Yup! We Are the Twins
Eps. 64
Dear, diary…
Its me.
I am fragile if I am left alone.
The love that I thought was going to leave, in fact, was flooding in.
I was almost desperate, in fact a bright light came to protect me in the midst of the darkness that struck. It led me to keep fighting from a world that never always sided with anyone.
Suffering, wounds, and trauma, almost kill me, if only there were none who would never stop loving me.
The most faithful mother awaits me, the most determined father of anyone, and my twin brother and lover who always love me and look after me are almost never absent.
Thank ye.
Because of all of you who have always been there for me, slowly this wound that I thought would never heal begins to fade. The self-confidence that had been lost, slowly began to return again.
Thank ye.
Thanks to you, I, who hardly wanted to open the door of my heart, slowly began to accept it. Thanks to you too, I know what true love means.
“Not because the physique must always be perfect. Except for being alone as is.”
Thank you, for everything you've done.
Although this self is still so rigid to just say, at least when with the closest people, I am fine.
^^^Dutch,^^^
Kanza Putri Bravani^^
...****...
“Hah?! Quit school? Why?”
“Gue ... still can't if you have to meet people. I'm still scared! So, I'm going to switch to home schooling.” Kanza.
Alma and Kayla who heard it must have felt so sad. Moreover, one of their friends will soon leave school, and will not gather with them again.
Unexpectedly, tears again descended the beautiful faces of Alma and Kayla. The two girls then returned to Kanza's arms. They both cry unwillingly if Kanza has to start school at home.
“Pleasea, Yes! Do you want to leave us again? We are not ready if it fits in school there is no lo!”
“Iya, Za! Can't you get the school done?”
Kanza chuckles slowly while trying to escape the arms of Alma and Kayla who are quite tight. A little makes it crowded due to the actions of his two best friends.
“My school is closed! I can now go to school at home. After the report, I dropped out of school. And if you miss me, you can come to my house whenever you want, because you are my best friend.” Kanza Papar. Alma and Kayla don't want to take their hugs off her.
“Cepet cured, yes, Za! I'm sure what you're afraid of right now is just fear that means nothing, because in reality, you're not alone! Lo there's still me with Alma. There are Kenzo, Alex, as well as your two parents who will always support you until anytime.” Kayla said, making Kanza unconsciously drop her tears.
“Still his support. It's not wrong to choose you guys to be my friends.” Kekeh Kanza's. The three girls intensified their embrace until it felt like they really did not want to let go so quickly.
...****...
“Eh, uh, you already know belom?”
“Apaan? About the Agnes who said she was pregnant?”
“Wah... already know also lo it turns out? He said, yes. Because there was a raid organized by members of OSIS yesterday, they found a test pack in his school bag, really bad not, anyway?”
“Ooh, so the whole story is that? I just know if she's pregnant again, anyway.”
“Means already two dong, yes, the case about pregnancy that occurred in our school for this one semester?”
“Oh, yes! That Bianca, ‘ right? Even though I did not believe the same gossip, because from his face it looks plain. But it turns out .. we can not arbitrarily conclude someone just from the cover doang.”
“Eh, but horrors, the Bianca could get pregnant that way because she got into her plan Agnes! Horrified, yes, initially the Bianca will be bedded the same om-om who has been ordered by Agnes. Uh, it's the same with Haykal. This is the plot of the cake is fate, yes, no, anyway?”
“Hah?! Seriously? Where are you from?”
“There are those who say, I also know from other students because.”
“But you think not, anyway, if if the Bianca really-just the same om-om who was ordered the same Agnes, could only now his fate is more unlucky than now?”
“God is looking, gangs! No matter someone wants to be harmed in such a way, there will certainly be a nolongin. Yes, even if the edges are the same. But the ending is not very ngenes-ngenes. Yes, ‘kan?”
“Eeh, suttt! His parents came to.”
The activities carried out by a group of students are required to stop, because the person they are talking about begins to show the trunk of his nose.
His aura no longer looked like it used to be more arrogant and haughty, as if the whole world had to bend its knees before him. His aura at this moment instead looked more chaotic, with his head that looked slightly lowered, unlike usual.
The students and students who saw it clearly looked at the disgust of the girl who could still dare to come to school, after the news of not wearing it was widespread until out of school.
Airin, a student of class XII Language 3 who used to be the object of bullying Agnes, then walked towards the girl with a fairly deadly gaze. Don't forget the sarcastic laughter he put on his face.
“Wah, wow! The bully girl at our school now wants to be a mom candidate turns out. Congratulations, yes! Although you yourself also do not know who the biological father of the child in the womb lo it!” Pekik Airin's. Instantly made the students and students who were around there again gossip about Agnes.
Agnes looked silent and did not fight back as usual. The girl just looked back at Airin with an emotional gaze, which was instead met with booming laughter by him.
“Heh! You think I'd be scared of that look of yours, huh? Big no!” Press Airin. When Agnes was about to interrupt, the girl hurriedly spoke again.
“If you want to threaten me with that threat again, sorry! That won't work for me anymore. I don't care about my family anymore.” Say again. Soon, all the students and students who were there laughed at the fate of Agnes, who now turned one hundred and eighty degrees from before.
Agnes had almost lost her temper. But even if it exploded now it would be useless. What is, people will be increasingly aware of her who is pregnant. Even though it is in fact so.
Not wanting to linger any longer in that cursed place, Agnes decided to waltz in without saying a word or two. On the other hand, almost all students and students shouted at his departure who chose to be silent and leave like a mute.
...****...
“Thank you dong, plesea! Ck, asshole!” Agnes unceasingly continued to curse at someone who was now trying to contact her.
Dear thousand dear, the person across there even turned off his phone which made Agnes more and more furious.
“Aaaghhhhh!!! Lift bego, lifttt!” His shout was quite loud, so that made some people who were passing by in that place reflex turn to him.
Again there was no other answer than an operator who answered his phone call. Harboring various emotions, the girl continued her footsteps by occasionally stomping her feet on the ground.
This time, if the person still did not want to also pick up the phone, then Agnes would look for him to where he used to often spend all day until night. Yep. Especially if it's not a nightclub.
Riding a taxi he ordered recently, Agnes arrived at the place not to take half an hour. Although time still shows at three in the afternoon, but he memorized very well with the habits of someone he will meet this.
And sure enough, when he arrived inside, the man looked so happy and peaceful surrounded by three women dressed less profanity was attached to him. Oho! Do not forget a bottle of whiskey wine that is half-located not far from the position of the man.
Really shit!
“Doni!” Screeched Agnes. His eyes look as if he can not be distracted from the guy he called by the name ‘Doni’. Suddenly the owner of the name who felt his name was being called was also turned with the look of his face that immediately turned sour.
With a deep breath, the guy named Doni immediately drove the three women who were accompanying him to leave immediately. Without further ado, they left with various cynical gazes aimed at Agnes.
“Why else, anyway? I told you how many times that kid in your stomach doesn't have me! You understand me, huh?”
“What did you say? The last time I had that relationship was just the same! And, you don't want the same what you did to me? At that time, you did not use safety! I've been ingetin many times to use safety! Why don't you recede, huh?” Agnes reply. He did not even care anymore with some customers at the night club who seemed to be looking at him with different gazes.
The guy named Doni was chuckling sarcastically. “So, it's my fault?” He asked, his tone sounded low by occasionally stepping his feet in front of Agnes who was still seen holding back his anger.
“No! It's your fault! Who told you to be such a cute girl!? Diginiin, will. Digituin, will. Turn pregnant, cry. Girls are the same!”
Plaque!
“Job!” Grumpily Agnes, unknowingly her tears began to break after she managed to throw a slap at Doni.
Doni was silent for a while feeling the heat in the area of his cheeks and jaw. Not long after, the guy chuckles with attention returning to Agnes.
“Udah know I'm a jerk, why do you still want to sleep with me? Bego lo girl! Yes, I'm males ladenin lo. I unplug!” Said the man, as he breezed from before Agnes who could do nothing but just be silent with her mouth gaping wide.
Goodness is rewarded with kindness, and vice versa. Right now, the girl had reaped the bitter fruit that she had been planting in her soul for so long.
Karma is real! What he had done to Bianca, now turned around happened to him. If it's like this, ‘regret’ is the right word to represent everything.
...****...
“Well, as we know, today is the day that you as students of Naruna High School receive the results of your hard work for approximately one semester. For those whose names are called please go ahead to take their respective reports. Understand?” The voice of Mr. Ucup who was so booming throughout class XI IPS 4 received a lively and impatient reception from his loyal students.
“Paham!” All the students of XI IPS 4 are increasingly making Mr. Ucup excited to start mentioning one by one the names of his students.
“Ekhem. This is what you call in rank order, yes?” Said again. Making his students even more nervous trembling.
“For the first, Alexi Erza Adhitama!” Mr. Ucup. One class was made to applaud hearing Alex's name again always called the earliest every time the school report distribution.
“For the second, Denisa Akmilia!”
“The third ...” Pak Ucup then stopped his speech by occasionally removing his minus glasses to check whether what he just saw was really the name of the student who entered the third champion category, or not?
“This looks like something's wrong! There must be something wrong with the teacher assessment here!” Mr. Ucup grumbled softly which was able to make his students look at each other wondering.
“What does that mean, Sir?” Juna who had been trying to hold back his curiosity asked.
“This! The third time champion fell to Kenzo, anyway? ‘Kan, I'm so suspicious! Don't you cheat again!”
“Astagfirullah haladzim, sir! I am a good student, polite, polite, and devoted to teachers and parents. Even if my grades are all good, it does not mean I cheat dong! Can you, ‘kan, because of my own hard work? Moreover, ‘kan, I want to be the main successor of FJ Corps. School time can't be ranked in the top three, anyway? Shame dong, sir, same prospective employees I later? Yes, ‘kan?” Babe Kenzo at length. Making his classmates can only shake their heads at the man's speech.
“Udahlah, Sir, please accept! Kenzo even though sometimes the person is crazy, his brain does not digress very, really, I guarantee, deh!” Azka said quickly, making Mr. Ucup who was about to return to complain chose to undo his intentions.
“Ya. Third place, Kenzo Neighbor Bagaskara!” Said Mr. Ucup in the end.
“Mantap!”
“For next rank, Rio Guinanda!”
“Aaakkk!!! My honey sweety Rio turned out to be champion four dooonggg!!! Ululuuu... make it even more dear, deh!” Chirps Alma, who spontaneously got a slur of disgust from her classmates. In addition to Rio who feels very happy due to Alma who increasingly klepek-klepek made.
“Ngapa lo? Nausea cake people cravings. Pregnant with her son Juna, yes?” Her chirps, making Kayla reflex to punch Alma's mouth that can if she talks never filtered first.
“Over time I clapped too, yeah, julid lo's mouth! Indiscriminate by the way!”
“Seventh rank, Arjuna Wiratmaja!” Sahut Pak Ucup, immediately shifted the focus of Alma and Kayla who arguably have missed a lot of information.
“Eeh, how do you call it seventh? Fifth is the sixth who, jir?” Alma sewot in place, in contrast to Kayla who secretly gulped her hard-earned saliva when she heard the name of Juna who was usually never mentioned earlier in the report division, now the opposite.
“Sial! I lost.” Kayla Mumbles. Without the girl realizing it, Juna began to step his feet in front of Kayla who was seen still dumbstruck in her place.
When the guy arrived beside Kayla, he hurriedly handed his report right in front of Kayla until it made the girl surprised by it.
“As per deal. If my rank is above lo, it means you are my girlfriend. You want to accept it or not, you have to be my girlfriend!” Juna suddenly said. Alma's reflexes next to Kayla immediately smothered her gaping mouth wide.
“Deal? What deal? Why don't I know?” Mumbled Alma. Spontaneous Kayla hissing.
“This-”
“Gue don't want to know, out of school lo storyain all the same me! Engga-”
“Ranked eighth, Alma Susanti!” Sahut Pak Ucup next, immediately cut the words of the owner of the name.
In a hurry, Alma got up from her sitting position. But before he actually sauntered to pick up his report, his attention returned to Kayla who was seen closing her eyes with deeply furrowed eyebrows.
“Inget! You have a debt of the same story me!”
...****...
“La, wait, La! You have a debt agreement with me! You can't go here dong!” Kayla spontaneously stopped her footsteps for a moment when one of her hands was blocked by a person from behind.
By taking a deep breath, the girl then turned her body while brushed aside the hand of someone who was still faithfully clutching her wrist. Who else if not Juna?
“La! You didn't forget about our deal at that time-”
“Yes, yes, I did not forget! I'm just trying to find myself again. And again, I'm not ready to be lo.”'s girlfriend Sela Kayla's. Sontak Juna chuckled softly with unguarded attention turned away from the girl.
“But ready? Not ready yet, anyway? In the deal that we made at that time, ready not ready, or not want to, you have to accept it with a chest of air. And again, when do you want to pretend you don't have the same feelings as me? You're not tired of what? Mending Lo nurut be my girlfriend, let us equally good. Okay?” Juna Cerocos. When Kayla was about to interrupt back, Alma who had come out of nowhere replied in a quite shrill voice, occasionally clapping her hands.
“Ooh, so you two have a deal that I don't know about, do you? Yeah, you two! Lo too, La! I know you lost, still not nerima the Juna! Lo if you really-no taste, you do not just hang her feelings that way. Take his revenge. Intar if suddenly the Juna go again because of your attitude, I guarantee you will be happy for life!”
“Noh, tenserin says temen lo!” Juna Timpal. More and more make Kayla cornered especially when getting a long speech from Alma.
However, what Alma said to her just now was indeed nothing wrong. But can Kayla open the door of her heart as wide as ever, and to the same person?
“La, inget! There's no harm in trying the same thing, the same people. Maybe you guys were unlucky again. But now, maybe it's time for you to open your hearts and feelings to each other. I knew you were the most hurt. But, not now that Juna is also injured because of lo? I'm not here to judge your love affairs. I just don't want to lose the deep regret just because of your high ego! I just want you to be happy.” Bright Alma, making the atmosphere between them suddenly quiet.
“Sorry, if I'm impressed to interfere. I'm like this because I'm your best friend, La!” Continue Alma. After the girl was finished, she began to waltz away leaving Kayla and Juna still in silence.
“Jun!” Call Kayla. Juna reflexes with his head slightly raised.
“Gue .. apologize for my attitude to elo all this time. But, can you not, you give me a little more time to think this is all mature? I promise, after my heart has started to calm down, I will come to elo and say that I want to be your girlfriend. How?”
Juna was silent for a moment considering the girl's words. How long, the guy nodded weakly accompanied by a long breath. “OK. But-”
“Still. I'll go first!” Sela Kayla, then hurriedly left. Without any intention of waiting for Juna to continue his words.
On the other hand, Juna chuckles slowly to witness the fate of his love which is always far from smooth. But isn't this the karma God gave her? Who told him to be late to like Kayla so that made the girl hurt so deeply.
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“Jadi ... has the result come out? So, she said what gender?” Kanza sits on a wooden swing in a large courtyard in the Bianca residence.
Yep. At this time the girl was in the residence of Haykal and Bianca house to just stay in touch. All of you see the state of Bianca which he said lately is often nauseous.
“Hm .. her fetus is still young, so her gender is not yet clearly visible. But he said it was probably women.” Bianca. A faint smile rose on her beautiful face. One of his hands was raised hugging his stomach which no longer looked flat.
“Congratulations, yes. Oh, aye! He said you get nauseous often? How do doctors say?” Ask Kanza again, while approaching her sitting position next to Bianca.
“There are no serious problems, really. Cuman, yes, must be diligent in eating and drinking healthy, just as rest do not forget. That's doang.” Reply Bianca, who was only answered with a nod of the head by Kanza.
Afterwards, the atmosphere between the two girls suddenly quieted down. Both of them were busy with their thoughts.
A long breath and then Bianca exhaled. Sontak makes Kanza who was daydreaming something and then turned to him.
“Gue .. kangen school atmosphere, Za!” Bianca suddenly. It was then reminded Kanza that she will soon not continue school at Naruna High School, and will switch to home schooling.
Is wrong!
Kanza never came to school again. In the middle of the test, he did it at his home. And even on the day of the report distribution held today, he did not come. The girl instead went to Bianca's house to try to get rid of her sense of irritation.
Kanza really wants to go to that report-sharing show, really! It's just, he's too scared. Just looking at the security guard at his house made Kanza a little trembling. Especially if you have to deal with people at school?
Kanza sighed furiously while leaning her back on the long chair-shaped wooden swing. “In fact, I also miss joking with friends at school. But, I was too afraid to go back there.”
“Patience, yes, Za! This is probably the best thing for lo.” Bianca touches Kanza's arm slowly, trying to give her a little strength to face a life that never goes according to what she wants.
Kanza no longer replied to Bianca. The girl simply nodded back by touching Bianca's still loyal hand touching her arm.
“Still, yes, Bi! And, passion also makes you! We live our lives by relying on a groove that has been seen.”
“Anyway, it's late afternoon. I go back first, yeah. I promised Mami I wouldn't go long. He was still worried about my kidnapping incident at that time because.” Kanza continued, making Bianca can only nod assuringly.
“Ya. Anyway, thank you, yes you want to stop by. Though I was confused about wanting to talk to someone, but I forgot that my friends were all back at school. But suddenly you tell me if you want to come. I'm really happy.”
“Iya, equally. Em, from tomorrow, we can go to school together. You see, I have decided to really switch to home schooling.”
“So, is that really? Very dear,”
Kanza again let out a long sigh, then got up from her position which was also followed by Bianca. “How else? I still can't control myself right now. I can talk quietly like this just with my family and friends doang. Same person besides that I still can't.” Kanza. His head lowered deeply with fists in both of his hands growing tight.
“Hopefully cepet healed, yes, Za! I'm sure, you can definitely deal with all this.” Bianca. A sincere smile rose on her beautiful face.
“One more time thanks, Bi! Then I go home first, yeah,”
“Eeh, would you like me to ante up front?” Kanza. “No need. Kasian later dede baby exhausted. Lo here aja.” Kanza.
When the girl was about to completely leave, the corner of her heart suddenly hesitated. His head then turned back to Bianca who was seen putting on a look of confusion.
“Why, Za? Is anyone missing?”
“Em, gini. I ... Can you please touch your stomach? I have always been very curious about it, hehe.” Hearing what Kanza said just now, Bianca's reflexes rounded her eyes with an occasional blink.
“What's the question?” Ask Bianca. Sontak Kanza.
“What's up, huh? I don't know, the point is I want to touch it. But if you can't-”
“Bby, kok!” Sela Bianca's. One of her hands quickly grabbed one of Kanza's hands, and led her to touch her stomach just as the girl wanted.
Kanza remained silent for a while. His heart suddenly beat violently with a strange feeling that seemed to flow into his heart.
Yeah, it's so weird! Kanza has never felt this kind of thing in her life. The haru feeling of feeling that there were other living things growing in a female fetus, made her subconsciously develop her smile.
“So, like this it feels to be a real woman?” Kanza's murmur was almost inaudible to Bianca.
“Yes? Lo say what, Za?” Sontak Kanza releases her hand that still touches Bianca's stomach. Shortly after, the girl shook her head slowly while still putting on her smile.
“Neg. I just ... What, huh? Feel moved.”
“Termaru?”
“I-yeah, hehe. If that's what I am first, yes, bye!” Pamit Kanza is in a hurry. Bianca who saw it could only shake her head.
“Kanza, Kansa. Let alone you who others feel overwhelmed, let alone me who ngalamin?”
...****...
Kanza breathed a sigh of relief as she had completely left the large area of Bianca's courtyard. When he had just exited through the gate, a fiery red sports motor parked right in front of the gate as if welcoming his presence.
As Kanza turns his head in all directions, his net captures the full uniformed male figure typical of Naruna High School by wearing a black and gray hoodie jacket, smiling kindly at him.
His body that is too high with such a beautiful level is indeed a beautiful sight in itself. Moreover, the beautiful clean environment that is behind the male body. Increasingly add to the impression of aesthetics.
Slowly but surely, Kanza stepped her feet towards the man who was none other than Alex. A warm smile as if he never stopped giving between his footsteps approached the man.
“Kok, are you here?” Kanza softly replied, when the girl had fully stood right in front of Alex.
The guy didn't answer it right away. He only smiled with one of his hands grabbing Kanza's hand, while the other outstretched hand gently rubbed the top of his head.
“Fetch you.” Alex said, then kissed the back of Kanza's hand that was still loyal in his grasp.
“Go home now?” Continue the guy, who inevitably can only be answered a brief nod by Kanza.
Before Alex was really going to ride his bike, the guy took one of his helmets to be worn by Kanza. Not to forget he also helped his girl wear the helmet with full attention.
“Tumben take motor? Where's the car?” Ask Kanza. A red tinge adorned both of his cheeks without him noticing.
“There. Just another males. All right, if you use a motorbike, ‘kan, let's be more romantic. Ekhem, hug-hugging.” Said Alex. Both of his eyebrows were deliberately lowered, making Kanza who saw him reflexively hit the man's arm slowly.
“Ish! Basic guy!” In his deepest heart, the girl had been made stubbornly unbecoming just because of the words of Alex who increasingly dared to tease him.
While Alex himself, he was so happy if he had seen the look on Kanza's face that sometimes made salting because of his actions. It's like, Alex doesn't want that misbehaving smile to just disappear from his place. Alex wants to continue to make Kanza happy in any way that won't hurt him.
“Udah, don't be smiling. Buruan, up! Entar in time, Aunt Chelsea worried again.”
“Ck, yes, yes! Really onion.”
^^^To be continuous….^^^
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