Young Widow Romance
Pamite
"Yes.. After yesterday I learned a lot, I also realized who I am, I also regret my past, it is time I live my own life and also for this child later, he said, I also don't want to be tied to anything and anyone". Syedza
"I didn't ask you to leave". Moehe
"What am I here for?". Denied Syedza
"This is your home, you have the right to live here". Moehe flat speech
"No". Denied Syedza flat
"If anyone has to go, it's me. Not you". Moehe
"I'm the one who got myself out of here, I'm also the one who has tarnished my family name because of this". Said Syedza glazed while holding his stomach
"You're still my responsibility to your parents, at least we can be together until the child is born. After that we'll talk about it carefully". Moehe talks Syedza
"You don't have to worry about that, I've calculated it". Syedza turned his back on Moehe
"What do you count?. Syedza please, listen to me. I'm sorry I was released yesterday, my emotions can't be controlled. I will be responsible for this until the child is born into this world". Moehe said again
Syedza raised his hand, rejecting Moehe's offer
"You don't have to burden yourself and your life for the sake of others, from the beginning we've been out of step. How can we continue this relationship? Relationships are spiced up burdens and resentments ". Syedza denied
"I don't consider this a burden". Elak Moehe
"You don't have to say that, I can see that from the look in your eyes. And I understand that". Syedza looked closely at Moehe
Moehe pinched her temple, confused about what to do.
"I promised myself I wouldn't trouble anyone else, even if it was you". Syedza wants to stay away from Moehe
Moehe quickly prevented Syedza's move by pulling Syedza's hand so that they looked up, the distance between them was only 1 cm.
"Don't be stubborn". Moehe said flatly
"Your journey is still long ahead, do not let you walk by holding a stain that you do not want in your life". Syedza
"But". Denied Moehe
"I'm only asking for one thing, please keep this a secret". Close Syedza
"If we continue to argue, this will all be endless. I really want to protect you, to keep that baby alive". Moehe pleaded
"That's sure". Syedza
"You can be angry with me, you can hate me, you can punish me, but don't punish yourself like this". Pinta Moehe's
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"Hallo! How are you doing? Are you guys all right?". The voice of the middle-aged woman sounded loud from across there
"Yes mom". Moehe answered her mother-in-law's phone
"Ahhhhhhhh.. Thank goodness". The cheer of Mrs Ralin was none other than her mother-in-law Moehe
"Mother, you seem to be overjoyed at the moment. What's up?". Moehe asked trying to neutralize her mood
"Ahh this you, how I am not happy. You know how happy I was to hear the happy news from your house". Said Miss Ralin ringing
Happy news?. Inner Syedza is eavesdropping on the conversation between her mother and Moehe, who happens to be Moehe accidentally turning on the loudspeaker from her phone
Happy news?. Moehe with the same sentence
"I mean, mommy?". Ask Moehe flat
"Anne told me about my future grandchildren". Said Mrs Ralin
"Anne!". Syedza and Moehe
"Why? Why don't you guys tell me this good news, I'm a little you two. But it's okay, maybe you'll surprise us, you guys are too". Madame Ralin said with a smile
Happy hue is undeniable from Miss Ralin, both from the look on her face and even said he.
"Mothers.. Mom, listen to me". Sambar Syedza in a hurry
"Yes.. Ja..". Said Syedza's mother
"What else did Anne say? Did Anne say anything weird?". Ask Syedza curious
"What's weird?". Madam Ralin turned around to ask
"Eehh. uh.. I mean, did Anne tell anything other than this to Mom?". Ask Syedza curious
I better not tell Syedza. Inner Lady Ralin
"No, Anne didn't say anything. Just... That's it". Miss Ralin replied a little sigh
"Why indeed? Is there anything else you shouldn't know? Is there something you're covering up from mom?". Ask Madam Ralin casually
"There's no mom!". Answer Syedza and Moehe compact
Syedza and Moehe reflexively looked at each other, a tense aura visible between the two.
"Haha.. You two are compact. If the answer is like this, I'm more convinced that you're okay and not hiding anything". Mrs Ralin said, smiling happily
Mercifully. Inner Moehe
Anne's! You still haven't survived Anne, it's almost like my heart isn't beating anymore because of you. Inner Syedza
"Mother's mother's granddaughter". Miss Ralin hung up on me.
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Syedza stepped away from Moehe after completing an aerial conversation with her mother.
*To keep the baby alive!
Mother's mother's granddaughter!
Keep the baby alive!
Mother's mother's granddaughter v*!
The words were always ringing in Syedza's ears. The debate between ego, anger, mind, and mind is united to rule him.
"Still want to go?". Moehe pulled Syedza's hand slowly and held it firmly, so that Syedza would not step away.
Syedza had no intention of commenting on Moehe's question. Syedza pulled his hand strong, until it slipped from Moehe's grasp.
"Don't force me". Syedza parau
"alright". Moehe pasrah
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*For you, Moehe.
You're the kindest person I've ever known
I am amazed by your character and your wisdom
Maybe there won't be any more I meet people as good as you
To be honest, no matter when, until the moment I wrote this letter I have made room for you in my heart
The room you asked for when you approved my father's request
The room that I used to deliberately close tightly, now I have opened it without a partition
I feel so guilty for you
guilty of my carelessness
has brought stains on your life
littering the sacred niches you take full care of
Excuse me..
To this day I do not hate you one bit
not one bit I feel angry or upset with you
I just don't want to burden you
from things that shouldn't exist
I want to improve myself to be good
I hope you will also live your day well
Everything's gonna be fine
After you close this letter, I hope you close it about us
Let it all go away on its own
I do too, I will slowly erase the beautiful wishful thinking with you*
I'm saying goodbye, though,
***Syedza*****.
