AFTER YOU BETRAYED

14 Let's Reverse

I just laid my body on the bed, after a while ago Rendy brought me home, well I prefer to go home, however between me and Rendy mas there is no blood relation

now whatever I am with her, still we are foreigners, who happen to be found with ties as brothers, because the same in adopted by Bu Farida.

"clinting.." The notification from my phone reads. reluctantly and tiredly, but still I look too, a foreign number again, why today a lot of unknown numbers enter my contact.

"May. I know it's you, I know you're still mad at me, but please give me a chance to talk..!" there's no profile picture, but from the word I know it's Arman.

"Huh." I grunted annoyed, let alone him, until martial buy a new number everything After the previous number I blocked.

Between us there's nothing more to talk about, I assume it's all done since the moment I caught her with Regita.

It's not that Arman never asked back, ever. he once asked back , it used to be , the next day after I saw his betrayal. the afternoon after I work, he's been waiting in the alley near my boarding place.if I want to accept it, I've done it a long time ago , not only now that I can succeed

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Flashbacks

that afternoon after work, I saw her standing in an alley near my boarding house, but I didn't care to stay indifferent to her

"Maya.. wait..!" she's blocking my hand from trying to get past her." We have a convent! " said while still blocking my hand

"Take off, or I'll scream..!" snapped

"OK. ok.." he raised both his hands.

"Give me time to talk..!" doorways

"Otherwise..? it's all over, there's nothing more to talk about, !" my answer is firm

"May..give me a chance to talk, please..!" the door cupped his hands to his chest.

"Ok. Talk I'll hear, to the point, don't take too long, I'm tired and I need a break..!!"

"May.. I honestly say, I still love you so much, let's get better, I'm sorry for my mistake yesterday, I'm honest.!" heed

"Bulshit.." I said, he looked up in surprise, maybe. he couldn't believe the swearing came out of my mouth. "Have..?? you're done talking..??" Now let me through.

"Maya .. listen to me. I speak honestly from my heart, I really still love you, I can't live without you..!!" resolute again.

"Can't live without me or without my money Arman..??!!" he might be surprised I mentioned his name without any frills*mas*I don't care. "Oh yes I forgot, three more days is the time for you to pay the cost Kan..??!!" I confirmed the purpose of his arrival, he looked nervous and misbehaved "cih.." My inner

"No. it's not true Maya.not like that, from now on I'll pay the cost with my own money, also I'll finance my own life, I just want us to be better, I just want us to be better, let's start from zero again..!!" stammered

" You think I'm a gas station that every buyer always says *in starting from zero huh mbak..?* so..?" I cried, making him more and more wrong

"So you're actually aware that you've been troublesome all this time..??"

"Yes Maya.yeah, I realize I was wrong so please forgive me, my relationship with Regita was just by mistake, please forgive me, let's get better.."

"No... T I D A K.. You know what the word doesn't mean ..??!!"

"You changed Maya... Where was the once gentle and forgiving Maya..?" huh after the usual way did not make him try to play the drama apparently, too bad it did not affect my eyes.

"Huh... are you asking like that??, are you sure.???, or are you forgetting because what I'm changing..??"

my sergeant, "You made me change Arman...! if you ask where Maya used to be . then the answer is...

*The former is dead, buried with your treachery..!" answer me

half yelling, venting the tightness in my chest

"Mayaa... I'm really sorry, I just want us to go back to what we used to be, forget everything that's happened..!" ogre

"You once said, forget what happened.??, if I were the one who betrayed you, would you also accept her ..??" my jolt, which was answered only with a headband.

"Ok. "I said later, I saw his eyes sparkling. "If only for sorry, ok I'm sorry, but to return, my answer remains the same. no T I D A K..!" my duty

"You're arrogant Maya... !" look .. Look, just a moment ago he tried to seduce, Now it has seen its authenticity. "You think you're the greatest haa..??!" he added, I fold two hands in front of the chest, let me hear again what he will say

"Let's look at you, do you think you're beautiful..?" of course I don't feel pretty, I also know that Regita is sexier than me. "You don't even deserve to be called a woman..!" there was a pulse of pain in my chest, the person I adored all this time, could talk like that, but I ignored the pain.I don't want to look defeated by him, I don't want to look defeated by him, I covered my clutter with a cynical laugh.

"you can't even take care of yourself, you can't decorate at all, do you know I'm embarrassed every time I walk with you..do you think anyone would want to make you his girlfriend other than me..?? you should be thanking me, not being such an expensive sell-off like this. !" he continued gasping for breath, as he spoke with a shout . I clapped, I started scanning around I saw some people approaching in a safe distance eavesdropping

"It's done...?? why silence ?? let's continue!! . why stop..??" he looked at me sharply as if anger was in the crown, so maybe he did not realize that since then we have become a spectacle, because the alley was in a densely populated settlement

"Now may I answer..?? can I change my mind to talk..?? I paused my sentence for a moment to take a breath, "You think why I can be like this, why I look ugly, why I can't decorate, why I'm cute, why are the clothes I wear every day shabby and unfashionable.?? , you sure you don't know the answer...?? I stopped for a moment to breathe

"It's all because you're Arman, .!!" he snapped at me. He looked at me. "Yes, because you, I can't decorate, can't care, can't buy nice clothes, it's all because of you, because of all your salary money I gave you..!! Don't you realize it's Arman..??!!" my cry grew fiery, while glancing around the growing number of people

"Maya... is enough .. stop , I'm sorry.. stop yelling..!!" he seems to be starting to realize that we are a spectacle

"No. why should I stop now. I'm not done yet." cut me . "Yes.. Arman, I'm ugly I'm a village, I'm shabby, not fashionable.but the woman you say is ugly and this village, she's the one who made MU survive until this moment. Make you able to stand up to this point..!! are you aware of that ??!!" continued

"From now on don't show your face in front of me, pretend you don't know each other if you accidentally meet, this ugly woman and this village can find happiness, and it can find happiness, and it would be happier without you..!!" my job then passed from that place

"Huuu. was a parasite." I heard a glimpse of the scorn of those who witnessed the drama just now, and I didn't care.