Young Widow Romance

Alcohols

Night has arrived, cool air surrounds town B tonight, a quiet atmosphere accompanied by a drizzle stub that adds to the shahdunya special atmosphere of the night.

I don't know what else to do right now? What will I say when he comes back?. Inner Syedza

Syedza leaned against the corner of the room, bent her legs, propped up her chin with both knees. A mind that went nowhere around his mind at this moment. The memories of the quarrel that occurred today, the disappointment of the past, and the shadow of the future filled his mind at this moment.

I am entangled with my own mind and mind. Inner Syedza

The memory of how disappointment in Moehe's face when he knew the bad thing that happened to him, always crossed Syedza's mind. How the look on Moehe's face at that time, How the anger of Moehe at that time, How the strong fist of Moehe's hand punched the wall, the hard jaws of Moehe at that time all recorded clearly in Syedza.

It never crossed my mind to disappoint you like this. Inner Syedza sobbed

"He hasn't been back in this room since, what am I supposed to do? He must be really upset right now, is it wrong for me to call him now?". Syedza muttered around the room.

After feuding with his mind, Syedza decided to contact Moehe, although he had several times his intention was undo, but finally he decided to ventured to contact Moehe first.

Triiiittttrr...

Three times Syedza tried to contact Moehe but there was no answer.

Maybe he didn't hear the shakes of his phone, or he just deliberately didn't want to take my call, because he didn't want to hear my voice anymore. Batin Syedza recalls what happened this afternoon.

#Flashback

"sorry". Say soft Syedza

"Sorry for what? I can't live with someone who contains someone else's seed!". Moehe.

"aa.. I___". Syedza gelagapan

"You! I told you to shut up! I don't want to hear anything from your mouth right now!". Excite Moehe again

#Flashback off

Moehe's words were ringing in Syedza's ears

"He doesn't just want to hear the words from my mouth anymore, he doesn't want to live with someone like me, someone who's got someone else's seed". Syedza muttered to himself.

I'll try to reach him one more time, if he still won't take my call, I should have taken a stand on this. Inner Syedza

Syedza contacted Moehe once again. Still the same, no answer from Moehe. Syedza was getting frustrated, crying out loud and judging himself.

The rain was getting heavier out there, Syedza got more guilty and took a stand to get away from Moehe's life, as Moehe said that day.

"What he says is true, there can be no innocent person who seems to want to live with a stained me like this". Syedza muttered while putting her clothes in the suitcase

His mind could not escape Moehe's shadow

"It's raining hard out there, it looks like a storm has come. Yes, a storm has also come in my life". Shyza again

Syedza turned off the lights of his room, so that no more light entered there, except the light reflected by lightning from out there. Occasionally there was a rumbling sound followed by a glint of light that made Syedza feel afraid of himself.

"Let me be in the dark like this, what shall I fear? My fate is as dark as this room is right now". Shyza again

He glimpsed the clock on the nightstand next to his bed, almost midnight. There is no sign of Moehe's return. The storm out there was increasingly so, the fear of Syedza had vanished swallowed up his heart.

Tears that have been unceasingly flowing since noon, it seems like it will continue to be so for some time. The night was getting late until Syedza was tired of himself, then fell asleep with his sadness.

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Syedza woke up when a stinging light touched his skin.

"Hmmm... So glare". Syedza said as she tried to open her eyes

"He hasn't been home all night". Shyza again

Syedza is still huddled on his bed, the events of these few days are quite draining his energy, it seems he needs time to rest more. A few minutes later, the door opened.

"You're home yet?". Sapa Syedza ran over to Moehe

"Yes". Moehe answered briefly

"Where were you all night? I'm worried about you". Syedza spontaneously embraced Moehe

"What do you want?". Moehe said with a distinctive aroma of alcoholic beverages smelled from her mouth.

"You drinking?". Syedza looked at Moehe

"It's none of your business". Ketus Moehe again

"You can't be like this!, it's not you!". Syedza sobbed

"You're Syedza, right?". Moehe asked with a vacillating body

"Conscious Moehe! Please be aware!". Syedza panicked

"Oh yeah, I forgot to ask you how many times that guy touched you? Haha". Moehe Collapse

It seems that alcoholic beverages still affect him

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Epilogues

Such a gripping night, the rain stubs flushed the earth with vigor. The sky above is dark, there are no stars, there is no moon there is only a flash of lightning that strikes.

Just like, the heart of a man walking alone in the night is the same as well. Dark, like charred had been struck by lightning. What he thought sank far away, it seemed like he lost himself.

"I don't know what to do, that woman has betrayed my trust in her". Moehe said annoyedly

Moehe approached a bar near her house.

"Hmmm! That drink". Moehe smiled as the bartender poured the alcoholic beverage into the glasses of her customers

"I promised not to touch her, but when I'm betrayed like this, why don't I betray myself". Moehe said to herself

Moehe had ordered the alcoholic drink to the bartender, many times she wanted to try it, but she hesitated to put it in her mouth.

You've lost Moehe! You've lost! Come on wait, let's drink!. A subtle whisper was heard in Moehe's ear

Ttrzttt... Trreeett... Suddenly a voice rang out from his phone.

Moehe glanced at the phone, "Syedza 💟". Then he deactivated the sound on his phone before he roughly put it on the table.

Many times Syedza called him back then, but Moehe's anger was more in his heart at the moment. So that he did not intend to receive a call from Syedza.

"Why is he calling me now? Is he not satisfied that he has made me like this?". Moehe geram

Come drink, drink! What else do you expect? The people you love are gone from you. That subtle whisper of sound poisoned Moehe again

"Sheredza! Her name is Syedza! I will not forgive that traitorous woman!". Moehe chuckled

Tonight an alcoholic drink has poisoned her until the morning.