Ambiguity Between Us

Ambiguity Between Us
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"and Nay loved it" azki said, still with an unsightly look.


Nayra, still smiling.


"He's not the criteria men like" Nayra answered briefly.


"owh" Azki smiled, turning her body to face the plapon again.


Nayra was getting closer to the man.


"it's true that Nay, he likes it and still likes it. Why?" Nayra was curious and a little teasing


"just remember your husband, more entitled to yourself" said Azki turned her body, so that her back to Nayra.


Nayra on her back smiled, looking at the man she respected.


"Nay is the inhabitants of the world of ustadz, different from ustadz, who are the inhabitants of the afterlife. Men who easily tease women for us look ordinary. Just like the man who was not a ustadz" Nay spoke behind Azki's back.


"i hope the people of this world really know how to take care of themselves so that he can become a resident of heaven" said Azki, with a slight smile.


"Bi iznillah, yes zauji" said Nayra.


"Good sleep" continued Nayra again.


Nayra grabbed her phone beside the mattress, intending to continue her favorite Korean film.


Azki turned around, faced Nayra and hugged Nayra while closing her eyes.


"people of the world, sleep. Don't watch it anymore" Azki said, keeping her eyes closed.


Nayra, who was caught, chose to follow the man to sleep rather than having to argue with him.


***


Azki had already returned to the pesantren, afternoon as he had promised ustadz rahman. In the middle of the road to the pesantren, Azki passed Maryam who was with several santri people walking in the afternoon. Azki drove past them with her usual attitude. Not looking long at the woman.


Maryam lowered her head, the princess looked for a moment at the passing azki.


"ustazah, can't you see azki?"said one of the princess santri slowly but enough to be heard by those who were walking together.


Maryam was still, behind her black veil.


"the body can be, ask ustadz azki same ustadz rahman.has known a match" continued a santri princess again.


"you guys, ade-ade je" replied Maryam with a smile behind her veil.


"eh, smiley-smile. Suke kaaaan?"santri's goda again.


Maryam is even more misbehaving.


***


It had been a few days Azki had not had time to go to Nayra's place. Only Nayra sometimes comes to bring food even if she teaches at Junior High School in the boarding school. It is too difficult for them to meet, when the pesantren program is so dense. Moreover, since ustadz rahman knows, Azki is married. Some of the subjects of the book of princesses that were enabled by ustadz rahman were transferred to Azki. And for a time Azki taught all the books that were taught to the princess.


Although ustadz and other ustazah feel very relieved that azki is no longer too anti in women. However, there are thoughts that feel strange with a very drastic change in azki attitude. Everyone in the boarding school knows how Azki treats women, he is very trying to create distance with women and even santri princess. Almost many people think that Azki is willing to open her heart to a woman, and the assumption that all that develops is because of Maryam. Ustazah is only 20 years old. However, as usual, Azki never gave an explanation.


"ki, how's maryam ?" hanif said on azki, when the two were sitting on the terrace of the pesantren mosque the night after a routine pesantren meeting.


Azki smiled grinningly until she showed a bit of her teeth.


"what do you think maryam is?" azki repeats the question of Hanif.


"nice, polite, hafizoh, alimah, submissive, it seems beautiful and graceful" said hanif.


"When you wanted to get married there was a girl you were considering other than your current wife" Azki asked.


"don't tell me, you're also considering Nayra. But, it feels impossible. Nayra is just my type. Not your type" Hanif said


Azki was silent, trying as quietly as possible.


"i was considering Nayra. I even offered to ummi his nature, behavior and educational background. Ummi and abi handed it to me. However, if from his religion that Aisha can see, God willing is better. Honestly, a girl like Nayra doesn't tempt us, but how she behaves is what makes her look beautiful. Women who are passionate, a little spoiled, stubborn but obedient, spontaneous, and know how to defend themselves as Muslim women" long story hanif.


"i've loved it" Hanif explained.


"But it doesn't feel like the story is going to happen again.You can't touch Nayra's life, like I did. While maryam, it fits you perfectly. Graceful, submissive. At least he'll respect you a lot" Hanif continued.


"yes, the story will not be repeated again" said Azki.


"I intend to confront Nayra with someone" Hanif said suddenly.


Azki reflexes looking into hanif.