ALVARO BETTING GIRL

Not Maybe!

Bu Uswa sighed, he was deliberately telling the children of the orphanage if there are friends of Nurul who look for it then they must say do not know and do not have the slightest trace. Impressed selfishly but he does this to make Nurul out of the shadows of the past that make him sickly.

Let her be selfish, she is just a mother who wants to protect her child from heartbreak over and over again. She saw Nurul was fine and showed no sign of being pregnant.

It is too early to draw conclusions even though Nurul has not experienced the incident for a month. What Bu Uswa knew, Nurul would be better away from the man who had injured him. If indeed the man was earnest then they would definitely meet again and he would not give up.

But deep in Uswa's heart, he expects Nurul not to get pregnant and Nurul will get happiness in this new place. It has been a long time that the child has often experienced misfortune, this time no longer.

"I'm sorry, Nurul. I know you're still thinking about it. But I don't want you back to hurt. I love you and I don't want you to be hurt again. It's been enough that you've endured misfortune, I won't let you cry anymore."

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Alvaro finally arrived today. The day that had to force him to step foot away from his home even from his country. Wanted to argue but he couldn't. All for the good of his family, he had to learn more so that later he could replace his papi in the office.

Alvaro looked at his room and then took a small picture frame where there was a smiling face of Nurul who at that time he photographed secretly. Alvaro kissed him long enough then he put it in his suitcase. In his heart he prayed so that he could meet Nurul again. I hope he doesn't meet at the wrong time and it's not too late.

Outside, there were two friends waiting to take Alvaro to the airport. They saw the young master Prayoga descending with a shaky step. The two could only sigh, they naturally knew what burdensome Alvaro's footsteps were.

"There are many Caucasian girls who are amazingly beautiful, you can choose one or three even in one snap of a finger" Nandi comforted.

Alvaro just stared lazily at Nandi. He knew his best friend was just trying to cheer him up.

"Please find Aina for me. I'm counting on you" Alvaro said.

Ikram and Nandi nodded. They knew Alvaro's love for Nurul was immeasurable. I don't know where his heart went. Hiding in the bowels of the earth or hiding in the arms of another man, they do not know.

Both of Alvaro's parents came to the three of them. Not many said they immediately took Alvaro to the airport. In the car that was boarded by five people where Nandi was driving, Alvaro seemed to be silent lethargic. Although his two best friends have tried to melt the atmosphere, his mistress still Alvaro did not respond as they expected.

Genta and Yani could only sigh. Genta does not really ask Alvaro to forget Nurul, he just wants his son to focus on learning so that later he can replace his position in a ready state. Genta is also determined to find the mooring of his son's heart. He was so curious about the girl who made Alvaro's world turn upside down like this.

A few minutes later, the car entered the airport. The closer to his departure, the more lost Alvaro's spirit will be. He wanted to run away but that was impossible.

At the airport there was a farewell drama. Yani, the mother who is most sad because she will be left behind by children who always make her dizzy.

"Please be good. Call your mom if you're up to anything. Do not get sick and do not forget to eat. Call mom often," said Yani after taking off her arms.

Alvaro simply nodded in response. He lost energy just to talk.

Now alternately Genta who hugged Alvaro. Not much of a message he conveyed, just like Yani. It's just that he keeps stressing that Alvaro is focused and not thinking about anything else. And again Alvaro could only nod.

Ikram and Nandi took turns hugging him, they were sad because in this country only the two of them will hang out together. No young master Prayoga is so song and belagu. They will be separated in such a long distance and also for quite a long time.

"Gue will find him for you. You just focus there," whispered Ikram before breaking his embrace.

The words made Alvaro smile. He believes his best friend is reliable.

"Gue will also help make nyari doi. But if you're khilaf, you can look for American girls" whispered Nandi who instantly made Alvaro tickle her.

Without guilt Nandi just displays her grin.

*Aina, I know I'm the most jerk you've ever known. I'm not a good man and I'm not that perfect. I was wrong and even I know all my expressions of guilt, forgiveness and regret are not enough because you have ruined your life. I also bego because it was slow to realize that the girl I made a bet was actually the girl who made me completely subjugated.

If I could turn the clock around, I wouldn't be that bad as you and we might be enjoying the good times of dating. I'm sorry and I miss you. Aina, I love you.

I hope when we meet later, you also have feelings like mine. Take care of yourself, I can't reach you because you disappeared. But, I always pray that God will take care of you and keep your heart for me. I say goodbye to Aina, and see you soon. Rinduin*.

Kilo-kilo meters away from where Alvaro was standing, a girl who was working on a plantation harvest report suddenly felt a tightness in her chest. Her tears fell without her guessing. I was surprised and worried at one time. It felt like he had lost some of his soul.

I why?

Nurul again held his chest tight, trying to catch his breath until he finally felt better.

"Why lately I often feel my chest tight even though I am not short of breath. I cry sometimes for no reason and I'm getting here missing that son of a bitch?"

Nurul muttered, he then took his bottle of drinking water and gulped down some water. He wiped away the tears that had soaked his cheeks. He smiled wryly and then tried to erase the shadow of Alvaro who continued to haunt him.

Nurul suppresses and doctrines himself that Alvaro does not remember much less seek him out. Super model named Miranda must have made Alvaro forget about him. Ah yes, whether Alvaro wants to remember it or not. Wasn't she just a betting girl.

He's wrong for playing that deep heart at that son of a bitch bin bastard who unfortunately is so handsome and charming. Nurul realizes he has been entangled so deeply, let alone Alvaro leaving a trail that Nurul will remember for life.

"Stop Nurul's! You should learn to forget him. Don't remember anymore" he said.

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The days changed Sunday and Sunday changed months, it did not feel that Nurul had been working on the plantation for almost three months. Slowly he was no longer thinking about Alvaro because he was busy with his work and also his new habits when he came home from work, he liked to knit and spend his time in the orphanage to knit.

There was no longer a figure of Nurul who was silent in grief. Even more time he spent working and knitting. The results of knitting he gave to his sisters to sell them so that his sisters get extra pocket money.

Bu Uswa was pleased with the changes that had happened to Nurul. Actually nothing has changed because Nurul is not a crybaby and quiet child. Nurul is a child full of joy and high spirits. He was satisfied because until this moment Nurul did not get any problems and his work was so smooth.

As usual, at her workplace Nurul again checked the finance section. He who graduated from the bachelor even though he was not an accounting graduate was appointed as part of the financial examiner. He was checking the report and smiled happily because day by day their income never decreased. Sometimes stable and also up although not much.

"Uhh!"

Nurul complained again. For a few days he was always upset because he was constantly going back and forth in the bathroom just to pee. Nurul even wears a sanitary pad to prevent the remnants of his urine from wetting his pants.

When she came out of the bathroom, Nurul stopped her steps and then she went back into the bathroom to check on something.

His face panicked instantly. He almost fell to the floor if he did not hold on to the door.

Nurul's face slowly paled, he shook his head trying to reject his thoughts that had just been without his permission to come and in an instant frightened him.

"Three months since the incident passed and until this second I have not come bul-"

Nurul shook his head, trying not to think negatively even though his efforts were in vain. He was getting scared and nervous instead of playing.

"No! No way!"