
I walked hurriedly through the company's loby. until I accidentally collided with a man.
I stopped my steps and spontaneously turned towards him.
" sorry." I said, but I was stunned and speechless to see who was in front of me, and he seemed to smile either in shock or to see my presence in front of him.
" Maya." she wrote.
I gasped at his voice and it woke me from my daydream.Rash I turned and left the place.
" May. wait." call her, but I don't mind.
something will fall from my eyes but I raised my face so that the crystal not fall. I continued to step until my footsteps reached the front of my room.
I immediately entered and threw my body on my oversized chair I ignored my secretary who was probably surprised by the sound of the door being violently shut.
maybe he was astonished or maybe he was a manyun because of his greeting that I did not care about.
I bowed my head on the table and finally spilled the tears that I had withstood from the lobby. It turned out to be this sick, the shadow that I had long removed from my memory was now coming back as if the wound that had only healed yesterday was now doused by vinegar water.
Arman, he's that guy, the guy I used to love so much but he's also the one who's been scraping so deep a wound I can't possibly get out of my heart.
flash back on
I remember back that afternoon when I came home from the workers at the clothing store I was so happy it was a beautiful day Because that day I received payment from my hard work for 1 month.
I imagined that I would go to his boarding place to surprise him who a few days ago complained of not having the money to pay for the costs.
for sure he will feel very happy.we have been walking together for 2 years he worked in a company as an ordinary employee, he said, that day when he complained about not having money to pay for the costs I told him not to worry about me saying I would pay his expenses and he would save up for our living expenses after marry later.
but really what happened outside of the expectations was not him that I was surprised by but me who was surprised by what I saw in his place. I just got to the front where the door was closed and I thought that she had not come home from work but I wondered why she had shoes on the porch and why she had shoes the women there look quiet when viewed from the outside. But I saw the door that was not locked and also not closed tightly my eyes shriveled to see what I saw in front, I opened the door and I entered secretly, no one was there . but I heard voices talking in the kitchen.
I shut up and tried to sharpen my hearing.
" but until when are you going to keep in touch with him I'm tired like this we're in secret?" it was a girl's voice and I kind of knew her voice, but I was hoping that my hearing was wrong what it might be, she said, until I decided to go inside again and to hear what really happened
" Be patient everything will be done as soon as I get his trust and get what I want from him we will immediately formalize our relationship and I will leave him"
" but until when I'm tired like this keep you my lover but I don't even have the right to introduce you to my friends" said the woman's unmistakable voice turns out that she really is my friend the friend I trust the most,
I never even thought it was our friendship just because of the presence of a man.Just as I never thought that the person I loved turned out to be betraying me with my own friend, I'm still trying to hang in there despite the tightness in the chest I want to find out more about what they're up to
" Patience a little bit more everything will be over soon this afternoon he will come here to deliver money better you go home now lest he meet you when he comes here" said Arman who was so sick piercing my sense of hearing
" but you seem to love her so much I'm jealous to see that" replied the girl Regita who was none other than my friend a friend who both departed from the village and I was the one who brought her to this city
" Of course I have to pretend to love him otherwise How can he give his money his entire salary to me.??" arman replied, My heart aches more and more and I have decided to get out of my hiding place
" prok prok prok" I clapped behind them, "wow great, yes it turns out your plan I really salute to hear this" said I who of course surprised them
" May you're here??, since when ? aren't you at work" said Arman, who was shocked
" of course, you,... Maybe God told me to come here to hear what you're planning" I replied as casually as I could despite the rumbling in my chest I couldn't show that I was weak in front of him
" it's not like you think I can explain everything" Arman said, trying to grab my hand but I brushed it off
" What do I think is, I don't think what, "my answer is as relaxed as possible, Arman should not know that I feel broken, " then what are you trying to explain Mas ??? I don't need an explanation because I've heard everything" I replied
" what did you do to explain it to her?? " said Regita "let him know everything isn't this better so we don't have to explain to him about our relationship yet we don't need him anymore I'll help you with finances" regita added he seemed so eager to keep Arman and he was so afraid that Arman would turn on me. I smiled at him
" I just didn't think with all this mas, after what I've sacrificed for you my hard work over the years, you could do this behind my back" I said, While scanning the appearance of the two of them from top to bottom even their decent clothes are not worth it if there are guests who come, both of them only wear a towel wrapped around the waist only, but they are not, Something may have happened between the two of them but I don't care about any of it.
" let's see that you're May you don't deserve Arman to see how you look and see how Arman looks every day, do you deserve to be next to him??" ledek Regita's
" it doesn't matter you just take him!! , I don't need it, fortunately I already know everything now before everything runs out , before Everything is destroyed "reply me
" this maya is not all regita's fault but yours, you who never want to follow my wishes I'm a normal man I need but you're not going to serve me hold your hand you don't want to, oh that's too godly" replied Arman who made me laugh
" so that's what's in your brain? that's it, it's a good thing that I found out early otherwise I'd regret it and I'm really lucky to never fulfill your wish" I said
" i've got it now I understand what you want hopefully with this you're happy and you remember the regita if he can betray me one day he can also betray you" I said then walked quietly away from the place that nothing had happened,