Young Widow Romance

Apologies

In the morning, two people fell silent in one room. Moehe had cleaned herself up, it seemed like she was already fully aware of the influence of alcohol. But not with hatred, the look of hatred was still reflected clearly in Moehe's eyes.

Syedza argued with his inner self, looking for ways to make peace with Moehe. But his tongue was too small to start the conversation.

"Can we talk?". Syedza asked quietly after winning her own ego

"I don't think there's anything to talk about anymore". Reject Moehe

"We need to talk". Denying Syedza slowly

"For what?". Ask Moehe again

"We need to talk to straighten this out". Syedza

"Heemhva". Moehe nodded

Syedza let out a long sigh, regulating emotions to say what he wanted to say.

"I don't know where to start? But I have to say all this". Syedza paused for a moment. "The fact that's happening to me right now isn't my wish, I never even expected this to happen before". Syedza

"It's about honesty, not that I don't want to be honest with you, but___". Syedza's sentence was cut

"Stop discussing honesty, if you can't be honest at all!". Moehe cut Syedza's sentence

"I didn't know I was pregnant at all". Syedza defended himself

"Hmmm.. What's this bullshit?". Moehe nodded. "If you don't know, why did you refuse that urine test? Wh why? Haaa.. If I hadn't forced it, I wouldn't have known about it until now. I'm so lucky I haven't touched you yet". Moehe said still with a look of hatred

The words that came out of Moehe's lips just now deeply slashed Syedza's mind.

"You heard me first, I don't want to argue. Please listen to me this time". Pinta Syedza clenched her hands together

Moehe chose silence, then Syedza continued his sentence

"When I married you, I gave up on my destiny. I erased all my fantasies with the man, not only delusions but memories. That's all I did for my dad. I've been honest with you about how things really are, but you're willing to accept it all". Syedza said with glass

"Yes, I can take your dirty dishes well, this we discussed before. Not with that seed". Moehe pointed towards Syedza's stomach

"I understand this, if I had known about this earlier, I would have told you the truth". Syedza

"I know you're feeling betrayed right now, you don't have to say anything to my parents, it's not your responsibility". Syedza

"It's not my responsibility? Your status is my wife". Moehe flat speech

"It doesn't feel right for me to be in that status, I've shown myself how despicable I am". Syedza lirih

"You don't have to admit this is your son, you don't have to lie to anyone, this is my son, it's my responsibility. I'm not gonna ask you anything". Obviously Syedza is glazed

This time not a single drop of tears fell on Syedza's cheek, unlike yesterday, today he is more determined to face the reality of his life.

"I really appreciate you, I'm also self-aware of who I am". Moehe said in tears

"Then?". Sela Moehe

"I'm sorry to disappoint you, to be honest, I've opened my heart to you". Syedza paused for a moment before continuing his sentence. "That night, when you left home, I was so worried about you, I was waiting for you to come home hoping you were okay out there. I was so scared that night, I was afraid of lightning when the storm hit, but my fear sank, which I was worried about when it was just you". This time Syedza's tears were unstoppable

"I called you, but you might not want to hear my words anymore. I kept hoping for you to come home soon, but my hope was not achieved until I was tired and asleep". Syedza

"As long as you know about the man, it's out of my control". Syedza remembered something

#Flashback

"What do you want to talk about? It seems very important". Rizwan began the conversation

"Yes. It's very important". Syedza said sadly

"Then what? Just say". Rizwan was curious

"Before promise not to get angry while listening to this". Syedza looked into Rizwan's eyes

"Waitwait.. It seems so interesting, am I angry? What's wrong with me?". Tukas Rizwan with a passionate curiosity

Syedza was silent for a moment, to think about how to explain well so that Rizwan was not hurt.

"Are you cheating?". Rizwan said

"No!". Syedza shook his head

"Does this have anything to do with your twin, Syedzi?". Terka Rizwan again

"It has nothing to do with it". Syedza wiped away the tears that suddenly fell from her cheeks

"Then what?". Rizwan surrendered

"I really appreciate this relationship, I've never messed with anyone. I also have great respect for my parents, especially my father". Syedza took a long breath. "I always follow my father's words, even if it doesn't suit my will".

"You mean?". Rizwan scrunched his forehead

"I had to say this to you. Aaa.. I surrendered to my fate by agreeing to my father's plan to unite me with his secretary". Syedza

"What!". Shouted Rizwan in surprise. "What does all this mean?" Ask Rizwan back

"I've tried to resist it, but my father's wishes are very harsh. I'm helpless, I'm sorry". Syedza again

"Say all this bullshit! Let's say Syedza!". Rizwan's voice in the air.

"I'm sorry I". Syedza pleaded

Plakkk..

"My patience has run out with people like you. Now you accept my vengeance. Haha". Rizwan pulls Syedza's body

Syedza shuddered in horror with Rizwan's treatment on her.

#Flashback Off

Syedza paused for a moment and continued

"I've been looking for a way to keep him from getting angry with what I said, but he failed. He yelled at me many times, slapped me three times and forced what we should not have done at that time. I'm not helpless, but I'm helpless". Obviously Syedza sobbed. "On the one hand I love him, on the other hand you're my father's".

Moehe was still silent looking straight ahead

"I'm telling you this, not to expect mercy from you. There was no intention in my heart to do so. I just want to get straight about what really happened". Syedza

"As for me, let this be my destiny. I'm sorry, I've planted a lot of joy in your life and thank you for sharing your life with me during this one full moon". Syedza wiped away the tears that fell on her cheeks.

"meaning?" Ask Moehe