You've Changed my Life

Episode 47's

After throwing it away with sadness in his heart walked through every street filled with happy people but he himself was sad.

He felt himself unlucky and every disappointment and sadness always came to him, who would have thought this would happen again when he had thought that today was his happy day.

Because of all these problems Dara was thinking that Deyon was not calm, could it be that he actually did not want to return or that he had found a new life out there.

such thoughts continued to appear in his mind that there were no positive thoughts anymore.

He finally sat on a park bench not far from the place, wanting to calm himself first by sitting there.

But he became more and more sad his tears continued to flow endlessly, crying so loudly and no longer care about the people who saw or heard him.

by ducking and covering his face with both hands so as not to show his face becomes unpleasant to look at when sad.

suddenly a handkerchief appeared in front of him while he was crying loudly, Dara was surprised and immediately stopped crying.

Dara thought that it was Deyon, it must have been Deyon who had come and given her the handkerchief.

" you have come.you have come.." said Dara in a happy and hopeful tone turned his head immediately and saw the person who gave the handkerchief.

But the person who gave the handkerchief was not Deyon but Jayson who always appeared when he was disappointed and injured.

His hope became lost again his face that had been excited was even moody and sad again.

" it turned out to be you." he said with a changed face and turned his eyes away.

" nihhh takel." said Jayson who still gave the handkerchief.

Dara also took the handkerchief and immediately wiped her tears and also used to wipe her snot which also came out when she cried.

" why are you here." asked Dara who was wondering why she could be here.

" yeah I'm just a mastiin if you're okay.mmm I don't want to happen a few years ago to repeat again and you even passed out on the street..." jayson replied with his slightly haughty style but remained attentive.

Dara also became crying with a harder mood became more sad and painful so she was unable to say anymore and could only cry loudly.

" udahhhh yaa don't cry anymore.lagian you reach sihh nangisin guy like him.. he's not pantes for you..." he said emphatically but disparaged others but it was all meant to comfort him.

" what do you mean." replied Dara in a fierce tone.

" eee I don't mean that ... you do not need to be too sad there are still many people who love you and also there are still many who want to be with you and also do not spend your time just for this.." jayson said with a look of a face that turned frantic because he thought that he was wrong to talk so that Dara made more sad and tried at length to explain his point and continue to give him the encouragement to not be sad again.

" makasii yaa you are comforting me." said Dara who tried hard and wipe her tears and sighed deeply.

" yeahhhh I drove home yaa.." said Jayson who was very worried about Dara.

" i have not gone home with the driver.Makasii has been the same attention I.." said Dara who refused polite goodwill Jayson.

But because Dara's mood is still sad so she wants to be alone first to calm her mind and not want to be disturbed by others first.

" you sure don't want me to drop off." Jayson asked again to confirm.

" yes, I've come back first." replied Dara who was so lethargic and sadness that is still clearly visible on her face.

" you are careful." said Deyon, looking at him.

Dara also went from that place to walk so limp and not powered and also her tears that still dripped even though she had held him and had tried hard but her heart was not able to hold back all the sadness was again so that it was overflowing through a heavy cry.

walk slowly towards the driver who is still waiting faithfully in front of the room.

Jayson who saw him so sad really felt sad and also worried about him, he never saw anyone until he loved someone else and even he was very envious of the man because he could get genuine love from a woman as good as Dara.

also feel the sadness that Dara feels but also can not make him do what feels he really useless, but also feel that Dara is stupid because it loves people to the extent and why only look at one person and do not see the other as well.

" Darr.. can't you be sensitive to the person beside you and always accompany you do you have no sense of me, can I still have that chance?" jayson said in his heart that questioned his feelings.

It is really a complicated love, a relationship that is so complicated, but the relationship is only two hearts and also have to choose and when it happens maybe one of them will be hurt and also have to give up.

But every feeling must be expressed clearly so that the person we like knows it and if only in the pendam himself who can know what he thinks or feels.

Whether he likes us back or is it just an unrequited feeling, every love must have courage and also earnest otherwise it will only forever be a pent-up love.

Jayson who when he saw Dara had gone, he also left the place with a sense of sadness that was also without on his face.

They go with their own grief as well as their own disappointment, with problems weighing on their every life and feelings that should not arise and causing hurt to themselves.

Dara who got into the car with a puffy face, was seen by the driver who was very worried about him but also did not dare to ask a lot for fear of making him sadder.

Can only get her safely home.

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