ALVARO BETTING GIRL

A late expression

"Lu how are you? It's been a pleasure to break my heart for years."

Nurul who walked first in front of Alvaro immediately stopped his steps. This situation that he always dreamed of but why exactly now he can not just to look at Alvaro. He is unable to look into those eyes, he is afraid to fall in love for the umpteenth time while his love is not avenged.

Seeing Nurul silent, Alvaro immediately dragged Nurul's hand and quickly led him to the parking lot even though the place was still quite far away. Alvaro doesn't want Nurul to go missing again. He will not let this woman who has troubled his life just go away.

Nurul tries to break away but unfortunately his hand is held tightly by Alvaro. Nurul's heart was pounding, the second time he touched Alvaro's hand after a long time.

God, can time stop now?

Moments later the two reached the parking lot and Alvaro took Nurul into the car and then he also entered and locked the car door so that Nurul did not run away.

Long enough both of them were silent, there were many words they were about to utter but none of them managed to escape from the mouths of the two. It seemed like they were breaking away from the shackles of longing that had been tormenting the two.

"Lu how are you?" ask Alvaro to end the silence.

"good. How are you?" ask Nurul back.

Alvaro chuckled, indeed he did not expect the first meeting to be so far from what he expected. Both of them were so stiff that even Alvaro who had long wanted to bring Nurul into his arms was simply unable to do so at this moment. As if someone was holding himself back from doing that.

"As you can see, I'm fine even though you ruined me when you left with no news!" answer Alvaro who directly hit Nurul.

Nurul lowered his head, he knew he was wrong to run from trouble not even letting anyone know of his whereabouts including Flora. Hearing first Alvaro had looked for it made Nurul more aware of his mistake who chose to leave without waiting for what action Alvaro would take next.

In the past he was so naive, thinking that his only as a betting material would not be sought by Alvaro let alone the love of Alvaro-Miranda, was already on his side. Nurul can do what.

"You should have waited for me to come. You think I'm such a jerk that I don't want the same responsibility I did to you. I'm your love, Aina. Your time cannot fathom if the attitude I have pointed out so far is more than just a doang game. You selfish know!"

Alvaro's expression just successfully made Nurul lift his face and look at the face of Alvaro who was unlucky immediately made his heart back degdegan.

Unasked, Nurul's tears just flowed. Flashback where he heard and saw himself Alvaro said that he was just a betting girl making his heart again broken. The old wound that had not dried was wet again and it turned out that he could not lie if a piece of the story really hurt his heart even though he was as loving as it was to Alvaro.

"Lu tell you love me? Am I not just a betting girl? You don't have to joke around with me anymore, Ro. It's all gone and I've forgotten it even though it's hard because forever you will be stuck in my life. You're that bad to me and you're now saying it's all because of love?" nurul said, then he laughed bitterly. "Lu know Ro, it hurts so much!" nurul said holding his chest. "The injury in my heart will forever not be healed even though there are people who are willing to help me to make a habit. I can't turn back the time I stuck your fake love into me. You're evil and you're a jerk!" nurul Bentak.

Nurul does not care whether Alvaro will be angry or violent with him, after all he has felt and Nurul is more courageous. He snapped at Alvaro and also shed tears without shame to get ridicule from Alvaro. Nurul just wanted to get rid of all his teeth and all his pain even in the form of tears.

"My granule is just as sick as yours. You should know that I'm sorry too and I'm willing-"

"Enough Alvaro! Can you turn back time? Can't do it, can you? You don't have to say that you're sorry because instead of you admitting it's not thinking about how I feel going forward. You just want to have fun and you firmly make me the orphanage child as a victim of your pleasure. You don't have the heart of Ro, though, you even make me play with you to this sick and you do not know how sick I am when I know the love I have for you it turns out you reply with this sehina. Lu bastard Ro. I hate you!"

Alvaro stared at Nurul who directly expressed his dislike for him. Alvaro's heart seemed to be torn to shreds at the tears flowing down Nurul's cheeks. Alvaro wants to embrace Nurul but he believes in this emotional state Nurul will hate him even more. He also just found out that it turns out Nurul had given his heart long ago. Alvaro feels like the most jerk on the face of this earth because it succeeds and continues to succeed in hurting the people he loves.

"Gue is a jerk, a bastard and you're right that I'm Aina's bad guy. But I'm really sorry and I love you. I love you Aina, I love!" alvaro also now cries with Nurul. "Lu also did not know how the days I went through without you by my side. You didn't know I was looking for you all those years and every night in silence I was always awake because I missed you. I was just as tormented as lu Aina. You can't believe it but I'm not lying that I'm Alvaro Genta Prayoga, this bastard and jerk really love you. I love you with Nurul Aina. Even I can no longer give a higher word to describe this love to you. I don't know what words can represent my feelings to you" Alvaro said, it had been enough all this time he harbored the feeling and now the person who made him shackled miss it must know what his torment was like.

Nurul tightened her tears when she remembered Alvaro's status with Miranda and had a child.

Why is the world so cruel to her?

Why did they get back together at the wrong time?

Did the universe not allow their love story to record history?

Seeing Nurul increasingly sobbing makes Alvaro more slashed. He believes the enormous wound he inflicted in Nurul's life and he doesn't even know what to do to heal it.

Is it enough just to love her?

As Alvaro knows, love can heal wounds and love can also bring wounds. And he wants with his love so great without limit, he can help heal the wounds in Nurul's heart because he is the cause of the wound.

"Aina, I know you can't forgive me. It's okay if you don't want to apologize. I know my mistakes are as big as yours as my love for you. You can't believe it, no problem. You think I'm playing a show too I'm not angry. I just want you to know that I'm honestly stating all this. I know you've been with Daniyal and I know you're happy as he is let alone he's a perfect guy like me who's a jerk. But if one day you change your mind, I'm ready to make it your place to run and I'll stretch my hands to welcome you into my arms," alvaro said gently as he wiped his tears.

Daniyal's?

Oh, if Alvaro knew Axelle was just his contract girlfriend. They don't really have a relationship. But what about Miranda and Clarinta? Nurul mana might sacrifice their feelings just for the sake of his selfishness alone.

Nurul is indeed a dead love for Alvaro but he also still has empathy for his fellow living beings. He realized he was just a past-piece of the past that just stopped by without being able to stay.

Nurul wiped his tears, he wanted to get out of here immediately. She is afraid she can't help hugging Alvaro and asks him to fight for their love. He does not want to be selfish because there is a child who is the age of Aluna also needs the figure of his father.

"Gue wants to go back. Axelle must be my nyariin," Nurul said in a flat voice.

If only Nurul knew that his words made Alvaro hurt. Nurul attach great importance to other men in front of Alvaro, really Nurul as if he was tearing Alvaro's heart apart.

With a bitter smile Alvaro nodded, he opened the car door automatically. As soon as Nurul was about to get out, Alvaro quickly pulled Nurul's hand until he managed to hug the body of the woman he so longed for.

Nurul himself froze, for a long time he dreamed of being in the arms of Alvaro and this time his dream came true even though circumstances could not unite them.

"Aina, I miss you. I'm sorry and I hope you're happy. Never forget that there is a jerk who has and will always love you to death. And it's me" whispered Alvaro then he kissed gently Nurul's forehead. "Je T'aime."

Je T'aime Aussi Alvaro Genta Prayoga. I miss you too and I love you too. May you also be happy even though the truth is not with me.

"Thank you for the time and thank you because you have nolongin my mom. Now you return, your prince has been waiting and hopefully he will not hurt you as I have done. I love you Aina."

Nurul bit her lips as hard as possible so as not to cry back. It felt like he was replying to the love statement but the story of Kriss was ringing in his ears.