AFTER YOU BETRAYED

Rendy and Marissa

"No, no..!" the sound of heel clashing with the ceramic floor sounded loud, because of the quiet atmosphere in the private room of the restaurant.

"You've been a long time Ren..?!" heel's voice was getting faster running towards the visible table where a handsome man did not sit sweetly while holding a mobile phone

" Just a few minutes ago just relax, after all also not something that is too important, it's relaxing, Oh yes Nih you want to order what ?" said Rendy thrust the menu book in her hand.

" it's the same as your order if you're interested I'm also sure to do, " replied the girl.

" Okay then . Okay this mama's message is two spaghetti two chicken teriyaki with avocado juice his two ya ya !" said Rendi at the waitress who was standing waiting near them.

" Okay, please wait a moment !*" said waitress then resigned

" What about your boutique development ? " ask Rendy starting a conversation,

" Good, pretty stable, almost no obstacle at all !" replied the girl who was none other than Risa.

"Thank God..!" said Rendy

" so much tumben you nanyain batikku what the hell.. ?!"

 their conversation came to a halt with the arrival of waiters carrying their orders

" there's nothing just want to eat first.!"

" swear deh Ren .. so strange to know do not see you like gini ?. Usually also directly talk about ceplas-ceplos, what the hell is actually.?" said Risa while feeding a piece of teriyaki chicken into her mouth. Then looked strangely at Rendy, while continuing her chewing.

"S... !" said Rendy slowly

"Hum..??"

"I'm..." Rendy paused her remarks. made Risa silently pay attention, but a moment later she continued cutting the chicken in her presence. whereas Rendy herself. just played the dish before her with a knife and fork.

" i'm going to marry Maya..!"

"Klotak.." the fork with a twisting spaghetti that almost went into Marissa's mouth spontaneously fell and hit the plate under it the open mouth was about to devour it was slowly clenched back.

 Marissa spontaneously looked up at Rendy's face, as if she could not believe what she had just heard, although she had expected it from a long distance , there is no doubt a pain in the heart.

Marissa lowered her head back . Someone was about to fall off her cracker, but she tried hard to hold it down lest she cry in front of Rendy

"Why...?!" ask her lirih

"Sorry ...!" said Rendy.

 Marisa sighed softly, from the beginning Since the arrival of Maya, Marisa knows Maya put her heart on Rendy, and Marissa also knows that Rendy also has the same feelings towards Maya. there is just no word between the two

 Marisa herself felt that she had an interest in Rendi long ago.before the arrival of Maya .but Rendy's attitude was never close together, or signs of attraction to a woman. who never responded when Mother and her other siblings joked, or mocked Rendy about women, made Marissa feel reluctant to express her feelings, especially her as a woman. it was impossible for him to shoot Rendy first.

 Marissa just tries to be nice showing little attention to Rendy . hoping that Rendy understands her feelings and reciprocates her love . but unfortunately Rendy is still cold and flat Rendy

 but since Maya's arrival in their family, Rendy's attitude slowly changes, Rendy becomes warmer and more attentive, more talkative when in the family environment, even when it is outside, the cold and flat face will remain attached.

" again I'm sorry !" said Rendy

"Why should Maya ..? why not me.. ?" marisa asked softly, with her head still down.

" I don't know.. !" answer Rendy

this time Isak and his tears could no longer be held back while Rendy remained silent did not want to cut.

" what have Maya and I not been able to do, until she catches your attention ? while I have done everything since long ago, even making you look can not. " Marisa put her face on the table . Her crying can no longer be contained

 Rendy reached out her hand about to caress Marissa's hair, but it only stopped above her head. Randy paused his intention, then pulled back his hand and kept it on the table.

" I'm sorry ..!" say it when Marisa's crying has subsided

"If only I could set the course of my heart.." Rendy breathed a heavy sigh.

" i've been aware of your feelings for a long time, and actually I'd love to reciprocate, but somehow I can't, I can't control my own heart.I'm really sorry for this . you can hate me but I beg you not to hate Maya, she doesn't know anything about this" Rendy said at length.

"May I ask you one thing ??" Marissa lifted her face.

" just say it ! if I could I would answer."

" what did Maya do that made you interested in her..?" Marissa asked as she stared fixedly at Rendy's face

" nothing." replied Rendy while shaking her head

" What was Maya's advantage over me until you chose her over me, ?!"

" nothing, though,...

" you both have their own advantages and disadvantages, no one is superior, you or Maya are all equally special to me. " Rendy paused her words

" you're lying, if you think I'm special, you'll take my feelings for me. !" cut Marissa

" i'm not lying. That's right, you're special too, it's just that I'm the stupid one who can't return your feelings, and I can't lie to my heart either 'that I have an interest in her. If only I could choose then I wouldn't choose you or him. I would definitely find someone else outside , so as not to hurt any of you "

"But the problem is that I really can't guide my own heart out of this trap. "

"i'm really sorry Marissa, I really can't control my heart . and I'm so begging you, so you can understand, we'll still be brothers like before , I beg of you, lest our brotherhood be cut off just because of this matter of the heart "

"hate me Marissa !! hate me as much as you want . but once again I beg you, please don't hate Maya ! keep making Him your sister.!" Rendy pleaded until she cupped her two palms in front of her chest.

" Alright I understand, you never asked for anything before. You always appear as a giver, and of course I will not hate Maya . It's not her fault it's my fault why I fell in love with you.!"

" no.. you're innocent because you can't control your heart either...!" cut Rendy.

" well .. " Marisa is trying to Laugh She doesn't want to look weak because she also really realizes that Love can't be forced .

"So now you're asking for my blessing ?" Marissa tried to act as hard as she could.

" Yes, of course, you're my brother. Of course I ask your blessing.!" rendy replied While trying to laugh as well, she knew Marissa was still feeling the pain in her heart

" Well well I give up I give you your blessing, said Marisa. "but..." Marisa paused her speech making Rendy look at her

" if someday you're not happy with Maya come to me.. !" marisa said while trying to joke.

"I'm sorry." replied Rendy then lowered her head

" yes.yes.yes.yes.well alright, I know you will be happy with Maya Until the End.!" concluded Marisa with a smile, and Rendy raised her face and joined in smiling