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Now entering the room first, while Deka was still chatting with his mother, Sekar knew, Deka was entitled to everything that was on him, his life and death, but Sekar was still too afraid to start, he said, After years of living alone, now Sekar must share with a man who all started without feeling love.
Sekar close his blanket, cold began to infiltrate his bony buns, Sekar heard the sound of the door being opened, he then closed his eyes.
Deka lay her body right behind Sekar who slept behind her, Sekar who fell asleep still complete with her hijab. Deka hesitated, Deka was afraid Sekar still refused him, slowly, Deka rubbed Sekar's back, Sekar who felt it could only withstand his uncontrollable heart rate, as much as possible to withstand the intense vibrations in him, as much as possible, controlling his body's reflexes that are out of sync with his mind.
Deka shifted, close his body to Sekar's body, tightened his hands above Sekar's waist, Deka began to feel the rhythm of Sekar's hunting heart. Deka smile.
"You haven't slept?". Deka whispered the sentence in Sekar's ear, softly, and it made the sekar shudder. Keep silent.
"Well, I'm not gonna ask it from you right now, I know, I still don't deserve you". Deka shifted back his body, now they turned their backs on each other.
Sekar was still too confused by his thoughts, but whenever he imagined that Deka was his rightful husband, Sekar's heart seemed to be sliced, how he felt sinful by delaying each time Deka asked for his right.
Sekar turned his body, looked at the back of the sturdy Deka, now Sekar did the same thing, rubbed Deka's back slowly, just as when Sekar rubbed the back of the Rose when he was about to sleep, and made him sleep. Instead of sleeping, Deka smiled.
"sorry". Sekar said very softly, his voice was almost inaudible to Deka.
Deka is still in his position, he is waiting for what Sekar will do next.
15 Minutes, the clock ticking seemed to go very slowly, Deka was still waiting, if he could sleep and wake up in the morning without realizing Sekar was beside him. Honey, all that was only if, Deka was still so aware withholding every turmoil that hunted in his heart.
Before long, Sekar tightened his body, hugging Deka's waist slowly, he held his face on her husband's back, Deka smiled, this is what she wanted, without coercion, without rejection, even though Deka knew, she said, everything needs a stage.
Deka turned her body to face Sekar, Sekar was a little surprised, but Sekar held her back, Deka even aligned her face with Sekar's, looked at her, then rubbed her face.
"May I see your hair". Deka's pleading gaze made Sekar nod his head.
Deka plan to pull the pink hijab that Sekar wears. His hair was black and thick, the scent of his shampoo instantly came out.
"You're beautiful, very pretty". Deka kissed her forehead, then cheeks, and paused briefly on her lips. Deka could feel Sekar's body shaking, Deka pulled back herself. Cuddling Sekar in his arms, buried Sekar's face in the chest of his field.
"Sleep..." Deka smiled, Deka wanted to make Sekar fall in love with her, and give up his whole life without burden, this is a process, not an opportunity to seize all that Sekar has. Enough for tonight, a brief kiss with Sekar's lips can make Deka very happy.
Sekar changed his sleeping position a little, Deka was too strong to hold it.
"Be quiet, don't move much, or I really can't help it". Deka re-captured Sekar's body. The words of Deka make the feather of Sekar again bristles, and,
Now silent, he was sculpting, freezing himself, his body locked by Deka's speech, actually Sekar had been willing if this evening Deka asked for his rights, but Sekar was lucky, because Deka was still postponing it.
The increasingly heavy rain also envelops the feelings of those who are in love, love at a mature age, love that comes back after both feel the loss, their simple love that is without demands.
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All are ready to go to the airport, Deka and Bayu sitting in front, two cassanova son of Bu Nurul that looks so charming, behind him Sekar and Reva, then Bu Nurul and his two grandchildren sat in the back seat, a complete family, despite so many disputes between them before, but in the end they found a way to each other's happiness, just a bunch of faces that still endlessly look at Deka, there's guilt, there's jealousy, or maybe there's a residual feeling that Reva has for Deka, I don't know...
One by one saying goodbye to each other, Nesya was still in the arms of Deka, Deka as if not willing to let go of her daughter, repeatedly kissing her, her eyes began to tear up.
Bayu hugged Bu Nurul, alternating with Reva, then they both greeted Sekar, hugging Roses, the atmosphere of haru created, until when Bayu approached Deka.
"I'm sorry for Kaa again". Bayu hugged Deka, Deka nodded, but Deka had not yet released Nesya, Nesya who from yesterday did not want to with Deka, somehow now tightly in the arms of Deka, without protest without crying.
Reva approaches Deka, Reva extends her hand towards Deka, but Deka does not reply, and Reva asks Nesya from Deka's sling.
"What did Echa say to papi?" Reva whispered the sentence into Nesya's ear.
"Echa dear papi". Nesya said it with a broken word.
Deka spontaneously re-embraced Nesya who was already in Reva's arms, her tears fell, her feelings fell, her distance was so close to Reva made her re-awaken, Deka pulled herself, but Reva whispered something, very slowly, but caught well by the ears of Deka.Turning the nose of Deka, a little grim, not.more precisely a little angry, and Sekar know, a little, every time Deka's eyes ignited Sekar's emotions could catch him.
Sekar approached Deka, clasped his hand tightly, and said his greetings to Nesya and Reva.
Bayu, Reva and Nesya, pass with the sound of the plane disappearing behind the clouds.
They return to the place where they should be, because of Reva's absence, will forever be a wound that will never heal in Deka's heart.
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After taking Bu Nurul home, Deka, Sekar and Mawar rushed home.
Dusk that began to decorate, anesthetize orange to make it beautiful, without rainbow of course, because the rain did not fall this afternoon, but enough to make the eyes fascinated by the color that also drown the sun.
Deka's lips smiled, a great blessing, the sales profit of his shop increased by more than 30%, the windfall of Sekar and Mawar thought Deka.
Deka closed his Laptop, half ran towards the kitchen, carrying a Rose who stood beside Sekar, embracing Sekar's shoulder.
"Why are you smiling?" The rose felt strange to see the Deka who kept smiling.
"Good God, my dear, Daddy's store is getting better, it's thanks to the prayers of both of you". Deka kissed Rose's cheek.
"Alhamdulillah...." The rose and the sekar say it almost at the same time.
"You want a gift what a dear". Deka sat the rose on the chair, and then sat down next to him.
"Eeehhhhmmm". Rose was still thinking, propping her face with her two hands, her little bead was staring at the ceiling of the house.
"If you want to buy what Sekar". Now it was Sekar's turn to be asked, Sekar put the cooked vegetables, moved them to the dining table, and then sat with them.
"I don't want anything, Mas, money in the canister, or some of you donated to the orphanage". Now get some rice for Deka and Roses.
Deka smiled, The new call for her is really heard, Deka likes it.
"Yes, well, what if we donate to the orphanage where mom used to live". Deka immediately agreed to the invitation of the Rose.
"Okay..next week we go to the orphanage, Rose can also buy gifts for the children there, you can take the mother after school". Deka handed back an Atm card to Sekar.
"You bring this, the pin number is our wedding date, tomorrow you take Rose shopping, I can't get between because there is a meeting with the supplier".
"But...." Just doubt.
"I am your husband Sekar, my duty is to give you a living, I work for you and Rose, save it, and wear it as you please, it's your money". Say Deka while eating her food.
"Well, may the rose ask for something". The rose suddenly spoke on the side of his meal.
"What dear? Whatever it is for you, if it's for good, I'll buy it". Deka Sahut.
"Well, whatever the rose wants?". The rose stopped her eating, put her spoon on her plate.
"Mawar wants a sister Well.the Rose management has a sister, but Rose has no sister".
Deka and Sekar reflex looked, Sekar had choked on hearing the request of the Rose. Deka smiled very widely.
"Daddy money is a lot, said my friend if the mother drinks milk pregnant, then the baby sister can live in the mother's stomach, well from tomorrow, the rose does not need to be given pocket money Well, then the baby can live in the mother's stomach, the money to buy pregnant milk just let the mother cepet have a baby sister". This time Deka laughed and pinched the Rose's nose.
"Dear, tomorrow I love you a big sister". Deka laughed again, especially when capturing the reddened hue on Sekar's face. The roses cheered happily.
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The rose was asleep, Sekar who had been lying next to the Rose had not been able to close his eyes, Sekar was still filled with curiosity about Reva's speech to Deka at the airport this morning, what Reva said until Deka re-ignited emotions, lucky Bayu did not see it. Now I have to know.
Sekar knocked on the door of Deka's room, Deka who was still with his laptop was amazed to see Sekar enter his room.
"Sorry, you're still busy?". Deka closed his laptop, put it on his bedside table.
"Come". Deka patted the side where he was sitting, now according to.
"Can tanya?" Deka nodded immediately.
"Reva said what at the airport?". The reflexes hugged Sekar, kissed every part of Sekar's face, then laid Sekar's body in his bed.
"Stop talking about Reva, whatever it is, and whoever she is, I just want you, and I want to immediately grant Rose's request, give her a sister".
Deka released all those who were detained, asked for his rights and had Sekar completely, Sekar did not want to refuse anymore, the arrival of Sekar who wanted to ask about Reva ended with a long struggle. Let go of every longing from a stifled feeling.
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