AFTER YOU GO ~Story About Farrel~

REALNESS

Fahira still did not expect his father would say that harshly to him. Upon arriving at Farrel's house, Fahira immediately went inside the room leaving Hanun alone in the living room.

It was not long before Mr. Subagyo and Farrel arrived home. They were a little surprised to see Hanun single-handedly sitting on the sofa.

"Who? Where's fahira?" ask Mr. Subagyo.

"So he went to his room" Hanun replied.

"He was like that, Papa spoiled him too much so he could not appreciate others. Papa apologizes to Rel for Fahira's attitude." Subagyo then sat down beside Hanun.

Hanun had no idea what mistake Fahira had made to Farrel. Hanun started to feel that something was awkward at the moment.

"Papa don't keep blaming Fahira, he may still not be used to it. Can I take him?"

Uh ... Eh?

Hanun looked at Farrel who was still standing looming in front of him. What did he say just now? Following Fahira to the room?

Mr. Subagyo could only nod, and Farrel walked into the room. Hanun's eyes widened he did not understand the situation that was happening before him.

"Ke-in ... Why did Farrell get into that room?"

Hanun was so shocked that it was hard to speak. Subagyo turned to Hanun and smiled.

"There's still a lot that Papa hasn't told you about including Fahira and Farrel's wedding."

Like a flood that came suddenly, Hanun's heart crumbled. The hopes and dreams were carried away drifting away somewhere. Hanun was very very surprised he pecked for a while then rushed back home.

"Right ... Son ...." Mr. Subagyo who chased and called him out of the house did not care. Hanun hurriedly turned on his motor and drove without direction.

Several times Hanun wiped his tears that poured out just like that made his gaze blur. Hanun doesn't believe this!

How much he had pinned his hopes on Farrel. Want to immediately express the feelings that he had been quieting. But why?

Why did such a cruel reality hit him that the once-flowering heart was now shattered.

So hurt.

"Belg ...." Hanun shouted as loud as possible to slightly relieve his extremely claustrophobic heart. He didn't care about this on the streets Hanun didn't care.

Hanun pulled his bike over on the side of the big river. He left her just like that, he ran towards those waters. After enough water Hanun stopped his steps and looked at how swift the water was before him. The water was just like his current feeling of being washed away but not wanting to be lost.

Oh stupid.

Hanun felt so stupid, he shouldn't just give his heart to just anyone. You idiot!

Hanun crouched down and lowered his head he hugged himself tightly while sobbing in mourning the reality that was not on his side.

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Meanwhile Farrel who had entered the room, saw Fahira in front of the window. Fahira looked at the pesawahan who had started yellowing in front of his eyes. He turned towards Farrel with a fierce look.

"Your satisfaction?" ask Fahira sarcas.

Farrel walked over to approach Fahira, who was seen back in tears.

After being right in front of Fahira, Farrel stopped walking then said, "let's accept this fate together."

Fahira squealed then looked back at the pesawahan. "What do you really want? True said Papa which man can berlapang to receive adulterers like me Pezinah like me!" Fahira raised the volume of his voice at the end of his sentence. He was very upset with the predicate which he now bears as a great sinner.

Fahira let out her tears as the sentence was thrown from her own father's mouth.

"God has led me to receive you. I will try to be a good husband, although not necessarily be able to love you. Because someone has already taken my heart away."

Fahira looked at Farrel, though his eyes were covered in a mist of tears.

"What do you mean Sofia?"

Farrel is surprised that Fahira knows about Sofia. Did Uwa tell him?

"Yes." Yeah."

Fahira smiled wryly as before Farrel to mention the name several times in his sleep. It turned out that deep his love for that person.

"Sofia was my wife who died a few years ago. I treated her very badly at the beginning of the marriage. Then the Lord rebuked me and called him to leave me. I was so arrogant for wasting it then lost it before I could fix it all. For that, I won't do the same thing a second time. I will accept our sacred bond and make you my true wife."

"What if I don't want to?" ask Fahira.

"You must want to ... Because I'm not letting you go." Farrel said solemnly and then passed out the room that felt so narrow. Whenever Sofia remembered her heart would be tight.

Fahira stared at Farrel's back which perlshan vanished behind the door.

It's all because of Ammar! Because of him I am not free to determine my own life. I hate you so much, you fucking guy.

*

On the bank of a river, Hanun was still lamenting his fate. Her tears had dried up but her heart was still not healed. He threw a small rock into the middle of the river several times. He decided against the flow, he did not want to get carried away feeling too far. But can he accept all this?

Hanun stood up then walked towards his motorbike. Hanun is going home because the day has started to darken.

In the middle of the journey home, Hanun's motorbike choked. Hanun realized what happened, he did not fill up the gas today. Sure enough the fuel on the bike ran out, Hanun looked around looking for a gasman who might be on the side of the road. But all Hanun saw were trees and trees.

This street was very quiet, that broken heart had taken him away and did not know the direction. Where's this?

Hanun pushed his bike hoping that up ahead there were signs of life. Dimly dimly from a distance Hanun saw the highlight of the car lights. He stopped his steps and chose to ask for help rather than he having to be in a desolate place like this.

Hanun waved his hand making the white car stop. Hanun smiled with relief then walked over to the steering door.

The car's glass then opens displaying someone he might know.

Hanun was glued to his place because he saw the Dodo behind the wheel.

"Don't you?"

"Who Do?" Suddenly a woman's voice was heard in the passenger seat.

Dodo did not answer the question, he was busy watching the tangled-looking Hanun.

"What are you doing here, Nun?" ask Dodo.

"I'm kind of lost." Hanun lowered his head. This is so embarrassing.

"Madam I can help her, dis's lost."

The madam called by Dodo only nodded to agree.

Hanun finally hitchhiked in the car. While the bike will be carried by someone called by Dodo.

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