ustadz rahman, after the magrib prayer. At that time the cottage was quiet, the students were in the program waiting for dinner.
Nayra sat with wife ustadz rahman with a glass of tea, and fried cassava in front of him, while waiting for azki to pick up, nayra could not take the bike to the boarding school again, because someone will know if he's still there.
"How are you guys doing?"ask the adult woman.
"Allahmdulillah, ma'am" said the nayra while taking a piece of fried cassava on a plate.
"May Allah, ease Nay" said the woman.
"aamiin" answered the nayra, confirming the woman's prayer.
"Thank you, nay. It's been quite helpful in pesantren, after your marriage azki, better at work. Although now had to share a place with nay there, but he still completed his task and mengingakan ustadz rahman work" the woman was sincere on nay.
"Nay, well aware that Ustadz is not just nay's. But, it belongs to santri and pesantren. Nay can't be so selfish and selfish, loving will allow others to flourish in his path, but still go hand in hand" said the wise nayra, implying a genuine smile on the woman.
The woman returned a nayra smile, with admiration.
"assalamualaikum" azki's voice gave his greetings. Two people who recognized the voice immediately answered the greetings and left the house.
Nayra greeted Azki, azki only gave distant greetings to the woman.
"Take care of each other, son. Good cooperation and understanding each other. We are pesantren and feel like your parents expect many of you to remain in the protection of Allah" said the woman.
Nayra nodded and kissed the woman's hand. Azki lowered her head to show her respect for the woman.
They passed by, but still clearly visible to the woman, the nayra so attached spoiled with azki. The woman smiled.
