
Enny also smiled as the scene just played back by her brain.
The scene when Ani flogged up to hit the mattress just because her question about love made guyonan.
Enny still clearly remembers her sister's question.Questions that represent her mind all this time.What does love really look like?
If love is interpreted broadly, is not the entire series of activities recorded memory into a living image that seems like a scene in a film is also an embodiment of love?
And it can also be used as a reason that love is indeed something universal.Love has a broad understanding, covering space and time, covering this universe.
When the understanding of love is narrowed with a focus on the relationship of two people of different types, then that's when love becomes something complex, something complicated, something complicated,because love seems dwarfed from the functions and benefits are enormous.
Love to the opposite sex, or in the Indonesian dictionary also called romance, is a topic that is never discussed and is also a very interesting topic to discuss.
Including also attracting the interest of many professions such as writers, musicians, writers and other professions that make love as inspiration as well as motivation to produce great and phenomenal works.
"I don't want reinforcements ... I don't want to …!!!"igau Ani in his sleep.
Enny's daydream is up when she hears Ani's delirious voice.Enny feels guilty …
"This is why …?"whispered Enny while shaking the little girl's shoulders slowly.
Ani woke up while poking her eyes like a daze.
"What dream?"ask Enny back.
Ani was silent, Anni just stared at her brother for a while then slept again while hugging her twin.
Enny smiled at her sister's behavior.
In silence …
Moments later Enny's mind flew back to the imaginary world ...
Recollecting the term Arumi, the "new one" which he attributed to Rayyan, the driver of a good ojek on line.
Enny indeed can not deny the shady and comfortable feeling he felt when with Rayyan.But is it love …?
Enny is confused .. why the feeling is different when Enny harbors love for a man who almost every day one person with her a year ago.
A new lifetime of the man in the angkot that makes Enny's heart pounding erratically.
At that time Enny was sitting in the 3rd grade of High School, from where the man came suddenly he was almost always in the angkot that Enny boarded.
Whereas when first and second grade, Johnny never saw it despite riding an angkot every day.
From the style and appearance of the man it looks like a college boy.The age Enny estimates about three years older than him.But all is only limited to Enny's estimates, Enny,because he and the man never said a word.
When in the angkot, the man often steal eyes to Enny, and vice versa.
You know the man often noticed it, and vice versa.
the man clearly admired Enny's beauty, but Enny also could not hide her admiration for her good looks.
Enny sometimes lowered her head in embarrassment as her beautiful eyes collided with the eagle eyes of the man.
The man's gaze was so sharp that it reached the deepest recesses of Enny's heart.
Every morning to go to school, Enny hopes that the man is in the angkot he rides.
When the man was not met, why Enny felt lost half his spirit.
Usually the man sat in the back of the corner, Johnny sitting on the bench next to the man's seat next to the entrance.
Enny always goes down first and Enny never knows where the guy went down.
One day ... when the last time he went to school to take a diploma as well as a parting to his teachers because it was over, Johnny went back to riding an angkot and hoped that the man was in it, he said,because the next day Enny will ride a different angkot and a different destination, Johnny will go to college.
Before the angkot departs, suddenly a passenger sitting next to the driver asked to move to sit back.
And it turns out that he was the man .. the man Enny secretly missed.
The man took a seat right in front of him.It seems that the man also knew that today was the last day he met the girl he admired.
Because this last meeting impressed in the setting of the man so as not to be easily forgotten both.
Enny bowed agitated, his voice rumbled erratically.The man was so close in front of him, looking at him hardly missed a second of goods time.
Enny is clumsy and unable to look at her eyeballs.
Memories of it a year ago.When it's a flower of love that almost bloomed and blossomed, slowly began to wither.The flowers that grow in the field of Enny's heart need fertilizer and watered, a dear that the owner went away just like that,where is it … ? Not necessarily the jungle and its existence.
along with my message to focus on college first, Enny must be willing to slowly kill the taste and erase all the memories of the mysterious man.
A year passed by a man called Arumi "new man" present offers a different taste.
Although different but the characters of the two men are almost the same, equally mysterious.
One never spoke, while the other did not show his face.
Could this be the same guy? Why does it feel different? It could be different because it comes in a different way.
Akh ... dizzy, muttered Enny in the heart.
But whoever the two men were, why should they think about it? I have promised myself, for the sake of both my parents I will never embrace a lover before embracing both of them because he has succeeded in becoming the proud child, Enny said.
Enny indeed feels a dilemma.One side as a normal girl sometimes he wants the presence of a lover, but on the other hand he also does not want to disappoint his parents.
Enny's anxiety about addressing the two different sides made him seem to stay away and close himself from men who tried to approach him.
I don't know how many men who come home disappointed, come home empty-handed because they can't pluck love flowers in Enny's heart.
"Don't you feel sorry for those beggars?"ask Arumi one time.
"Which beggar?" Enny confused Arumi's intentions.
"The man you rejected his love for ...."
Enny laughs, "They're beggars ...?"
"Yes.Beggar love ..." replied Enny original.
"Are the dozens of men you rejected a beggar?"ask Enny smiling.
"Well ... What's the difference? People stuck from me just ran to where you are .." replied Arumi with a big smile.
"So you mean I'm just a runaway ...?"
"Ask them?"
Enny pouting ...
"I tell ya .. everywhere if men chase girls must be beautiful first, if it has been a new punch nyari that is as good as ever, which is important to breathe ..already." Arumi ngakak after the sentence is over.
Iiih .. The most annoying human, grumbled Enny in the heart while smiling snobbly.
"No!!! I don't want reinforcements ... I don't want to!!!"
Enny gasped to hear Ani delirious again.
The daydream is back ...
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