Your Love Grace

A Letter that Disturbs the Mind

Faruq initially objected to the idea that Luna gave but because Luna forced him then the man had no choice but to accept it, after all they had arrived in front of the rented house

that and Luna had also talked with the landlord to rent this house to Faruq, Luna had also paid the rent fee for one month which Faruq had initially denied.

“Do not be so Faruq, I sincerely help you, kok.”

Although Luna said so but there was a bad taste in Faruq because after all he felt he owed Luna, he was determined to return the money that Luna had spent to

pay the rent for this rented house.

“What do you think about this house?”

“This house I think is too big for me to live alone, besides the rent is quite expensive, where maybe I can pay every month while I have not got a job.”

“You can go back to work in the company.”

“No, didn't I resign at the company before? Anyway surely my position has been replaced by someone else.”

“What did you say earlier is true, but you forgot who I am?”

“Luna, please don't be like this.”

“What do you mean don't be like this? I intend to help you, do you not like it if I help you?”

“Not that I do not like you help, it's just that I feel bad if I have to owe like this.”.

“I don't make you feel bad Faruq so you're normal, I intend to help you.”

“I know it's just...”.

“Already, anyway you have to go back to work in the company because the company needs you.”

After saying that Luna immediately said goodbye to return to her home, after Luna left now Faruq seemed to sigh with this unexpected kindness of Luna.

“What is he really planning? Does he have bad intentions for me?”

But Faruq did not want to think about it, he now began cleaning this rented house that seemed to have been uninhabited for a long time.

****

Nadiba returned to work at Noah's house after Kusuma was released from the hospital, in addition, Nadiba was relieved because Felix had announced himself to arrive in Australia safely so Nadiba did not need to worry anymore.

“Nadiba.”

“Iya Pak Noah?”

“I want to go to the city because there is a work business, you please take care of the house until I return, yes?”

“Good Mr. Noah.”

Noah then exited the house to his car parked in the yard, Nadiba himself closed the gate of the house after the car that Noah drove out of the yard. Nadiba is busy with his job cleaning this house that looks dusty and a bit dirty because no one has cleaned this house for a long time. When through Felix's room, the, Nadiba seemed silent for a while until finally he then went into Felix's room because it was necessary to clean the usual mattress looks Felix bedi still messy and Nadiba clean the mattress in addition to nadiba also tidied up the books scattered on the desk until he found a small paper that accidentally fell from the pile of books that he tidied earlier.

“What is this?” muttered Nadiba when he saw the small paper where there was a writing that made him surprised when reading it.

****

“Darsih, why did you leave so quickly to leave me?” isak Kusuma when he rubbed his late sister's headstone.

After being satisfied to spill all the sadness and loss, Kusuma now prayed for his sister so that all the worship that Darsih did while still alive can be accepted by God.

“I go first, I will definitely come to see you often.”

Kusuma then left the public cemetery to his house, but on the way inexplicably Kusuma felt that he had been following.

“Something seems to follow me.”

Kusuma looked back but he found nothing suspicious until he decided to walk again but when he decided to walk again he felt that he was being followed by someone, just reflex Kusuma immediately stopped and turned around but again he did not find anyone there.

“Is all this just a hallucination?” he muttered while shaking his head and then continued the journey until he finally reached home but Kusuma was still thinking about the trip that he thought was a bit strange.

****

Noah returned home when it was late at night, Nadiba had cooked dinner and finished his work in this house, he said goodbye to Noah to go home.

“Thank you for today Nadiba.”

“No problem Mr Noah.”

Nadiba then left Noah's house to his house not far from Noah's house, all the way home he thought of a letter written by Felix's former lover for him

the contents made Nadiba's chest so tight.

“No, mister Felix wouldn't be able to go back on that woman right?”

Nadiba finally arrives home and is greeted by Kusuma, Nadiba tries to be okay in front of Kusuma so as not to invite suspicion from his mother to his father after dinner, Nadiba

also went into his room. He sat on the bedside still looking at the letter he had brought from Felix's room.

“Why should I bring this too?” lirih Nadiba's.

Nadiba reaches for his phone and he seems to be contacting Felix to ask about this but Nadiba doubts whether to call Felix right now or not.

“What should I do now?”

Nadiba continued to fight with his mind until he finally decided not to call Felix and keep this all for himself.

****

Faruq was already preparing with his work clothes, he was asked by Luna to come directly to the office and start working again, Luna asks that Faruq not be awkward and just assume he returned to work after a long time off. Faruq set himself up in front of the mirror to convince himself that his appearance was good enough for his first day working back at the company.

“Alright, I'm ready to work.”

Faruq then got out of his rented house and walked to the bus stop on the big road there, he had passed in front of Luna's house before arriving at this stop and the house looked deserted, maybe Luna has gone to the office.

“Ah come on, I don't have to think about it.”