A Rose for The Volunteer
ex.part 18
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How big is the difference between love and obsession?
Reva just looked at Bayu, her eyes trying to penetrate the mind of her husband Bayu, what will Bayu do after this?
Suddenly, Reva felt afraid, Bayu who had been more than 2 years of being his protector now stood in front of him, then walked up to him, sitting beside him. Bu Nurul welcomes Nesya sitting on her lap.
Bayu grabbed Reva's hand, then grabbed him, all in the room no one opened their voices at all.
"What do you want to say today Va?" said Bayu slowly, without letting go of Reva's hand grip.
Reva's knees were trembling, her hands were in Bayu's grasp were sweating coldly, Reva lowered her head after first glancing towards Deka who was leaning on the wall, and she was looking down, by putting two hands in his pants pocket.
Reva is still silent...
"Why Va? Are you unhappy with our marriage? Now you can say, there's me, there's Deka, we're Va's family, me and Deka's sister, there's Nesya your son and Deka's son, there's Sekar who's pregnant with Deka's child, and there's Deka's me, I have to how...? tell me Va?" bayu's eyes began to look glassy, even Sekar involuntarily wiped the tears with her hijab.
"Do you really want this to end?" Bayu was getting stronger grasping Reva, his tears were no longer held back, Bu Nurul who was next to him could only wipe his son's shoulder while occasionally wiping his own tears.
Reva is still without a sound.
"We did love Va once, but it was, we were just a part of the past, and if I could say it a long time ago, I'd love to say it Va." Deka sighed, walked, sat next to the fire, grabbed his shoulders, saw Sekar who was relentlessly shedding tears making Deka heartless.
"I hate you, Va, but the fact that you're the mother of my son I can't avoid, you're also the wife of my brother who saved my life many times, I'm trying to shake that hate, I'm trying to shake it, I've been so happy living with Sekar and Roses, but you broke it again, you made me hate you again."
Reva was still down, her hands moving, rubbing her face that was getting wet with tears, what was Reva thinking? Everyone sitting in that place couldn't even guess. Each eye took turns staring at each other, they waited for Reva to take a stance, waiting for Reva to say.
"I'm sorry." Reva let go of Bayu's hand, hugging Nesya who was still sitting on Bu Nurul's lap, for a moment, Reva stood there.
"I'm sorry." Reva runs out of the house, running regardless of Bayu who calls her name, Reva just keeps running without direction, she's embarrassed, she feels like a villain in the family, she's a bad guy, he felt unworthy to be in the middle of that family.
Bayu is still trying to chase Reva, until in the entrance alley of his village Bayu saw people crowded on the side of the road, a white car parked next to him, Bayu approached.
"Revaaa... Oh Allah Vaaaa." Bayu hugged Reva's blood-soaked body.
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A few minutes ago when Reva ran, a car was speeding towards Reva who crossed without looking left and right, Reva bounced a few meters to the side of the road, mouth and some other body parts bleed, Reva still had time to wake up, then fainted.
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Bayu was still standing in front of the Emergency Unit, not long after, Deka and Sekar had also reached there, only Bu Nurul had to keep Nesya and Roses at home.
"Where is Reva Mas?" Just to find out, Bayu just shook his head, his face was too panicked and scared.
"Mas Bayu told Pak Hadi?" Deca remembered Papa Reva, Bayu nodded, Bayu still could not say a word, Bayu had just lost Clara, she was really afraid of losing Reva, her heart was crying, screaming, she was afraid of losing Reva, but he held it by smothering his face with both hands.
Two hours later...
Bayu saw a nurse calling her name, Bayu was asked to go to the doctor's room.
"How's my wife doing Doc?"
"Alhamdulillah, Mother Reva has gone through a critical period, but Bu Reva's right arm is broken, and there are bruises on some parts of her body caused by the impact, and there are bruises, later after the condition of Bu Reva better we will do the pen installation operation." Bayu slightly breathed a sigh of relief, at least Reva's injuries did not put his life at risk.
"Now that Bu Reva is being transferred to the hospital room, Pak Bayu can see Bu Reva there" continued the doctor while handing over some prescription drugs that Bayu must take at the pharmacy.
"Thank Doc". Bayu leaves the doctor's office dealing with Reva, heading to the ward where Reva is being treated.
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When Reva opened her eyes, Reva saw Bayu sitting beside her, tightly grasping her hand, in another corner, there was Deka and Sekar, with Deka still embracing his wife's shoulder.
Reva moved her hand slowly, making Bayu loosen her grip.
"You've realized Vaa?" Bayu close the distance of his body.
Reva nodded very slowly, some bruises on her face made Reva's face slightly swollen, there were some scratches there as well.
"I'm sorry, Mom." Reva tried to move one of her hands, but an ache and pain attacked her all of a sudden.
"Aaaagggghh." Reva grimaced in pain, Bayu half got up preventing Reva from moving her hand.
"Don't move much, your hands are broken, tomorrow the doctor is planning a pen surgery, you'll be cured Va."
Reva again let out tears, her voice stuck in the throat, if anyone sells thousands of sorry, then Reva will buy it right now.
If the mistake could be forgiven just by kneeling at Bayu's feet, Reva wanted to do it right now.
Reva realizes, Reva increasingly understands that she is very afraid of losing Bayu, but her desire when she sees Deka inexplicably makes her blind again.
Although Bayu finally forgives her, Reva thinks surely Bayu's feelings for her will change, his mistake has changed the shape of Bayu's feelings.
"Va." Deka walked over, sitting next to the bed.
"We've made mistakes, I don't want you to go back to making the same mistakes, Nesya needs us, especially Mas Bayu, Nesya loves Mas Bayu even more than I do her birth papi, and you know how much Mas Bayu loves you and Nesya?"
Reva was more innocent, his eyes could no longer see Deka, tears made everything blurry, Reva's heart like a thousand needles prick now felt more pain than the wound on his body.
"I love Sekar, and I'm sure you love Mas Bayu, you only see me as part of your unfinished piece of the past, and now let's finish it."
Deka holds her brother's shoulder, Sekar approaches Deka, holding Reva.
"We Reva family, I forgive you and Mas Bayu, let's start everything from scratch, let me and Sekar live happily, like when I let you off for Mas Bayu, let's raise our children with love, they still need us all." one hand Deka embrace Sekar, Sekar who felt so moved immediately embraced Deka.
Reva was still sobbing, on the sidelines of her crying Reva apologized, repeatedly said it, Bayu wiped Reva's tears, reassuring that everything would return to how it was.
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Not so long ago a sense of unease and relief filled their soul space, a middle-aged man appeared in front of the door, his face looking furious, his hands clenched, his arms clenched, he walked up to Deka who was standing next to the bed.
"Buuuugggggghhhhh." a raw bogem landed on Deka's face, making Sekar instantly cry hysterically.
Deka staggered back a few steps, holding the tip of her blood-splitting lips, Deka was still standing, as if ready to take another blow from the middle-aged man who was now standing in front of her, looking at her with hatred and emotion.
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