Your Love Grace

Pain Due to Loved Ones

Noah is interested in asking Nadiba about what Nadiba really feels for Felix, Nadiba seems surprised when Noah asks that because honestly he did not expect that he would get the question.

“I beg you Nadiba to answer my question honestly.”

Nadiba until now has not answered the question that Noah just asked him, Nadiba is still confused what should be the answer to the question that Noah asked just now.

“Why are you just quiet, Nadiba? Is the question I asked you so hard for you to answer?”

“Sorry Mr Noah, but what if I didn't answer the question just now?”

“Indeed why won't you answer the question I just gave you? Is the question too heavy for you to answer?”

“Yes, honestly I am not comfortable with that question, I'm sorry first.”

When Nadiba was about to leave Noah, the man held Nadiba's hand not to go away from him, Nadiba was of course in a dilemma as to what answer he should give Noah.

“Why don't you want to be honest with me, Nadiba?”

“I don't understand what Mr. Noah is talking about.”

“You still love Felix right?”

Nadiba did not answer the question that Noah asked just now but he also did not deny what Noah asked until finally Noah was able to draw his own conclusions about what Nadiba really is

feel for Felix.

“I'm sorry, Mr. Noah.”

Nadiba then goes inside leaving Noah who does not know what to behave after he finds out that Nadiba is still expecting Felix.

“Nadiba, why are you still expecting Felix?”

Nadiba himself entered the house in a hurry and as soon as he reached the kitchen he immediately inhaled a deep breath to relieve the tension he had just experienced due to Noah's question

give her.

“Why all of a sudden sir Noah asked me that? Is he thinking badly of me now?”

Nadiba shakes his head and decides to continue his work rather than having to drag on in his unclear thinking.

****

Nadiba has finished his work in this house and the woman also said goodbye to Noah to go home, but before Nadiba came home, again Noah asked about Nadiba's feelings to

his son.

“As I said earlier, I am not willing to answer Mr. Noah's question if it concerns personal matters.”

“Why don't you answer Nadiba's question? Is my question a difficult question for you to answer?”

“Pak Noah, I know that Mr. Noah would love to hear an answer from my mouth directly but please Mr. Noah appreciate my decision to refuse to answer this question.”

Noah seems disappointed by the answer Nadiba gave just now, but of course he can do nothing but accept whatever answer Nadiba gave him.

“Alright Nadiba, I will not force you to say it, I am sorry.”

Nadiba immediately rushed away from the house before Noah again asked his personal things, all the way home, to the house, Nadiba seemed unable to focus because he thought about the reaction given by Felix when Nadiba told him that his lover was with another man.

****

Noah went to see Felix in his room, Felix tells Noah that he does not want to be disturbed by anyone and asks Noah to leave at this time but Noah does not want to leave because he wants to

talk to Felix.

“Why won't Papa listen to what I said earlier?”

“Because Papa wants to talk to you.”

“How about tomorrow we talk?”

Noah let out a long sigh, knowing that now was not the right time for them to talk, but he wanted to tell Felix tonight what Nadiba felt for his son.

“Alright, Papa won't be here long, Papa just wants to say that even if you already have another woman but Nadiba actually still loves you, Felix.”

“Then if he still loves me is that a problem for me? Isn't the one who's crazy about that woman Papa? Why is it that Papa suddenly says this to me?”

“Papa has tried to make him like Papa but in the end he still says that he does not like Papa and what Papa has done everything is just a waste.”

“Don't I tell Papa that Nadiba isn't the right person for Papa? But Papa chose to turn a blind eye to it and just keep chasing him.”

****

When he got home and was about to sleep, Nadiba could not close his eyes as a result of thinking about what Felix told him after telling him about the photo, nadiba's heart was so sad to remember the incident at Noah's house.

“Why is he acting like that to me? Though my intention was good to tell him that the woman he had always loved was not as good as he thought.”

Nadiba who was unable to close his eyes until now finally decided to go out of the room and go to the kitchen to drink water, there he sat on a chair and again his beautiful memory with Felix was twisted in his mind, although Felix treated him well at that time, Felix apparently said he did it not because of his desire but to make Nadiba sad and suffering, he said, what Felix did was in fact managed to make Nadiba sad and do not believe that all this time he was just a victim of the man's feelings game.

“It feels like just yesterday that I and he were together but now I can only lament our fate from afar.”

“What are you talking about, son?” tanya Kusuma who appeared and made Nadiba surprised instead of playing.

“Mother? How can it be here?”

****

Kusuma then sat in the chair opposite Nadiba while holding his daughter's hands, what Kusuma did made Nadiba surprised and he knew that Kusuma would definitely believe

just like what he said at the moment.

“You know you're not okay right now, son. If indeed you are okay then it is impossible at this hour you have not slept and choose to sit alone in the kitchen right?”

Nadiba sighed long, he then decided to tell the problem he faced today to the mother, Kusuma just kept quiet and listened to the story of Nadiba until his daughter finished telling the story.

“More or less so the story.”

“You still love Mr Felix right?”