
I don't know, since the dream of my late (alm) grandfather in the story “first birthday gift at the age of 17” my life feels different 360 degrees. Totally different. At first I felt a tremendous fear until I got sick and went to the hospital because of a high fever due to fear, but after almost 6 years I went through this, I went through this, I feel ordinary and instead feel happy to have new friends who live in different realms, such as Oi and my housekeeper the nosy devil.
It turns out that they (astral beings) are like humans as well, which is full of a myriad of activities. At the beginning I can see and papa says that I am a “anak nila” aka indigo child from the descendants of grandfather, I did not believe it just before, I was, maybe it's just my hallucinations and I never cared about it. But after I lived my life with this privilege, I realized that I was indeed a indigo child.
I feel sure that I am indigo child because I had time to search on google, always read books about spirituality and many ask the same kek To’i. Am I really indigo's son? Is this all just imagination? Who am I really? It turns out that it was answered already if I am indigo alias indigo child from my behavior and daily life that I had never realized before.
I am a man of great piety, always wanting to know everything and always asking about things beyond human reason (father who said).
I when High School became a general champion, when when I only entered the top 10 Junior High School, sukur-sukur never champion 3. For some reason since High School my brain's been improving for the better. Now since sitting in college, I always get A+ or A never B let alone C.
I had a birthmark on my back that was gray, which I initially thought was just a normal birthmark. But it turns out alm grandfather also has this birthmark but in the thigh (said papa).
I like to be bored of things and always be a rebel to the point of this High School and college, my teachers and professors once punished me for judging what they said 50 percent wrong rather than my own analysis. To the extent that I was once stamped as “rebel” in SMA. Wh why? I was right. My analysis is not wrong and I can prove it.
People think of me as another. I feel like I'm normal. But somehow people (who don't know me yet) see me first feel weird and they've told me that I'm crazy because I often laugh at myself, tell my own stories or talk to myself. At that time, I was always the two of us, even three. But no one saw me and thought I was any less sane even to this point.
For those who know me, if I do something strange and out of their minds, they already know why. That's why they (people who know me) always say “already yes, me/we want to chat with Gina” then end my chat with them (astral beings).
My grandfather could see astral beings and also could see the past of people who had never known and knew him just by holding his hand, so my grandfather could know the past of the person. But not with the privilege of seeing the future or predicting something that will happen, my grandfather could not.
I began to be grateful for the favors that God gave me, because besides I got new and new friends again I also know which people are sincere to me and which people are mode to me. Only by looking at the movement of his eyes could I read his heart a little. Thank you for reading this. And for those of you who “Your Nila” children are not different, you are the same as humans in general. You guys are is-ti-me-wa.
**SAI**