
"We've talked about this before, so I'm not going to talk about it here anymore" Rayyan replied hoping to talk about another topic.
"You've been getting me into this, so I feel like I need to know why you're doing this?"insist Arumi does not want to change the theme.
Rayyan was silent again.He looked at Arumi, as if looking for an answer from the girl's eyes, what the hell was he looking for?
"I love her! "answered Rayyan.
Now Arumi who was silent.Entah why suddenly his heart felt lonely, he felt something was missing, but I don't know what?
"Did he love you?" arumi asked with a look of investigating eyes.
Rayyan smiled as she scratched her head.
'Before coming here, I asked for an HP number and asked a lot of things about you to Enny.According to her confession, she doesn't love you!"continued Arumi while watching the man's reaction.
Suddenly the smile that was tucked in Rayyan's lips instantly turned into a smile of bitterness.Rayyan actually did not feel shocked by the news that Arumi conveyed, because long before he had known about it, about that incontrovertible news. But what makes his reaction immediately changed, he felt sad when he remembered the fate of his love that only clapped one hand.
"Enny first told me that before passing it on to you" Rayyan replied flatly.
"So what motivates you to do all this?"
"Is my answer not clear enough for you?"
"Because of Love? Well.. love is indeed able to make someone can do great things.Just the problem is, he does not love you!"
"But to me it's not a problem!"rayyan replied firmly with great emphasis.
Arumi smiled as she threw her gaze aside, as if she was unsure of what Rayyan had just said.
"There's one more thing Enny said, he feels guilty for giving you a hope that you can't necessarily live up to."
Rayyan was silent.There was a stabbing pain in her heart when she heard the news that Arumi delivered.
"Did Enny tell me why?"rayyan asked like a person who lost hope.
"Yes! Enny is sorry because of the hope he gave you as an excuse to do something stupid!"
"When you're not a match, what are you going to do?"connect Arumi.
"I wouldn't think of anything that wouldn't happen!"
"But I think you have to prepare yourself for all the possibilities that will happen.Don't just know the sweetness of sugar, but you also have to remember, bile is bitter taste.'
"Thank you for the advice."
"Do you think Enny can be trusted?"continued Rayyan.
"Hmm... !" Arumi smiled faintly.
"Why? Are you starting to doubt the decision you made?"continued.
Rayyan shook her head.
" I know Enny and consider her more than a friend, I know Enny is not a person who likes to lie, let alone lie to herself,he hopes you can be a match even though Enny can't make you his girlfriend right now."
"Do you know why?"
Arumi shook her head.
"I don't, I just tease her, Enny, how about going out with me, getting married to you?"arumi said telling a story.
"What does he say?"rayyan asked with a laugh.
"I'm not used to taking the rest of the people, he said while pinching my arm." Arumi told me while laughing.Rayyan also laughed.
"I like to tease him, because that's my way so that he can forget the pain of his life even for a moment" Arumi said.
***
Arumi was happy today, so Enny had entered college again, and Enny also felt the same way.
Furthermore, the days they will go through so' will definitely be exciting and colorful.Life will run as before, as they want, always in togetherness.
Arumi is sometimes concerned and feels sorry to see Rayyan. The more days the handsome golden-hearted man grew thinner and a little nearer, perhaps there was no more time for him to take care of himself for the responsibility he was carrying.
Arumi once conveyed his concerns to Enny, but Enny can what? The girl could only cry, feeling like this was all her fault.
One time Enny once asked that all these crazy deals be stopped, but Rayyan angrily responded to his proposal.
"I've fought desperately with all the abilities I have, you suddenly asked that this be stopped, can't you appreciate the sacrifice I've made?"rayyan replied at the time.
Enny cried, her eyes were filled with kindness and sincerity of the man who began to look shabby.
The clock continues to turn, every day alternately.Every person undergoes their own role, sad or happy, crying or laughing, grieving or rejoicing, or rejoicing, all the plays have been written and listed in the scenario that God determined.Man can only live the role he received, can not deny, because everything is a covenant with the Khalik, because everything is a covenant with the Khalik,when a servant is in the womb.
"So this year's Yan list?"ask Asrul when new student admissions at several universities have opened.
Rayyan's silent.
"So college this year, right?"repeat Asrul with a different sentence.
Rayyan remained silent, giving no response.
Asrul looked at Rayyan for a moment.
"Yes! What's wrong, you got a problem?"
Rayyan shook her head.
"No Yan! You must have a problem!"
"I'm not going to college, Rul!" Rayyan finally opened her voice.
"Why...?"urge Asrul to be astonished.
"I have no money!"
"But you have savings?"ask Asrul to investigate.
"There is no more."
"What the hell are you Yan by the way?"ask Asrul wonder.
"The money's over!"
"Koq can?"
"I gave it to someone!"
"To whom?"
Rayyan sighed for a moment, then she told her story with Enny ranging from A to Z, in detail.
"Yes! Are you crazy, huh?"asrul said after hearing the story that Rayyan told.
Rayyan's silent.
"Didn't that money you need to go to college this year?"
Rayyan lowered her head.
"Didn't you come to this town to go to college?"asrul continued like a person who was irritated and angry.
"Before! Now no!"rayyan replied as if he did not like Asrul's question.
"What's? I think you're completely insane! You're willing to destroy your mother's last hope just for a girl who doesn't love you?"asrul said in a tone that contained emotions.
"Enough... !!!"yelled Rayyan, "Don't bring my mother's house in this matter!"
"Why... ?!"challenge Asrul undaunted.
Seriate...