Ai To Shiawase's

Ch. 57: Rin ...

..."If someone is angry, it doesn't mean they hate you. Perhaps, she only wants to see your cute face when you feel guilty. Just like I am today." - Rin Nakamura...

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It was time to go home from school, but I decided to go into the painting club first. Because I want to apologize to Rin for my mistake.

I hope he will forgive me.

With my hands holding the bag, I walked closer to the club room. And sure enough, when I intended to open the shoes, Rin was there. He also opened his shoes. I looked at him with a confused feeling.

I wanted to apologize, but on the other hand I was embarrassed. Rin, who initially just sat and focused on her shoes, finally stood up. He looked to the right and to the left. Rin stopped his gaze as he looked at me.

I think he saw me.

However, Rin did not greet me. He threw his face away and then went inside the club.

"R-Rin!" Huh .. I really messed up.

Yes already.

This guilty feeling haunts me. Rin is my best friend. Just yesterday he said something good to me. But tomorrow I let Rin down. I am a bad friend. Never mind, I better go in and try to apologize. Maybe he will forgive me.

Without waiting for a long time, I immediately entered the club room. For today, I don't want to learn to paint, but to apologize to Rin.

I opened the door of the club room and there I saw a lot of students who had come. Their attention was all on me who had just opened the door. But after that, they continued their activities again, such as joking and drawing. However, when I saw Rin, she did absolutely nothing.

I walked to where I was next to him. Although a little embarrassed, but I still have to do it. For the sake of apologizing to Rin and for our friendship.

When I was sitting next to her, Rin looked at the other side. If this is the way, I'll have a hard time apologizing.

Ah, I have an idea. Uh, but is that good. Ah just try.

I took my drawing book out of my bag and then took out a pencil. Then, I started drawing something that might make Rin forgive me.

After about thirty minutes had passed, I had finished it. My picture is done .. but, how do I give it.

"Mr ...." Because I was embarrassed to call Rin, I decided to put the picture in front of Rin.

Hah .. I understand why Rin is angry with me. He must be very disappointed at the moment. But I don't want to lose my best friend. So, I'll try again.

Still not giving up, I took my pencil and then started drawing human sketches as my apology. Scratch the pencil to make a thin line and then remove it if something goes wrong. Similarly to me, if I hurt someone, I should immediately apologize for erasing the guilt in my heart. Dad said it like that.

"Gomen ne, Rin's. I miss u ...." These words were the message I gave to Rin. When I gave the picture, my feelings changed. Like there was doubt and fear. I doubt Rin will ever forgive me and I fear our friendship will end here. Then I will lose one of the people who have pulled me from this 'apost of sadness.

But ... again he doesn't care about me. His hand kept my drawing paper away from him. His eyes were lazy as if he only thought of me as the wind.

It's too late, is it too late?

My life is broken, I am completely destroyed.

I took back the two pictures that Rin had no interest in and intended to throw them away. However, suddenly someone's hand held my arm, saying, "The eyes you drew don't match Ai. The balance and composition of the image must be precise, remember? Yes, maybe because you drew without sketches so the results were not satisfactory. Haha ... By the way, why are you apologizing? And ... write sweet words like this? My birthday is past to know." That person is Rin. She ...

"Ri-Rin, I-I thought you were mad at me earlier ...." I'm still a little confused by this.

"Fttt HAHAHAHA .. Gomen ne Ai. I was just kidding. After all who wants to be angry with his best friend as beautiful and as good as you. I was just pretending, being bullied by someone else was common to me. Eemm .. if counted, I've got a lot of bluffs before breakfast. And my average mother did. A-aaa .. essentially Ai, don't feel guilty just because of this. Remember, even if everyone hates you, everyone doesn't believe you, I'll stay here. Protect you and be the one who always believes in you" Rin said, taking my pencil and drawing paper.

A moment after hearing his words just now, I felt relieved. Thank goodness Rin wasn't angry with me. But something is bothering me.

"Rin .. Why do you trust me so much? Didn't I just yell at you? L-then, I could have just pretended innocence to kill you?" tanyaku seriously.

Rin who was drawing stopped immediately. He looked at me with a smile again. "Yaaa, if you want to kill me, then just kill me now, Ai. I was willing to be killed by someone who had taught me many things that I might not have gotten from my family or school. Teaching about the meaning of life and how to live life. I don't know for sure what your real life is, but I do know that your life isn't good. Even so, Ai was still trying to live. Eemm .. if asked why I trust you so much .. it's because you're beautiful. I started liking you when I first met. Your smooth cheeks and thin lips make me want to kiss you as much as possible" replied Rin. However, the answer ... sounds like something is wrong.

"hee? B-but, Rin .. You are a woman .. and I am a woman. Ja-so–"

"Yes yes, I already know what you want to say. I can't like you because we're both girls, right? Ta-but .. if you like how else," said Rin with his right hand propping his chin.

"Ri-Rin, I-don't. Th-that can't be." Unexpectedly my cheeks turned even red. That means, I was embarrassed by Rin.

"Ai, you are mine, I will always take care of you wherever and whenever. I like you, Ai." Rin held my shoulder and then brought her lips closer to my face. His eyes began to close, as if he was enjoying a kiss. So-so means ...

"Rin ...." In the end, I resigned and released the hand that held Rin's body.

However, just as our lips were close together, Hakuba walked into the classroom with a breath of air. Like someone running around. Not long ago, Brother Haru also came with the same condition.

Seeing the senior coming, I swiftly pushed Rin's body backwards. "Sorry, Rin ...." My cheeks are still flushed and shy.

"Ah, but soon ...," murmured Rin who could still be heard by me.

I think Rin should find a man soon. If this continues, it can be dangerous.