Almera's Gigolo

15. I want to get to know you more deeply, Mermer!

"oh come on lex, we don't know each other yet how I can have a relationship that involves feeling with you"

"what do you want"

"well.we can't be lovers like you said, 'cause I don't want to have a complicated relationship with you right now, so let's do it on a consensual basis, so let's,without involving emotions and feelings."

"all right, we're going to have the relationship you want,"

"yes, let's do that" I said as I stood up from the gazebo and walked up to Alex's bike.

I know we're both interested in each other but I don't want to have more feelings for Alex, because I'm not ready to get hurt for a guy like Alex.

"you want me to take you somewhere" Alex bargained.

"no, just let me go back"

"alright, okay go up"

I'm getting on the bike right away .

"let's hug my waist"

"does it have to be like this when it's on a motorbike" I said, grumbling.

alex laughed when he heard it.

"this motorbike is indeed devoted to couples to look more romantic"

"yes, maybe the creator is a very romantic person"

"not but the owner of this motorbike is very romantic, the desire of the couple nempel continues"

"basic mode" I said while hitting his shoulder"

Alex just chuckled in front of me, taking his bike back to my apartment.

up in front of the apartment building I thought he was going to leave, but it turns out Alek followed me down and entered until my unit doorstep.

"go home, now"

"that's it"

"i mean, you haven't paid me yet" she said as she pulled my body into her arms.

"alex, this is in front of the door and someone will see"

"why, you want to tell me to go inside" he said as he brought his face closer to me.

"i mean"

"just for a moment" then he kissed my lips gently.

"open" he said as he tried to sneak his tongue in order to go deeper into my mouth.

"Alex"my bangil raucous interrupted between his kiss that was getting hot on my lips and also my neck.

"em" he replied without stopping his activities.

"there's a cctv there I said pointing at the back of his back.

"ah shit" he said while stopping his hot activities.

"want to go inside" I bid, unknowingly.

"no, I'd better go home now, I'm afraid I can't help myself if I go in" she said, caressing my wet lips from her kiss earlier.

"come in, I'll be home soon,"

I just nodded while opening my bedroom door.

"later to call, don't block my number" he said before closing the door.

what...when I block my inner number, I immediately check my phone to see if there is a message I forgot, it turns out there is a message from an unknown number coming into my phone.

it's my inner phone number, then unblock it.

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"hello do you where"

"gue in lex, what's wrong"

"i'm going there"

"okay you just come here"

that afternoon after returning home from Almera's apartment I drove to the bar to meet Aldo.

I felt claustrophobic as I remembered my conversation with Almera at the park earlier.

I need a friend to talk to right now and I think Aldo can understand.

I saw Aldo sitting at the bar table with Elvan.

"hi bro here"call Aldo.

I approached the two of them and sat down beside Aldo.

"sorry for last night"

"no papa's all clear"

"so you're finally together"

I just shook my head as I sipped the drink Elvan handed me.

"why"

"difficult, I think it's just enough we have the same feeling then we could be a couple it turns out, it's not enough" I bowed lethargic.

"don't give up bro,"

"but it's hard Do, our thoughts are not in line"

"there must be a way out, you said you were serious about him"

"already, but it's hard for us to relate, there's too much difference he said" I replied listlessly.

"patience bro, you have to be patient in dealing with the type of gini rich girl"

"yes it may be true you said Do I was too pressuring him, because honestly only this time I have feelings of affection for someone after I lost my family first.

"well, you realize, it seems you need more time to get to know each other".

"yes, but until when Do"

"she's not the woman you used to meet Lex, she doesn't need lo but lo needs her, so you have to fight more to get her heart.because that's what you want from her"

"yes, you said, Do, now I understand what I feel for her Do, thanks for the advice"

"yoi, where are you going"

"go home" I said as I waved my hand leaving the two of them.

Today I intend to go home the contract I have been living in.

a small room for men.

It consists of a single room with a single bed and a small closet, with a small bathroom inside.

actually with my current income I can rent a nicer place to live but I don't think I need it yet.

I still feel comfortable living there in my neighborhood right now.

maybe later if I get married, I have to find a good place to live I thought, but if my relationship and Almera get to the stage of marriage will she stay with me, I thought.

right now Almera doesn't lack anything, and I want that when I'm with him I want to keep his life that way so I have to work even harder,if I used to slam my bones to work without time to make myself comfortable but since meeting Almera, my mind was only on him.

Thinking of Almera made me miss her even though it was only a few hours we parted.soon I looked for her name on the contact list and immediately I dialed her number.

The first ring has not yet been lifted whether it may be that he is busy I thought, but today is not he working my inner self.

I tried again to call the number, after a few rings there was finally an answer from the other end.

"yes,alex"

"what are you doing"

"i'm at the office, right now"

"what time you come home"

"maybe around 6pm"

"i'll pick ya up"

"no, I'm taking the car now"

"how about meeting up near your apartment"

"Alex pliss,"

"okay sorry, I just felt like I missed you even though we were separated, because I thought tonight we could meet, even though it was just for dinner because tomorrow my schedule was getting crowded again"

"okay good we meet at the cafe near my apartment tonight at 7pm"

"okay, I'll wait for you there later"

and ended our call.

I lay down my body while looking at the sky the chamber of exhaling loudly, so hard it turns out to melt your heart Almera, but believe me I will not give up, I do not want to lose a very meaningful person again in my life, I do not want to lose a person who is very meaningful again,enough that I have lost my entire family, I do not want to lose you who is now the source of my happiness.💜💜💜