
"You may not know me. I was your first love. Vando!"
Kanza is increasingly made to freeze unable to wart, while the man returns to express his words. And what makes Kanza even more shocked is, that guy is Vando. Someone from her past who made Kanza feel pain and trauma very deep.
The girl thought she had seen it wrong, or maybe there was someone similar to her. Unfortunately, what he thinks does not match reality. The guy he just thought looked like the person he was most afraid of, was actually him.
Vandos. A person who incised wounds and trauma that until now has not been able to recover fully.
Realizing that she was still in place, Kanza slowly began to re-awaken herself. His mouth chuckled incisively with both eyes slightly glazed over. Making Alma and Kayla who saw it suddenly wonder.
"Za, lo—" Alma hangs up her words as Kanza begins to turn her body to face the guy who claims to be named Vando.
The girl's face looks chaotic, but as much as possible she should look calm.
Kanza chuckles again. Seeing Kanza's reaction which turned out to be still frightened by her presence, a terrible smile then emerged from Vando's face.
"My first love?" Sahut Kanza's. As much as possible he stared at a pair of eyeballs belonging to Vando who was also looking back at him.
Without answering verbally, the man nodded while smiling sweetly. Yeah, sweet. Sweet in the eyes of those who do not know other realities about him. But in Kanza's eyes, Vando's smile was terrible.
"Sorry! You're getting people wrong. My first love is not lo, but a guy who is currently my girlfriend. He was my first love and my last love. Excuse me." Tandas Kanza, by pressing a few words in his sentence.
Afterwards, the girl sauntered from in front of Vando. Not to forget, he also pulled his best friend's hands to immediately get away from the canteen area. Disregarding his rebellious stomach asking to be filled.
He thought, getting away from a dangerous guy is more important than serving his hunger. And again, the hunger that had stopped earlier had already left. And it's all because of Vando. His unexpected arrival, was like a catastrophe for Kanza.
...****...
Alma and Kayla stared at each other after almost a long time both of them were silent with a focus that would occasionally glance at Kanza. The two girls were completely engulfed in confusion as well as awkwardness.
They thought, what happened to Kanza? Is there something between that girl and that guy?
There's a lot they want to ask. Unfortunately, all they could do was remain silent with occasional gazing at each other.
"Ekhem." Alma cleared his throat strong enough to try to eliminate the awkwardness that struck. When the girl was about to make a sound, Kanza who had been pensive in her chair immediately got up. Alma and Kayla turn to the girl.
"Gue wants to go to the toilet for a while" said Kanza, without looking at his two best friends.
When Alma and Kayla were about to reply, the girl had already left the classroom. Leaving a slight sense of disappointment in the hearts of Alma and also Kayla.
...****...
Azka let out a huffed breath for some time. The man's face looks so chaotic and frustrating as usual. Making his friends who were not far from the position of the man then turned to look full of questions.
"Ka! Lo why? I noticed the face of the cake asem-asem. Not the cake usually," Juna patted Azka's shoulder gently, thus making the guy reflexively turn to her.
"Lo's got a problem, Ka? Confirm, resting again on the gathering, nih," Rio interrupted who was immediately embraced by Alex, Haykal, and Juna.
Again Azka let out a sigh with her head bowed deeply. "Gue .. I don't know where to talk from" he said slowly.
His friends seemed to think for a moment. "Family problems?" Guess Alex, make Azka immediately round her eyes with attention that turns on the guy.
"Lo know where, Lex?" Kaget Azka, who was immediately responded to a small puckish by Haykal. "I don't know him, Ka! Alex, right, the most sensitive of us-we are,"
Hearing that, Azka immediately regained her senses. That's right Haykal said. Alex is the most sensitive of creatures. Not infrequently even the guy is often a good listener for his friends.
Azka again sighed furiously while nodding a few times. His two eyeballs that were still fine slowly began to glaze over a bit.
"Gue just found me, Nyokap me,"
"Huh?! You're still alive, Ka?!" Alex, Haykal, Juna, and Rio spoke together with their pair of eyeballs that reflexively widened. Azka's words just succeeded in making the four of them shocked half to death.
Azka did not immediately reply to spontaneous questions from her friends. His head was even still lowered with an occasional chuckle. "The parent I thought never existed, in fact he still exists. But even if he never tried to find me. Am I that sinful that they won't find me?"
Baffled. That's what Alex and the others felt. Azka's words were too difficult to understand.
What did he say? That guy met his mom? Isn't Azka an orphan?
"Ka! You have something hidden with us, right? Honestly, I don't understand your words. Are your parents not dead? Who have you seen recently?" Alex's diluted brain began to float his confusion. The guy even asked merentet make his other friends can only listen.
Azka sighed slowly. A bitter smile rose from his face. "My parents aren't dead yet, Lex! That's just the reason why I can't find them. I even know that I am in the same city as I am from Om Kelvin. And my meeting at that time was the same as him, at first I just wanted to let go of the miss. But I don't know why the feeling of sprain, anger and hate was actually present when the tears he fell right in front of me. I couldn't even believe that the woman standing in front of me was my real mother,"
Everything went silent immediately. Azka's sad speech was accompanied by tears that fell without her realizing it made her friends speechless.
"Oh! There's one more thing. I just found out that Bokap I who I never know how he looks like, in fact is the most jerk in the world. He has destroyed the relationship between Nyokap I and Eyang, and he also left my Nyokap because it can not support us both,"
His friends became more silent when Azka spoke again. They were too shocked to hear the Azka family's life story that was far from what was rumored. Semenyet this is his life?
"Lo knows this story from—" Juna paused his speech as Haykal's hand touched his arm tightly. Trying to code that guy not to ask that question right now.
"credits ... You've lied to you, if your parents are actually not dead, then? And, Om Kelvin says everything is the same, so you also meet Nyokap lo. About Bokap lo who said that jerk we skipped first. But my question here is, you love not the same Nyokap lo?" Rio asked, after almost a long time the guy chose to be quiet and listen with the others.
Now it was Azka's turn to be silent. The guy's brain suddenly seemed to spin as if looking for answers to questions from Rio that were thrown at him.
"Gue .. I do not know. I even met him once. How do I—"
"Now, yes, Ka! In the beginning you do not know the fact that your parents are still alive, what are you rasain?"
Azka was grinning softly with one corner of her lips raised. "Frustation. I even had the same sirik lo all who still have parents, let alone the same Kenzo. Have parents get along, well, care for their children, who wouldn't be envious?"
Rio nodded in understanding. "Keep knowing the truth, what do you rasain?" Ask again, a little makes Azka wonder, including Alex, Juna, and Haykal.
"Why are you that?" Ask Azka. But instead of answering, Rio flicked his shoulders. And inevitably, Azka had to answer.
Azka took a deep breath. "Gue .. At first I was shocked by the news. But over time, I wondered where they were. I even had a moment to smile when I knew that my Nyokap was somewhere not far from my place. But—"
"But?!"
Azka exhaled before the guy would actually continue his words. "That happy feeling instantly vanished when I passed her. My initial intention was; I wanted to meet him and hug him while saying that I miss him. I want you guys who have complete parents. Errata. Apparently, one parent figure for me. There really isn't,"
Alex, Rio, Juna, and Haykal, compactly exhaled a long breath after Azka finished her speech. The four of them were confused as to what to say?! They had never been in the Azka position.
"By the way, after I told you, it felt like I had a little enlightenment. I don't seem to think too much about it right now. Thank's, yeah. You're all I have," Azka suddenly rose from her sitting position and made her other friends refocus their attention on the guy.
Seeing the Azka's movements, it is not impossible that they did not wonder.
"Where are you going, Ka?" Haykal asked, almost getting up from his position.
"No, get there! I want to smoke. My stress," he said, chuckling softly.
That's Azka. Having problems or burdens of mind in his life, he never showed it. Even when he had to tell a story, Azka would remain calm as if he was not the one in the story he explained. And even if Azka had to vent emotions, she wouldn't have vented it all. Just a little bit, then it will look like it was.
It is quite difficult to understand the heart of the man. Even her friends could not guess what her mood was like. Azka is too shrewd to hide her feelings.
...****...
Upon arrival in one of the school toilets, precisely the eleventh-grade toilet room, Kanza immediately shut himself in there by tightly locking the toilet door. Tears that he initially held for a while, eventually began to appear, so that it began to wet his beautiful face.
Slowly, his cries began to sound. His body also shakes. Without realizing it, his hands began to hug his own body.
Fearful. One thing seems to continue to haunt him without exception, as well as the events a moment ago when Kanza again met the figure of Vando. The figure that made him almost crazy for a moment.
"Why?" Kanza muttered paused her speech, then wiped the tears that were without excuse back escaped just down her face.
"Why do you have to show up in my life again? Why don't you say it? Why should I be your target? I have what's wrong with you?" Kanza took in a deep breath as she continued to hug her body tightly.
Baffled. Kanza doesn't know who to complain to? On Kenzo? Nah! The guy hasn't even fully recovered from his injuries. He did not want to make the still-treated Kenzo worry just because the person he feared the most was back.
And what about Alex? Can he complain to that guy? But the question is, is she willing to be Kanza's back when she herself can't trust anyone else?!
Kanza is increasingly unable to hide her fears. The tears that were left were even more so that both of his eyes had been swollen to redden. Luckily, her crying almost subsided.
Ting... Kegs...
Ting... Kegs...
The bell sound of the end of the break has sounded. Able to resuscitate Kanza from her gloomy daydream so hastily, Kanza rose from her position while wiping away the remaining tears still stuck to her face.
Once enough was felt, one of the girl's hands stretched out to open the lock and pull the toilet door knob, until finally the door began to open.
However, when Kanza was just a step out of the toilet cubicle, her eyes reflexively rounded as the sturdy back of someone she knew stood half-bent before her.
"A-alex?!" Sahut Kanza, trying to guess.
And it's true. The guy who was washing his hands in one of the sinks immediately turned his head with both eyebrows that looked deeply wrinkled.
"Za? How come you can be here?" Alex began to close the sink faucet after it felt enough he washed his hands. Afterwards, the man grabbed a few sheets of tissue paper not far from the tap position to dry his hands, then walked up to Kanza who looked nervous with an occasional forced smile.
"Not ... I should be the one, huh? Why are you here?" Ask Kanza. Sontak made Alex chuckle softly with a sweet smile that appeared on his handsome face.
"This is a guy's toilet, Za! What do you want to do to the boys' toilet, hm?" said Alex. Reflexes make Kanza then rounded his eyes with his mouth slightly widened.
"Huh?! To-toilet guy?" The screech. Very plainly, Alex nodded. As for Kanza, the girl immediately patted her forehead hard enough then hid her two eyeballs.
Embarrassed. That's what he feels. Why also at times like this Kanza even entered the toilet wrong? Fortunately, the one who discovered it was Alex. What if someone else? Can be embarrassed to dig the hole itself mah, fix!
"I-this ... toilet boy, huh? Sorry, I was in a hurry. Gak seng—"
"Lo why? Are you crying?" Alex interrupts Kanza with one of his outstretched hands, gently raising the girl's chin. Until making his attention that initially lowered then turned to Alex.
Kanza was silent for a while with a pair of eyeballs that blinked a few times. His throat suddenly felt so dry that he kept trying to swallow his saliva with difficulty.
Alex's next speech was able to make Kanza immediately aware. In a hurry, the girl then pushed Alex's hand slowly while rewinding her little footsteps.
"Huh-huh?! Wh-who is crying? I'm not crying, really! Gu-gue is just a flickering doang. I just finished the same sad ending drama marathon Alma Kayla, so my eyes—" Kanza said immediately stopped when Alex's palm touched the soft palms of his hands.
"Za! You can't lie to me. Please, honestly! Who made you cry? Don't be afraid. Is it me, hm?"
The fake smile on Kanza's face instantly faded when the subtle-talk from Alex's mouth was heard by his sense of hearing. In that instant, Kanza's tears again escaped from her place. His shoulders shook and his cries returned. With complete confidence, Kanza ran to hug Alex's body. Trying to get a little protection from that guy.
Finding her girl who suddenly cried and hugged her body, Alex was surprised. But not for long, the guy returned Kanza's embrace so tightly, trying to calm the girl whose cries became increasingly.
"Gue was afraid, Lex .." muttered Kanza, with her voice slightly trembling.
Attentively, Alex gently rubs Kanza's back trying to keep the girl calm. "There I am, you have nothing to fear. Try to tell a slow story. Lo why, hm? Who made you like this?"
Slowly but surely, Kanza starts to break away from Alex. Her crying slowly began to subside. Seeing that, with full attention, Alex wiped the remaining tears that were still attached to Kanza's face. His pair of eyeballs had not also switched from the look of Kanza's face that was still down yet to say the sentence.
"Za?" Call Alex, it seems Kanza has been silent for almost too long yet to say anything.
Kanza tries to calm herself down a little by occasionally taking a deep breath, then exhaling. When her feelings began to calm down a little, Kanza tried to dare to start opening her mouth even though it was still shaking.
"Di-dia—" Kanza again paused for a moment by taking a deep breath again. For whatever reason, being honest with someone about their fears is not easy. It takes courage and strength to overcome fear.
"Who?"
Kanza tried to swallow her saliva with difficulty, before she finally tried to vent to say it to Alex.
"Va-vandos. He's back again. Dan— he is in this school," Kanza said, in the end. Can make Alex immediately widen both his eyes with his mouth slightly open.
"What?!"
...****...
The afternoon was about to change, and the school had been disbanded about a few seconds ago. All students and students began to scatter from the classroom, not least for class XI IPS 4. The twins Kanza and Kenzo, as well as others.
Kenzo who still can not school make the classroom that is usually noisy and noisy, suddenly quiet and obedient like class XI IPA 1 which is known as a place for children to be diligent.
Alex breathed a sigh as he rose from his chair with one of his hands carrying the bag. A pair of legs casually walk towards the table someone who looks still busy tidying up books and stationery.
"Za! Who are you going home with?" That's not Alex's voice. But Alma who had just stood up from her chair while carrying a medium-sized backpack was light brown and cream. A single innocent smile rose on her beautiful face, as if indifferent to Kanza's attitude returning to her normal form due to her encounter with an unknown man a few hours ago.
Kanza who was daydreaming while trying to hold her bag then turned her head. "Eh? I'm going home—"
"Kanza came home with me." Alex cuts off the two girls' conversation by appearing in their midst. Her flat face and cold gaze could intimidate Alma.
"O-oh! Gi-gitu, huh? I think Kanza came home alone, because I came home with a motorbike, just don't want to be alone. Em ... Yeah, well, if you go home the same! If so I go first, yes," said Alma who ended with a forced smile. Afterwards, the girl breezed out of the classroom without saying anything more.
While Kayla, the girl had gone home earlier than since the last lesson teacher resigned. He said, in a hurry to get somewhere. Didn't say where it was.
Seeing Alma who hastily came out, Rio who was originally busy checking his phone then realized. In a hurry, the guy ran after his girlfriend with the occasional turn on the girl.
Not much different from Rio, Juna also ran after Alma to ask some important questions that felt really should be asked immediately.
"Buset, wait!" Pekik Azka, a moment when Juna had already sunk behind the door.
"Bareng same cave ajalah. Tuh, the kid who wants to ask about Kayla, so he's chasing after the Alma." Haykal embraced Azka's shoulder, making her spontaneously turn to the guy.
"Emang is just the most solid doang! Yeah, thats. Skuy, go! Lex, we go first, yeah!" azka said, his attention then turned to Alex who was still loyal to put on a flat look with attention that had not yet switched from Kanza.
"Hm." Reply Alex, briefly. Without intending to look at it one bit.
Seeing Alex's attitude is not as usual, Haykal and Azka then look at each other with a questionable look. Choosing not to take a headache, the two then cleared their throat slowly, then sauntered out of the classroom with their other classmates.
"What's Alex? The persambet?" Whisper Azka, in between her footsteps.
"Where do I know. You think I'm mamaknye?"
...****...
"Lex's? How, you've been demed, anyway? Gu-gue's wrong, yes, same lo?" Kanza asked carefully, feeling that the guy was still silent with a walking position next to Kanza.
Alex did not answer. The guy even let out a long sigh with one of his hands clasping Kanza tightly.
Kanza lowered her face with a moody expression. The girl already knew enough of the answer from the look of Alex and the question that never answered.
Alex stopped his footsteps suddenly, making Kanza also stop his footsteps. When the girl looked at Alex's steady back, instead of turning back, she walked away from Kanza and chose to approach her car without saying a word. Increasingly makes Kanza continue to corner himself, that he is the cause of Alex's attitude that becomes like this.
"Lo wait for me in the car. I want to meet a commenter," the sound of the car door opening accompanied by a flat voice from Alex, suddenly made Kanza then raised his head with a pair of eyes that looked wide.
Feeling something strange, Kanza ventured to walk up to Alex who was still standing next to one of his car doors that were wide open.
"Who do you want to see?" Instead of answering, Alex instead pushed Kanza's body slowly, taking her to enter the car immediately.
"Lo wait here, yeah. I wasn't long, anyway," he said softly, as Kanza was actually in his car whose door he had closed.
"But—" Kanza has not had time to finish his speech, the guy has already sauntered away from the school parking lot. The look on his face grew cold with his jaw almost hardened.
...****...
"Lo's a twelfth grader, right? You know a guy named Vando, don't you? He's about a twelfth-grade transfer student. But I don't know which class he's in."
"Oh! The new kid who he said was again judged by our school girls, huh? Ck. Yeah, kali, I don't know. He entered the cave class and called the attention of the cave. Potatoes got a little handsome face,"
"Seriously? If so, you can take something to him, right? Please tell me; go home to school, I'm waiting at gor basketball. There's something I want to finish. Tell me from the guy he's sick with."
"What's up, huh? Do you have a grudge against him?"
"Sampein, thank's."
Alex squeezed his fist between his steps toward a place that was nothing but a basketball gor. His brief chatter a few hours ago with one of his seniors kept ringing in the head.
As if he could not wait to teach a lesson, Alex had even prepared any punishment that the person had to accept later, because he had been so bold to return to disturb Kanza's life.
When Alex had arrived at the basketball gor, the person he was guessing was Vando, had been standing on his back while whistling with occasional gazing in amazement at every corner of the gor room.
"Are you satisfied to see it? Have you ever seen a basketball gore better than your old school? Or, in old school you lack capital, so you just see it first here? Cih, village." Alex's overly sarcastic voice echoed in the room. Vando, who was initially still at home in daydreams, then turned his body with an exaggerated expression of shock.
"Damn! New face. You know me? What problem are you asking me to come? Feelings, we've only met for the first time. Aye, right?" Vando clapped for a moment with a slanted smile on his face.
As for Alex, the guy lazily threw away his school bag carelessly, then stretched his hand muscles to make a sound. Both of his legs also stepped closer to Vando. Seeing that, Vando's reflexes called out to the pretentious spirit of fear.
"Lo want to hit me? Be acquainted. We just met this. You sure don't want—"
Bugh!
One blow landed on one of Vando's jaws to make the body of the man then fell down. The cynical smile on his face immediately faded and changed with a flat look holding back the pain.
"Kanza!" Hardik Alex's. His breath seemed to be hunting with the sharp gaze he gave Vando. While Vando, the guy is trying to get up from his position due to a hard bogeman from Alex.
Vando began to cast his cold gaze at Alex. Not long after, he chuckled sarcastically. "On what basis? From the beginning, Kanza I claimed to be mine. Maybe you don't know, but actually, I was his first love. You know, first love is hard to forget. And I'm sure Kanza still has feelings of love for me."
Alex is increasingly unable to hold back his emotions. The words of this crazy guy in front of him successfully made him almost lose his patience, if only he did not immediately control it.
Alex stepped his foot directly in front of Vando until the distance between the two was only a few centimeters. Roughly, Alex pulled the collar of Vando's uniform so as to make the body and face of the man get closer to him.
"Gue remembered you for the last time. Jauhin Kanza, or you will know the consequences because you have dared to tease my girl! Suck it!" Press Alex, then throw his grip and on the collar of Vando's uniform, until it makes the body of the man immediately rewind his position.
Vando chuckled again. The threat posed by Alex did not scare him. "Gue became curious, what would you do if I were to nge Kanza?" he said, being able to make Alex instantly lose his patience with a fist that was almost ready to return he lay.
However, Alex had not had time to fly the bogeman, Vando deftly immediately resisted Alex's attack with one hand. A cynical smile again rose on his handsome face.
"Ups! I'm not gonna touch my face like that anymore,"
...****...
It has been almost fifteen minutes, but Alex still has not returned to see Kanza in the school parking lot. From the departure of Alex, who is said to be meeting someone, Kanza's feelings are not good. Especially until this second even the guy still did not bring up his nose stem.
"Why didn't my phone pick up, anyway? Alex doesn't do anything weird anymore, does he?" Dumel Kanza, while continuing to walk back and forth here and there, tried to contact Alex.
Pardon me! The number you dialed did not reply, please leave a voicemail...
"Ck! It's not answered anymore!" Disappointed Decak comes out of Kanza's mouth. When the girl was about to go back to try to contact Alex, the two eyes of the girl were immediately wide-eyed when someone from a distance there who was none other than Alex, not Alex, walking gontai with occasionally would wipe away the blood dripping on some corner of his face.
"ALEXI!" Peeking Kanza, then ran over to the guy, until he unknowingly made him drop his phone to the ground.
"Lo— face" as Kanza's hands were about to be raised to check for wounds on her face, the man pulled Kanza's body into his arms. Being able to make the sentence that the girl was about to throw was immediately stopped in the middle of the road.
Silent. There was no sound between the two, except the sound of Alex's deep breath and the sound of their heartbeats racing.
"Lex?" Kanza, slowly. Instead of turning back, Alex even further tighten the decapitation to make Kanza a little overwhelmed.
"From this moment on, I won't let you get hurt again. I will always be there for you, standing in front of you to protect you, no matter if I have to get hurt."
^^^To be continuous....^^^
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