
filled with hope that all this was a lie, they looked at him so deeply
" you must be lying right.you must want to be the same I can't.." said Dara so in disbelief as she wept on asking him while fond of his hand.
" what the hell ..for what lies..denger yaaaa I do not know you so you are far away dehh.. disturb tau gakk.." deyon answered so cruelly that it made him even more devastated.
Dara felt very hit with the confession so resignedly and did not know what else to do Dara let go of his grasp and let him go.
Deyon finally went with his friends to the lecture room, but strangely Deyon still remembers all his friends but why only Dara was forgotten.
this still makes him confused and do not understand what happened so Dara thinks that Deyon already does not want to be with him anymore and wants to end this relationship.
Moreover, Dara saw him so close to Dea made him sicker and worse.
Day after day he went through so painful let alone see his lover who was always with another woman.
Dara also wants to make a decision that later he will not regret he wants to find out the truth about his lover so that in the future he knows what to do, should he survive this relationship or just end it.
Dara decides to retell and tries to stay close to him even though Deyon doesn't like it but wants to fight for his love.
Dara followed wherever Deyon went to try to get more familiar with him, hoping he could remember.
" i'm sitting here" said Dara, who saw her eating lunch in the cafeteria and she was alone and thought it was a good opportunity to talk to her.
Deyon was just silent to see it without any rejection even though it looked cool and cold but Dara was quite happy because he was allowed to sit with him and eat together.
" oohh yaa this sauteed carrot.you will like carrots" said Dara again who was kind and attentive to her favorite vegetables and put them on her plate trying to remind her of the small things she loved long ago and hope she can remember.
Still with his face cueknya he did not answer anything he like ignoring him and do not care about his existence.
so indifferently he set aside the food given by Dara and did not eat it at all.
Deyon immediately went out of his face when he finished eating even he did not finish his food, he looked like he was not happy with the existence of Dara who always followed him.
Dara who was left alone at the dining table was immediately sad his eyes had even glazed and could not hold back his tears.
Feeling that they always shared food at lunch together in the cafeteria and he was very happy, but somehow now he became like this.
Dara immediately returned to the classroom at that time with the sadness that he carried he was only alone in his class.
at that time Jayson also approached him when he saw him sad so, at times like this Jayson was always the person needed by Dara.
" if you want to cry yaa nangis aja.kid not udak held.... " deyon said by giving his jacket to cover himself so as not to feel embarrassed when crying and his voice became inaudible out.
Dara immediately looked at Jayson with sadness and her eyes were red and swollen with gratitude Dara took the jacket and closed herself.
Dara immediately cried so hard to vent the sadness in her.
Jayson looked at him with a sense of heartlessness when he saw it so it felt like he wanted to hug him to calm him down, but all that he could not do.
Jayson can only accompany her beside her so that Dara feels better.
after a few minutes, Dara finally stopped crying and opened the jacket that covered her.
" makasii yaa.." replied Dara with a better feeling and wiped the tears that wet her cheeks.
" it's the same." said Jayson with a smile of sincerity.
Dara immediately took a deep breath and smiled thankfully for the kindness given by Jayson.
" oohhh yaa makasii jacket." said Dara with a face that is still swollen.
" later I wash dehhh." he said again who remembered the incident of his past when he borrowed his jacket and had to return it after finishing washing it.
" yes same-same.do not keep anyways you do not pack also really.." jayson replied that felt bad when he remembered it but now it was different they had become good friends and did not take anything into account anymore.
They also looked at each other and immediately laughed when remembering his past, the laughter so loose that Jayson was happy to see it.
Not long after that Dara also went to the library to calm himself because reading a book is one of the things that can make him calm.
As he was reading a book Deyon suddenly appeared and sat down beside him, Dara was immediately surprised when he saw it he also felt unworthy to be there and was also afraid of Deyon feeling uncomfortable if he was close to him.
Dara immediately stood up and wanted to leave before he was kicked out by her, tidied up all her books and wanted to leave immediately.
" sit.." suddenly a word came out of his mouth.
Dara was confused by the point that she stopped and turned to him.
" haahhh." she replied in confusion.
" just sit down. "he said again so cold but still a little bit in the feeling it looks.
With a confused face, Dara sat back in that place and read her book while silently looking at it.
but the Deyon still with his face so serious with his book, he still looks like he used to be so serious while studying and also looks more handsome.
Silently Dara continued to watch her with a happy smile.
When he was enjoying the beautiful scenery suddenly disaster came, things that were not expected even disturbed his pleasure.
" Hai Deyon I'm sitting here ya.." said Dea who suddenly appeared in front of him and immediately sat beside Deyon.
" oohh yaa I want this material dong nanyain." he said again with so familiar and happy.
Deyon also looks to beat him well he like happy to be close to Dea and vice versa.
they look very close and friendly, their treatment with Dea and towards him is very different.
it makes him very sad and also unable to see all this, his heart is very sick to see the person he loves even close to others.
" eee I go first yaa.." said Dara who saw they were very busy and also did not want to be in the middle between them.
Dara immediately left with a face full of sadness and was also disappointed to feel that all this seemed to have ended.
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