A Rose for The Volunteer

part.8 (disappointed)

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Reva is getting used to living one roof with Bayu, Reva also began to learn to cook, already some of the menu he mastered, Reva who was once spoiled a little bit began to turn into a self-sufficient Reva.

Bayu used to leave for work at 07.00 and go home at 17.00, every morning Reva prepared breakfast for Bayu, after Bayu left, Reva started cleaning the house, washing, and all other homework, Reva began to clean the house, although her stomach has been bloated but Reva does not necessarily remain silent, Reva does not want to burden Bayu because of her existence, Bayu enough to help her all this time.

Today Reva deliberately cooked a lot for dinner, Reva wants Bayu to taste the recipe he got from the youtobe earlier. But unfortunately, the clock at home has shown at 20:00, Bayu has not returned home, many times his cell phone call was not lifted. Until finally Reva fell asleep on the sofa.

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Bayu finds Reva sleeping on the Sofa, Clara standing next to him pats Bayu's hand.

"Pity her Bay.

Bayu approached Reva, hesitating to wake her up, understanding Bayu's condition, Clara approached Reva, rubbing her finger gently.

"Ehm Mas Bayu is home? sorry I overslept". Reva wakes up, shocked to find Clara beside her.

"Sleep in your room". Bayu sat on the sofa, took off his business suit, leaving a white shirt on his body.

"Mas Bayu want to eat? let me heat the vegetables". Fresh Reva.

"We've eaten Reva, this just came home from her friend Bayu's party". Sahut Clara's.

Reva just gawked, she turned to leave them, there was a little disappointment because Bayu did not tell her that she was going to the party, if Bayu had told her, maybe Reva would not have been so hard cooking.

Samar, Reva still hears Bayu talking to Clara, Clara laughs occasionally, Clara is indeed a cheerful girl, beautiful and kind, even after Bayu told her about her situation with Reva some time ago, Clara is still willing to wait for Bayu until Reva gives birth, Clara is indeed a girl who is very worthy of Bayu.

Drrrtt..drrttt.

Mother's name is on the screen.

"Assalamualaikum son, you haven't slept?". Bu Nurul is seen on the screen of Reva's phone.

"Waalaikumsalam mom, is Reva already in the room, but not yet asleep, healthy mom? how is Deka's condition now, ma'am?".

"Good mother, son, your father helped me a lot to take care of Deka. Today Deka opened her eyes dear, Deka also moved her fingers, but before long, Deka was unconscious again".

"really Ma'am? What did Doctor Ma say?".

"The doctor said that Deka realized sooner than the doctor expected, it's kind of a miracle Nak, and hopefully Deka always gets a miracle, Deka will soon be healed". You look wiped away tears, maybe you were moved.

"Alhamdulillah ma'am, Reva also wants Deka to heal quickly".

"Wood is sleeping Va?" Ask mom later.

"Ehm..yet mom, still watching tv below, want Reva call?".

"No need son, tomorrow mother calls Bayu himself, now you sleep, do not night-night, take care of the mother's grandchildren yes". Reva nodded.

"Assalamualaikum Reva".

"Waalaikumsalam mom, titip Deka ya ma'am". Mom nodded and turned off the phone.

"why don't you call me when Mom calls". Bayu was already standing at the door, his body leaning against the door.

"Clara has returned? sorry I'm afraid to bother you with Clara".

"What did mom say?".

"They were conscious, she had also moved her fingers". Reva said as she tidied up her bed.

"Thank God". said Bayu briefly.

"Yes Mas, the sooner the better, so I don't feel too guilty about you and Clara for too long".

Bayu did not answer, Bayu closed the door to Reva's room and left her. Reva only let out a long sigh, facing Bayu's fickle attitude.

Bayu went straight to the kitchen to get a drink, his eyes caught the lid on the table, Bayu opened it, there were some menus there.

"Did Reva cook it?".

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I accidentally eavesdropped on my mother and Reva's conversation through a video call, I knew Deka was improving, thank God, meaning my responsibility towards the girl would not be long.

I got to the kitchen and saw a lot of food.

"Did Reva cook it?". with some of the menu she prepared today, I didn't even touch her, was she disappointed? I should have asked him if he had eaten or not, and now I'm sure he hasn't eaten, haaaaaahhhhh, what should I do? I couldn't have asked her to eat after she refused, but what about the child she was carrying if she didn't eat? does he know I'm worried?

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Bayu scooped face with both hands, he was still sitting in the kitchen, in his current mind was just Reva, an exaggerated feeling of worry actually, considering Bayu did not love Reva, Bayu loved Clara, she loved her, and Bayu keeps trying to believe that.

But gestures sometimes deny the desire of the heart, the brain dominates the movement.

Bayu took some Bread, baked it, then arranged it in the tray, a cup of warm tea accompanied the toast ready to eat.

Bayu went back upstairs, knocked on the door a few times and went into Reva's room, while Reva was still busy reading a book on the edge of her bed.

"Eat, you must not have eaten". Bayu put the tray on the table on the side of the bed.

"I've eaten Mas".

"You eat what haaah, the food at the table is still intact, don't lie to me". Reva was silent, because everything Bayu said was true.

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you that I came home late, I totally forgot".

"No papa Mas, besides I am also nobody Mas Bayu, so Mas Bayu does not have to worry, Mas Bayu is not wrong, I am wrong, so a burden for you Mas".

"You're my wife Reva, and I have every right to worry about you".

"But I'm just Mas Danu's wife on paper, we're not real husband and wife, so Mas Bayu don't feel so guilty about it". Reva lowered her face, because Bayu's gaze pointed right at her retina, Reva was afraid.

"I am indeed your husband on paper, I have no right to your body, but I am responsible for you and your baby, as long as you are my wife, do not try to torture yourself and your baby". Bayu came out, closed the door a little hard, Reva could only wipe her chest many times, covering her fear of Bayu.

Reva devoured two pieces of toast, her stomach was hungry, her intention to eat with Bayu ended like this. Without Reva noticing, a drop of tears fell down her cheeks.

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The morning still feels lonely, because the sun is still hiding. Reva wriggled, his stomach was back to feel wrapped around, 2 pieces of bread last night was not enough to satiate himself and his son. Reva walks towards the kitchen, she sees Bayu still curled up on the sofa, his blanket has already fallen to the floor.

Still at 4 o'clock, the cold air made Reva dare to take the blanket Bayu who fell, docked it again in Bayu's body, but when he was about to turn around, Bayu pulled Reva's hand without changing his sleeping position.

"Maass Bayu is awake?" Lirih Reva asked.

"Hmm, I haven't even slept".

"Maassa".

"I'm sorry about last night". Bayu releases Reva's hand. Reva just nodded then walked away from Bayu.

Degs...

Reva's heart beat fast, very fast, as her body was suddenly hugged by Bayu from behind.

"Let it be like this for a while Va, you're making me not sleep all night". Bayu rested his head on Reva's shoulder, his eyes closed, but not with his feelings.

Reva who sculpted felt himself wanting to collapse instantly, Bayu's treatment suddenly made his heart want to jump from its place. The man who is currently holding her, her husband, is really just a temporary husband?.

Bayu let go of her embrace, walking away from Reva.

"Don't worry me anymore, and don't come near me while I'm sleeping, I'm going crazy".

Bayu breaks her body onto the sofa, covers her body with a blanket, leaving Reva increasingly confused with her feelings.

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(connect)

please be patient to wait up yes, I have to divide the time for the children who are still learning at home.

Happy reading all

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