AIRING With You

86. Wasting Sadness In The Darkness

Covering all sadness with a smile full of falsehoods. That's what Rangga is doing. Not without reason, after feeling a foreign embrace his sadness is increasing. Ghea who wanted to sit with Rangga was also banned by her parents.

"Dek, let Rangga and Nana first. Rangga needs Nana."

The soft words that Riana said to her daughter. Ghea who usually became a stubborn man, now willing to obey what was said by the mommy. The eyes of the mommy are very different. Showing a deep sadness. It made Ghea nod obediently.

Agha pulled her sister's hand and told Ghea to sit next to her.

"When Brother Rangga was married, he already belonged to Nana. Adek do not be selfish because Mas is sure, Rangga has put Adek in a special place in his heart and life."

Hearing that sentence Ghea's eyes began to water. Moreover, the older brother said very sincerely full of tenderness. Teaching without rebuke.

"In a moment we will release Brother to achieve his happiness. Later, Mas will also catch up with Brother and Adek should be able to accept that. But, believe me if Adek will still be the most woman Mas and Brother dear after Mommy."

Ghea hugged Agha's body. Her brother is really mature. Able to pack Ghea very well. Loving Ghea very sincerely.

"Mas and Brother will always be there for Adek. Never feel alone. No matter how small the problem Adek is facing, tell Mas or Big Brother because we will never change. It will always be a protective wing for a beautiful angel named Ghea."

Ghea hugged Agha's body so tightly. A clear thread dripped down just soaked his cheek. He was really moved. The gentle rubbing that Agha gave added to Ghea's heart.

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Arriving in Jakarta, Rangga chose to go home to his parents. However, he did not close his eyes at all. His phone was deliberately turned off. He wanted to enjoy his grief alone. Although already have a very good host family, but when in a special moment like this the sadness came without being asked.

A rough breath came out of his mouth. His room he made as dark as possible did not let a single glimmer of light into his room. She wanted to cry without anyone being able to peek.

Hugging both of his legs by slapping his face on his knees. He spilled it all. Longing, sadness, pain in tears.

"Why am I so fragile after twenty-one years of living alone? Why do I feel the pain now?"

"It's natural."

That is what Radit said when Aksa and Riana started asking for opinions about Rangga's attitude now.

"The role of biological parents can never be replaced by anyone even though he already has adoptive parents who love him more."

"Would it be two years to keep her remembering her parents?" Riana was still curious.

"In Rangga's subconscious, he must have met his parents often. He became an orphan at the age of two. She must have dreamed a lot about her mom and dad. It's just that he can't describe. The child's memory is sharper" Radit said.

"Rangga's sad feeling because she is envious of other brides. When they are getting married, they can make a pilgrimage to the grave of their deceased father or mother. And Rangga? Can only leave a prayer without ever being able to see the navel of mom and dad."

"It must hurt more." Rangga nodded hearing the reply from Aksara.

"Let's say Rangga is expressing his sadness that for twenty-one years he has been alone. Let him drown in his sadness. He is not a person who easily shares grief with those around him. Therefore, he is always met with people who always spread the happiness virus to make Rangga a man who has a positive aura."

In silence Radit always paid attention to Rangga. There are many things that Rangga pendam himself. Her daughter-in-law has the same nature as her. When we are tired, everything is removed.

"You only need to accompany Rangga and continue to provide positive direction for the child. He is the most beautiful gift you can't easily ask God for."

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"Na, I want to talk to you."

It turned out that Khairan was still at Aleena's house. According to Aleesa Khairan and Khrisna will stay at Radit's house until Aleena's wedding day is over.

"I-I'm sorry about the"

"Enough, Khai!"

Aleena's voice was slightly raised. He doesn't want to hear that anymore. He had already forgotten everything and dumped the incident into the trash. Khairan was silent.

"I've forgiven you, but I'll never be able to forget it." Very strict Aleena said.

"So, please don't bother me anymore. I was weaving happiness with a man who loved me very sincerely."

Aleena just left after saying that. Khairan could only sculpt without being able to reply to a single word.

"Don't be a stupid man." Axel's voice mocked Khairan. Aleena's best friend was even grumpy at the ridicule of Aleena's personal bodyguard.

"Love is not always meant to be. When you sincerely take off Aleena, that's when you've been brought closer to someone God has prepared for you." Axel said with great sincerity.

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In another house, Rangga was still struggling with his sadness. Until a light can be seen and the mother who enters his room. He immediately rubbed his wet face, but those two soft hands first held Rangga's hand.

"You can cry. That's fine." The soft voice that Rangga heard.

"But cry in front of Mommy. Cry in Mommy's arms so Mommy can feel your sadness and so you're not alone in feeling that sadness."

A foster mother who has affection like a real mother. Rangga strongly felt that and without Riana asked Rangga to hug her body. At that moment, her tears also fell.

"Rangga is just my adopted son, but why do I love him so much. Just like my love for Agha and Ghea."

Since knowing Rangga, Riana's ugly attitude that sometimes distinguishes Agha and Ghea began to disappear. Rangga who always realize the meaning of the same affection.

Riana gently stroked Rangga's trembling back. During knowing Rangga he had just seen the fragility of his handsome son. Half an hour later, Riana felt Rangga's body getting heavier and it turned out that the child had fallen asleep.

As much as Riana's energy to relax Rangga's body. Her face looks so clear. His hands gently rubbed the remaining tears that drenched the handsome face of the son.

"False, Brother. You've been in Mommy's life."

A warm kiss Riana gave on Rangga's forehead. He smiled and began to raise the blanket over the son's body.

"After you wake up, Mommy hopes that you will return to be Rangga Mommy's son." A wide smile was engraved on Riana's face, but the noise made Riana have to come out immediately.

Riana gave a rough sigh when she saw Ghea trying to take the noodles in the cup that was in the hands of the tall teenager.

"Balikin cave noodles, Jelangkung!"

"No!"

Riana just shook her head. There was Agha, but his son was silent.

"It's customary to meet udan kayak cat same anjeeng." Riana started to shake her waist. Mutual and Ghea looked over.