Alyssa & Mario: Friends Become Love

Chapter 22 - About feelings

"Huh? Breaking up? How can?" ask Alyssa who doesn't believe.

"Well, I can" answered Mario with ease.

"Lo wasn't cheating on her back, was he?" alyssa asked directly as she charged.

"Yes, no. I just realized my true feelings. Because it's useless if it continues. There's a Shilla who's gonna get hurt. Yeah, I admit the hell I was mean to Shilla. But, I'm not bego as well because I just realized it now."

"What are your true feelings?" ask Alyssa.

"Lo want to know?"

"Whatever the hell, want to answer yes please. Nor is it gapapa. I have nothing to lose, too" replied Alyssa who pretended not to be curious. In his heart he was very curious.

"Ah, that. Yes, I did not choose a story. You don't want to be curious" replied Mario who made Alyssa's face bent.

Mario who saw that just chuckled softly while teasing Alyssa.

"Eatya if you want to know it do not jaim. But before I tell you. I want you to reveal all the grunts in your heart all this time to me. How do you feel when I have a boyfriend, when I no longer prioritize you, when I'm away from you?"

Mario's face turned serious. Even so serious, Mario to hold Alyssa's hand and look into Alyssa's eyes fixed.

Alyssa who was stared at so so so gulped her own saliva. He was nervous and did not know what to answer. It's impossible if he's honest about how he feels. That means Mario will know that he loves the man.

"Gue was so happy when you had a girlfriend. Moreover, the face of seeing your cheerful face when telling about Shilla. It's only natural that you don't prioritize me anymore. Because I'm just your best friend. When I was away from you, I finally got to know new friends, and did not rely too much on you. The point is I'm happy."

Mario smiled wryly. Because the answer given by Alyssa was not in accordance with his expectations.

"That's the most honest of your feelings?" Alyssa nodded.

"But why don't I believe it? Do you really feel jealous and sad when I'm with other girls?" ask Mario again.

Alyssa shakes.

"Among friends there is no word of Mario's jealousy."

"But we are still alive and not officially friends anymore!" expostulation.

Alyssa speechless.

"Please Ca! I want to hear the truth from your heart! Because I'm not happy to hear your answer. I'm always jealous when you're alone with Abram. I don't like it, especially if he wants me to play basketball. When you laugh happily with him, I sniff. When you ignore me, I'm sad. Especially at the time of our quarrel some time ago. I'm nervous and not scared Ca!"

Finally Mario revealed his jealous, upset, sad and also careless heart.

Alyssa who heard it could only shut up. He didn't expect Mario to feel that. Because Mario loves Ashilla so much.

"So please, you're honest with your own feelings Ca!" pinta Mario again.

Alyssa looked at Mario's face deeply.

"Lo want to know the answer?"

Mario nodded.

"Gue is jealous Yo. I'm jealous because Shilla can get your heart when she's only known for a few days. Then me? I'm just a girl you consider a best friend. Moreover, you always break your own promise to me for his sake. I was disappointed and angry because of that. But I can what? He deserves to be a priority for you. I try to be ordinary because you are rarely there for me. But my heart hurts Yo. So ill. Especially sometimes I like to see the affection of you two. It feels like this heart is slashed."

Finally Alyssa let out all her heart even her tears were no longer able to hold.

Mario wiped those tears.

"I'm sorry, sorry I just realized my own feelings. I just realized that my feelings to you are not just love to friends but more than that. I don't want you to be like other guys. Sorry I'm Ca."

Mario put Alyssa's hand to his face to apologize for the incident that happened so far.

"But all that is over Yo. Now I have a lover. And my feelings for you have faded by themselves. So, you'd better reverse it with Shilla."

Mario smiled bitterly. He did not expect Alyssa to say that so easily.

"Lo think I don't know if you lied about your relationship with Abram? I know Ca. I know you have nothing to do with him. He admitted it himself. So don't lie to your heart, Ca."

Alyssa speechless. He did not expect Mario would know that he was lying about his relationship with Abram. Then what now?

"How do you know?" finally that question came from Alyssa's mouth.

Mario began to tell about his meeting with Abram at that time. Right after school, the two men played basketball on the school basketball court.

"If I win, you have to stay away from Alyssa. But if I lose, I'll tell you everything about my relationship and her. How's it?" tawar Abram at that time.

Mario agrees. He was sure he would win over Abram. Moreover, he was the captain of the basketball team, and Abram would definitely not Sejago him.

The two play each other and throw the ball into the ring. Abram won the game. Abram didn't follow the rules he set himself. He patted Mario on the shoulder and told Mario the truth.

"Gue never shot Alyssa. But he doesn't feel my feelings. Because he loves others. And that man is lo. You have always been blind to your own feelings. Maybe Alyssa deliberately said that, so that she does not damage your relationship and Shilla. But, I hope you can be honest with your own feelings. Because you still don't know how you feel. I'll fight again until I get his heart."

Mario can only be silent without a word. He really did not think that Alyssa loved him. Moreover, his position at that time, Mario and Ashilla are still dating. But for some reason, his heart was arguing and he felt a sense of happiness. It was as if what he was looking for had found the answer.

That's story. Alyssa who heard it became silent and did not know what to say. Apparently Mario already knew first about his feelings.

"So, will you continue to choose to pretend not to know your heart? I can't Ca. Now I want to be honest with my heart. I love you. I love you more than friends. I don't want to be your friend anymore. Can we start over again? Not as a friend, but as a couple?"

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