Almera's Gigolo

11. Trying to make peace with the heart.

"Almer, we can talk" Alex said, holding my hand gently.

"yes"

"we can talk in a quiet place"

I just nodded, followed Alex to get back in the car.

"wear the seat belt" Alex said as he tried to help me put my belt on.

"thank you" I said when Alex was done pairing it.

we drove about 5 minutes away from the hotel where I was staying, Alex stopped his car in a park that looked deserted, because it was quite late.

"talk" I said when the car stopped.

"i miss you"

my heart was pounding not because of hearing her frank statement.

"you mean"

"i didn't lie when I said I liked you back then,"

"Alex, stop I thought I told you back then, I had no intention of having a relationship with you, and about the kiss at the time I admit I enjoyed it but it was just that"

"pliss, Almer don't avoid me anymore"

"you mean"

"let me know you more, Alex said, touching my hand on my lap.

"Alex won't work, I don't want to have a complicated relationship with you"

"so what kind of relationship do you want with me" Alex asked as she stared intensely at me, making me a little nervous with her gaze.

"well, I admit, I'm physically attracted to you but with your profession, I'm a little restless"

"you mean my profession as a gigolo"

"yes.sort of like that"

"i haven't done it since before I met you"

"but when we met at the restaurant you and the woman looked..."

"at that time, I just explained to her that she wouldn't bother me anymore"

"but you guys look familiar"

"you're jealous of Mer" asked Alex with an intense look at me

"well.what do you mean" I tried to avoid his gaze, fortunately the atmosphere in the car was a bit dark so Alex could not see my red cheeks.

"i wish you'd be jealous when you see me close to another woman"

"what should I be jealous of, we're not too close to making me jealous," I began to get upset.

"What about Angel,"

"you mean"

"what did you feel when you saw the two of us having dinner at the restaurant that day"

oh shitt, it turns out he saw me back then, my inner self.

"i don't understand what you mean" I started to get emotional

"didn't you notice us then"

"where do you know it's me"

"i recognize you, even if you were in the crowd and just looked like a small dot, I would still recognize you, I would never forget your figure" Alex said,while his fingers touched every inch of my face very gently as if he was touching a very precious object.

Unconsciously my eyes closed feeling the touch that made the fine fur fur on my body stand up.

I felt her hands stop above my lips, she gently swept her thumbs there, unaware that my lips were open by touch.

my brain was covered in thick fog at that time, I tried to open my eyes that felt heavy because of the sensation of the touch of his hand.

"say you like me too, Pliss.." I heard a soft pleading tone from his voice.

"i.e.."My tongue is like a joke to talk because alex's thumb is still stroking my lower lip gently making me right as hypnotized by his treatment.

although it was difficult I was finally able to compose words in my foggy brain at this time.

"let's start slowly" I said in a hoarse voice.

"yes, we will slow down" he replied without taking his eyes off me.

I said it like a green light to her.

the release of the seat belt that is still attached to my body then face my body to look at it.

"pliss Almera don't avoid your feelings, let him be free"

I just stared at him cengo, I thought he would kiss me for taking off my seatbelt.

"oh, yeah..."

"we will start slowly as you say" he answered while tidying up the child's hair that clings to my forehead because of the cold sweat from the treatment earlier, pecked gently at the top of my head, like peeping a child.

what..that's all he thinks I'm son what's kissed in the head, base insensitive, I'm sorry in the heart with sewot.

"we're back now" he said

I just nodded with a snob at him. Alex drove his car back to the hotel where I was staying.

"what time is the plane flying"

"morning flight tomorrow" I said.

"i'm tomorrow there's still the last job here before going back to Jakarta, so can't deliver"

"no papa everything is arranged by the office"

"give me your phone number" Alex gave me his phone, told me to put my phone number in there"

"the password"Alex mentioned a few numbers to me, "that's your date of birth" I asked as I typed my phone number in his phone.

"no, but dates are important to me" he replied.

"okay I go up first" I said as I tried to remove the seatbelt that was a little difficult to open,

"this is my help" he said as he leaned over to help me remove the seat belt.

"it seems a bit jammed" I tried to sound ordinary.suddenly the atmosphere between us felt changed, the masculine cologne scent of his body began to meet my kissing senses, making my throat as choked, as if,unconsciously I licked my lips that felt dry with my tongue, making Alex switch to look at my lips that were slightly wet.

"sorry"suddenly he kissed my lips deeply making the strange gelenyar that I felt since then arrived more and more filled every cell in my body with reflex movements I raised my hands free to squeeze his dense black hair,I opened my mouth so that he could easily explore into my mouth that had longed for his kiss, understanding with my reaction Alex pulled my neck straight to kiss me more deeply,

we seemed to want to express all the hidden feelings through the kiss.

the oxygen in my lungs felt thinning I tried to push Alex's body to breathe

Reluctantly I saw him let go of his kiss for seeing me almost out of breath, I immediately breathed as much air as I could to get my lungs back filled, I stared at his face that was still covered with lust, I could see,

"get up" he said as he slowly removed my seatbelt and shifted his position so I could get out.

"yes," I answered while tidying up my clothes that looked tangled because of his naughty hands.

"thank you for today" I said as I stepped out of the car.

"sleep, tomorrow I'll call you" he said before bringing his car past from where I was standing looking at his disappearance until the car he was riding in disappeared from the hotel parking area.

I exhaled loudly as I walked into the hotel where I was staying.

I must have gone crazy, for agreeing to get in touch with her, I thought.

Almera, you're playing with fire, my curse while walking towards my hotel room.

Without the spirit I dropped my body in bed thinking about what was really going on with me, living as if I could no longer control it since I met Alex,

"oh shit" I mean pissed while throwing a floor pillow.