
Erlangga was very surprised, "You mean?"
"Sorry Ga, tomorrow I resign and will go away from all this" Widi said slowly.
Erlangga was more confused, he wanted to say something but worried that his sentence even more strengthened Widi's desire to leave.
Widi actually did not have the heart to leave Erlangga, but he felt there was no point in being here anymore. Angga has gone missing and Erlangga is getting married to Vanessa. All the memories in this place will torment him, his work room will always present the figure of Uge who always accompanied him chat every night, Erlangga's face will also present the figure of Angga who introduced him to God. Widi will mengikhlaskan this office for Erlangga, he will go looking for a new place far away and hope exposed to amnesia like Erlangga, in order to become a new figure without the burden of the past.
"People, take good care of yourself, hopefully you keep praying even though the room at the end will be dark at night. Perhaps with that prayer, you will know God again as you introduced God to me. One more thing, the 5 years that I have been through are the past, even though the past is not important to you, but in that period of time I always love you and look forward to meeting today. I want to go home now" Widi said.
"Wid, I. I can't run this office without you, even I need you for everything. Don't go, sorry if my words hurt you. Give me time to understand what you say" Pinta Angga.
"Time never solves our problems. If you knew what was going on, each of us managed to be on the same time rail, then time would separate us" Widi said, wiping away tears that began to drip on her cheeks.
"If you leave, you're going to spend the rest of my time with the question, why the hell are you suddenly so hateful to me?" ask Erlangga.
"I never hated you. Angga, you don't remember me at all, do you? No time, just one of our memories that you left? So that I have a reason to wait for you again" said Widi with eyes moist.
Erlangga was silent, he indeed had no memories that could withstand the departure of Widi, rather he did not understand what Widi was talking about. Erlangga looked into Widi's eyes to save her last memories, Widi also looked into Erlangga's eyes.
Suddenly Erlangga was like having seen Widi somewhere else. An image appeared, his eyes once locked on the woman who was also staring at him in front of the Salman Mosque.
"Goodbye Angga!" said Widi disperse the picture on the head of Erlangga.
Strange, the shadow seems to be a memory, Erlangga muttered.
"Widi, I just want you five minutes, okay?" ask Erlangga.
Widi nodded weakly, this was her last night for Erlangga, she was willing to give a little time. Now Erlangga who was away from Widi, he turned and looked at the dark side of the lake to remember something.
There may be something unnatural about me. Andi was trying to make me remember something. Holy hooch! I just realized, I just had a hard time remembering everything related to Bandung. What's wrong with that town? asked Erlangga inwardly.
It turned out that the sentence was able to give him great strength, the pain gradually disappeared and the cold spread in his head, his body became fresh and his head felt light. Memories of the past began to appear in his mind he saw his own figure in the form of a gondrong student with a messy appearance. The figure appears to be obedient to the commands of his Lord and he also enjoys transmitting his love for God to others.
Erlangga has rediscovered his identity, in his mind he looks like a set of video files that live selected, which memory he wants to play. Erlangga found Widi's face, these memories are what he needs most right now, he opened them. Erlangga was amazed, he saw a pair of humans talking in a house on the slopes of the mountains, he was even able to remember the details of their conversation. Oh my God, I proposed to Widi!
Erlangga continued to compose the video puzzle-puzle scattered to become one whole picture, suddenly all the memory overflowed in his head like a flash flood that could not be dammed, he said, he was like watching a summary of his life journey in Bandung that was forgotten and walked quickly, suddenly the video stopped when a picture appeared of him and Pak Nata in the car. Erlangga was able to guess the horror he would witness. If tonight wasn't his last chance to hold Widi back, he would have blocked the memory of it getting here, but Erlangga had no choice, he had to know what happened that night. Erlangga ventured to remember the accident that killed Pak Nata. Erlangga finally had a full perspective on him.
I remember that when I was supposed to face a very hard test, I still surrendered to God, but I was very angry with Him. I was so over-excited with my worship and arrogant with my efforts, that I felt God had snatched away something I deserved. I finally rejected fate and ruined my own memory. Forgive me, O God.
Erlangga has been able to accept the reality and realize his mistake, now it is precisely he who feels he has to leave AL Kahfi Land because he is unable to carry out various trusts Pak Nata. Erlangga did not guide Widi in religious affairs, did not build an educational place for the poor and did not build a mosque in this pine forest area.
"Widi, I'm sorry?" pinta Erlangga's.
"Astagfirlahaladzim you are bleeding again! You're not okay? And you look... different?" ask Widi.
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