A Rose for The Volunteer

part.13 (bayu Confession)

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Reva is healthy, Reva can already do the activity as usual, she can already take care of Nesya herself. Bayu has also started working. He only got one week off to take care of Nesya's birth, but because his 6-month leave was not taken, so he could accompany Reva longer.

Bayu feels that Nesya is his flesh and blood, when in the office, Nesya's adorable shadow makes Bayu want to go home immediately, hold him, kiss him, and of course make him fall asleep in his arms. Bayu not only likes Reva, but Bayu has really fallen in love with Nesya. What if Deka takes it?

As if Bayu thought about it, the phone connection from Deka made his phone ring.

"Hello Mas".

"Yes Deka".

"Sorry I just got in touch with you, I just finished my last surgery, now I'm totally cured".

"Thank God, I'm definitely very happy".

"The next week I go to LA, I want to meet Reva and my daughter, Mas Bayu can pick me up?".

"Of course Deka, but are you sure you want to travel all the way here with your condition that has just healed". Bayu tried to convince.

"Yes, I miss Reva so much".

Degs...

Someone pinched Bayu's heart, Deka's back, Deka might take Reva from him soon.

Bayu looked agitated.

"Bag".

"Yes Deka".

"Please leave Reva in a moment, I will repay all the kindness of Mas Bayu to me and my little family".

"Yes Deka, you don't have to feel indebted to me, I have to work again, say hello to Mom, take good care of yourself". Bayu disconnected the phone.

Bayu smashed the glass sink in the bathroom of his study room, Bayu reduced his body to the floor, his bloody hands scooped his hair, Bayu groaned in frustration, on the one hand he loved Reva, but on the other hand Deka is his sister, the biological child of Nurul's mother who raised him lovingly, if he took Reva from Deka, if Deka was hurt because of his betrayal with Reva, what about Bu Nurul's feelings?

"Tok.tok...buttonset". The door of Bayu's room is knocked.

Clara stood there, Clara circulated the view to the entire room Bayu, the sound of faucets in the bathroom made Clara know Bayu was there.

Bayu came out of the bathroom, his face was wet, and Clara saw a still-bloody wound on her hand.

"You're why Bay". Clara pulls Bayu's hand, pulls it on the chair, looking for a P3k box.

Bayu remained silent, his thoughts were chaotic, he did not want his bad mood to make him speak badly, he did not want to hurt clara.

Clara was silent, she knew Bayu must have a problem that could not be told to her, she cleaned Bayu's wounds without a sound, occasionally glancing at him who stared blankly at the wall. Bayu was here, but his soul ran for some reason.

"Thank you Clara". Clara nodded, took some drinking water, then gave it to Bayu.

"I'll take you home, let me drive, I'll give you a present for Nesya, I wanted to take you home, but seeing you like this, I'm worried about you on the street".

Clara's right...Bayu may not be able to drive himself, not because of the wound on his hand, but the wound on his heart.

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The car stopped right in the yard. Reva who was holding Nesya greeted him, but Reva was surprised to see Bayu's hand wrapped in bandages, and Clara with herself.

"Hei Reva, sorry to be here, you're so pretty your son". Clara pinched Nesya's cheek, Reva smiled warmly at Clara's arrival, but when she saw Bayu who immediately left them, making Reva wonder.

"Dangan Mas Bayu why Clara?". Reva's trying to find out from Clara.

"I didn't know Va, I met him at the office and Bayu was like that".

Reva invites Clara in, asks Clara to wait a while, Reva tells Nesya to sleep.

Arriving at the room, Reva hears the sound of faucets flowing from the bathroom, she knows Bayu is bathing, Reva prepares a change of clothes, puts him in bed, then goes back down to meet Clara.

Clara tells a lot about her work, about the beginning of her acquaintance with Bayu, and how she can be so close to Bayu, Clara's story seems to remind Reva that Bayu never promised to be with Clara, Clara, but Reva takes it, Reva makes Bayu turn away from Clara.

Bayu who accidentally overheard their conversation felt increasingly guilty with clara.

Bayu walked up to them, sitting next to Reva.

"Sorry Mas, I'll go upstairs, please have a chat with Clara". Reva moved, but Bayu grabbed her hand.

"sit".

Nyali Reva shrieked, she knew Bayu was not in good shape. Reva sat down.

"I'm sorry about Clara before". Bayu began to open his voice, Clara who had caught something strange between Bayu and Reva could only stay still, waiting for what would happen.

"I promised you something, and I'm sorry I couldn't keep it".

"Color Reva?". Clara immediately replied, making Reva further lower her face.

"I just don't want you to hurt Clara".

"I'm really sorry Clara, if it's all because of me". Reva spoke softly while still bowing her face.

"I go up first, you guys solve your problems, I accept whatever Mas Bayu's decision". Reva moved again, but again Bayu's hand prevented him, even now not to take off his grip.

"I love Reva, Clara.., I'm sorry".

Clara sobbed, Reva also shed tears, Bayu's statement was quite surprising for Reva, Bayu had never even said it, but now, what Bayu did was just hit two feelings, immediately, Clara and Reva.

"Well Bay, I accept your decision, may you and Reva be happy". Clara left them, when she reached the door Bayu pulled her hand, hugging her tightly.

"I'm really sorry Clara, I'm sorry, I really can't live without Reva and Nesya". Clara nodded, she understood, even though her heart was hurting.

"I'm taking you home". Continue Bayu.

Clara shakes.

"I'll just take a taxi".

Clara passes, leaving a million guilt in Bayu as well as Reva.

Reva was still sitting in his place, Bayu immediately approached.

"Poor Clara Mas". Reva ventured to look at Bayu.

"I know, but what I'm saying is true Va, I love you".

"When did you start?". Reva found out.

"Let's see, I just want to always be with you, near you, hugging you, doing everything with you".

"But it's not in our covenant Mas..!".

Bayu brought his face closer.

"O yes.I forgot.but when I hugged you didn't you like it?".

Reva pulled her face away from Bayu, but Bayu pulled her nape, and now closed her face.

"I can even count how fast your heart beats, I can feel your body shaking, I can tell you feel the same as me Va".

Reva pushes Bayu's chest away, but Bayu pulls him into her arms.

"The next week Deka comes, she'll take you and Nesya away from me, consider what you'll do after knowing my feelings, I'd like it if you did choose Deka, I can give you back to her". Bayu releases his arms, kisses Reva's forehead, then walks away leaving Reva still on the sofa.

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(Reva part )

Deka, have I forgotten your existence? is it true that my feelings for Mas Bayu have exceeded my feelings for you.

Deka, how should I face you later? What would you do to Mas Bayu if you knew he loved me too, he was my husband. And what are you gonna do to me?

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(But part )

Be honest with your feelings Va, I would even be willing if I had to die to fight for you.

A week later, I'll wait for your decision, go back to Deka, or vote with me.

Even if I have to get hurt, I just want you and Nesya to be happy.

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Bayu threw his body down next to Reva who had already laid back behind him.

Bayu starts counting down, a week is not a long time, Reva and Nesya may soon leave his side, Bayu just want to enjoy a short time, holding Reva in his sleep. Have Reva for a while.

Bayu and Reva, 2 feelings caught in a mistake with the name "marriage".

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sorry I just got up...

super speed to make this part, because a lot of work must be completed today.

hope not to disappoint..

if a lot of typo is understood yes..

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