Your Love Thin Paper

Your Love Thin Paper
10. The Threat Comes



My husband left for work after our little showdown. I continued my day doing homework and taking care of my daughter.


Until the afternoon, the front of the car had not yet shown its muzzle in my house. What kind of circumcision is this? From 08:00 until this Maghrib hasn't returned? Where's my new gasoline filled up anyway.


My husband who came home from work immediately leaned in with questions. "Lho pa's. Said circumcision? The khitan are sick? Should have rested at home. Is this why I haven't even come home? What model circumcision is that? The longest if cut the butung tip to Hasan Sadikin, at 13:00 is also home again? It's till it's dark hasn't revealed the trunk of his nose yet?"


He stepped inside the house. "You know, the new husband entered the house, already given trouble. Not well received."


I know, actually he was worried and already felt that he was being lied to. Because it is impossible, if circumcision alone until it takes a dozen hours?


"I'm not good, do I welcome sampean? Hot water for bathing is usually present. The water that poured me. Pean's staying in the shower. Food and coffee are. Pean tired yo not shitting. Ask for it too, no love. Pean does not need to help with home work. Pean come home from work, clean house, good children - fine and all available as per financial paan. This is different, pa. Cars cost hundreds of millions. If why - why, how do we replace it? Where's the money from?"


He stepped into the room, took a towel to take a bath. I immediately poured water on the bucket. Oh yea. My water complex Artesis. Flows scheduled. So you have to have a water storage.


After the bath, he ate his own. I accompanied Pertiwi to watch TV and play. But my mind was upset about the car, the cat whose stock of food in the cage was thinning, as well as the 1-door refrigerator in my cousin's house whose socket I unplugged to melt the ice flowers.


Time is pointing at number 9. The sound of cars coming into my yard. I went into the room with my son. I'll check the gas tomorrow.


Justright. When my husband drove me to my cousin's house, I noticed the gas meter was initially full, so it changed. Wet wipes on the dashboard also stay half. Lah, lego blocks Pertiwi toys kok raib?


"Look, the gasoline that was full yesterday is now half. The tissue is thinning this way. Especially the toys? Disappeared."


My nadam grumbled to express my irritation due to the actions of my irresponsible neighbor. While my husband's face began to look cold sadistic like a psychopath.


I know, that's a sign he's mad at me. Car's in the garage. He changed his motorbike to work without saying goodbye to Pertiwi as usual.


I played a special TV channel for my daughter's show. Yes, my cousin subscribes to cable TV, so his tv channel has many choices. I continued the homework that was delayed yesterday because of cars and neighbors.


That night, my husband didn't pick me up. We decided to spend the night at the cousin's house. I bought milk for my balit drinking stock at the mart shop next to the residence complex.


In the morning, Pertiwi had a bath and breakfast. I put him back in the TV room with his toys and snacks. Although the housing system is one way gate and maintained some security, but I am always vigilant. The motor on the porch is not fenced, I lock the steering wheel. The living room door is also locked, for the safety of my daughter when I go to work.


"Tuttut...Shuttle..."


Voice SMS notification heard. I got a message from my husband.


"Jedeeerrr..."


It was as if lightning had struck my head as I read the contents of the message.


"Today I divorce you, Devina bint Sukarni because you are not obedient to your husband. From this moment on, I release you from your duty to me. If you can't support Mother Earth, let her be here with me."


'Ah, the story of the arrogance of the husband in the novel and soap opera that divorced his wife only through SMS, it happened to me as well.'


Hugging Pertiwi, I talked to myself.


"Lho ma'am, what's the walk? Is the car and motorcycle damaged?"


The security guard, who had memorized my presence in the compound, greeted me with astonishment at seeing me walk.


"Ndak what, sir. It introduces my son to ride the angkot, so that it varies as he knows."


Pertiwi jumped in excitement.


"Hoe.aik atot's. Hoe.aik atot."


His soft speech and funny and agile behavior, made the one in the guard post laugh and swallow my son's cheek.


After arriving in the sub-district city, I rushed to find an ojek to take me to housing. Apparently, my husband is not working. The door he slid from inside. If so, of course I can't open it using a spare key.


"Papa. Papa's...Iwi money. Papa's...Iwi. Papa.hua...hua..."


Wearing her tiny hand, Pertiwi knocked on the door trying to seduce her father into opening the door, because my attempt to knock on the door did not work.


"Please open the door. The earth is tired from the outside. He needs to lie down."


He remains indifferent. I finally said, "Well, if that's what you want. Let's talk good."


Then the door opened. "Square."


Roughly he opened the pjntu handle. My house still has no seats. I sat down against the front wall of the door. Pertiwi poured into her papa sling.


"What do you mean what about saying I don't obey you?"


Calmly, I began the conversation, for I saw, she was silent with pushy eyes looking at me.


"You didn't obey me by making a fuss with the neighbors. You embarrassed me in front of the neighbors. Still don't understand you?"


His ears pointed at me.


"Lho, I just SMS him to ask for a replacement filled with gasoline that he uses. I'm not asking for the cost of renting a car or washing a car. Is that why you divorced me? How narrow your view. Of course, you if anything is helped by him. Looky. You've been tooled. You're lied to. What a weird guy."


I vent emotions but still have my tone and manner of speaking. But he exploded - exploding as if showing power if he was the ruler. He has the right to do anything. He is the most right.


"You are weird. Borrowed car is already excited anyway it is not your car? You are as stingy as a human. Not with the neighbors. Just like your husband is very calculated. I'm bored living with you. Get you out of my house."


The words came out of his mouth.