Your Love Grace

Retry

Nadiba finally arrived at Noah's house but something that surprised him this morning was the figure of Felix who had been standing in front of the fence while smiling at him, Nadiba is of course wrong to get a smile from the man he loves.

“Good morning Mr. Felix.”

“Good morning, Nadiba.”

“I'm sorry to enter the house first.”

“Wait a minute.”

Again Felix made physical contact with Nadiba by holding Nadiba's hand which made him surprised by what Felix did.

“Are you not interested in chatting with me first before starting work?”

“Sorry?”

“Why? You don't want to do it?”

Nadiba was of course surprised by the question as well as Felix's unusual attitude, Nadiba actually wanted to ask Felix something but he hesitated to ask it. As if knowing

if Nadiba wants to say something, then Felix immediately told Nadiba not to hesitate if there is something that Nadiba wants to talk to him.

“You should not hesitate to say or ask me anything, Nadiba.”

“Anu... In fact I want to ask what made Mr Felix's attitude change like this?”

Felix did not answer immediately but he smiled at Nadiba while tempting this woman by saying whether Nadiba does not like his attitude like this.

“No, that's not what I mean.. it's just ...”

“I know that you must still be traumatized by the game I did to you in the past right?”

“To be honest like that but that does not mean I have not forgiven Mr.”

“I know Nadiba, you are a good woman, when you say that you have forgiven me then I am sure that you have truly forgiven me instead you even make me feel guilty for looking bad in the eyes of others.”

“I didn't mean it like that Mr. Felix.”

“I know Nadiba, I'll just say according to my point of view.”

Noah quietly watched them from inside the house and the man smiled at the interaction of Nadiba and Felix who began to intertwine after the previous relationship between them had deteriorated.

****

Noah appears to talk to Felix briefly before the man leaves the house, but Noah does not say anything to Nadiba when he leaves. Nadiba himself seemed surprised by Noah's unusual attitude, but Nadiba did not want to think too much about it and just wanted to focus on doing his duties in this house.

“Why watch my papa like that? Are you starting to like it?” asked Felix who made Nadiba surprised instead of playing because the man was already standing right behind him.

“Yes God, Mr. Felix surprised me.”

Felix seemed to smile a little at the expression shown by Nadiba just now, after which Felix also invited Nadiba to go out for a while.

“Where are we going, sir? I have not finished my work.”

“Already, my papa asked me to take you for a walk now.”

“Pak Noah mean Mr?”

“Yet readylet alone papaku?”

Nadiba was so embarrassed by the answer given by Felix just now, Felix also seemed not to linger anymore to invite Nadiba away. Felix immediately pulled Nadiba's hand into his car to make Nadiba surprised by what Felix did.

“But my Master ...”

“Have you no need to worry, I will not do anything bad to you.”

****

Felix where their distance is very close at all and only limited by the table. There was no conversation between Felix and Nadiba until minutes after that until finally Felix tried to open a conversation with Nadiba.

“Did you not like me eating here?”

“No, it's not like that Sir, of course I like it when the Master invites me to eat here just.... I have not finished my work at home.”.

“Don't I already tell you that don't think about homework? My papa has given us permission to exit.”

“If I may know, what exactly did Mr Felix do all this?”

“Because I want to apologize to you ats my attitude to you in the past.”

“Didn't I say that I have forgiven Mr Felix?”

“Iya I know it, it's just. I feel if it is not complete if you have not given something to you as my apology.”.

“Mr Felix does not need to do that, I am sincere in making peace with Mr. Felix.”

“Nadiba ..”

“Iya, Sir what is it?”

“Do you think we still have a chance to return?”

The question from Felix just made Nadiba surprised instead of playing, he did not expect that Felix would ask such a question just now.

“Why are you just quiet, Nadiba?”

****

Nadiba was surprised when Felix jerked him until he realized from his dream just now, Nadiba also apologized to Felix for not focusing when Felix asked him to talk earlier. Felix asked Nadiba the same question about whether they could go back to what they used to be.

“My master ...”

“You don't have to answer if you are hesitant or you don't want to give an answer I don't mind.”

“Not like that only...why suddenly you ask that? Didn't you say you didn't love

me?”

“Yes, I do not love you but seeing how sincere your love for me makes me think that maybe you are my true soul mate.”

“No Sir, it is better that Sir do not be too hasty in making a decision, fearing that you will be mistaken with a unilateral decision that You have taken.”

“I know that and therefore at this time I decided not to rush into a relationship, I want to get to know my partner and enjoy all the beautiful things we will carve together

someday.”

“Hopefully it can happen, Mr.”

“Are you sure you don't want to try it again, Nadiba?”

****

It's a lie that Nadiba says he's not tempted to try his relationship with Felix a second time, especially now he can feel Felix who is now much more sincere than Felix who used to just play with him. But Nadiba strengthened his heart to not rush again in making decisions like he had done when he was in a relationship with Felix.

“I'm sorry Sir, but I need time for that.”

“I have no problem with that Nadiba, I also need time to recover myself after being injured by the betrayal of my previous love.”

Nadiba just smiled in response to Felix's words just now, he can only pray and hope that if Felix is his soul mate then fate will bring him back to this man.