
All the students returned to the classroom with a sense of disappointment not a few of them who complained in a loud voice so that others heard the disappointment in nature.
the room immediately became quiet only the two of them were Dara and Deyon.
Dara who was still silent and trembling over what had happened just now, did not dare to move and say anything.
just speechless with a sad face and also feel bad for others for messing up his activities today.
But he was just trying to unravel what was in his heart, trying to be a little braver than before, there was no intention in the slightest to mess things up.
Deyon who was looking at him just walked up to him and patted him on the shoulder with a smile.
" no papa" he said by calming the sad Dara as if he knew what was in his heart.
" i. I'm sorry for what happened just now, I really didn't mean to mess things up" Dara said in a sad and guilty tone.
" don't feel sorry for yourself" Deyon said, calming him down again.
" but all this is because I'm all angry and disappointed" he said, holding a huge cloud in his eyes.
" it's true the other word I don't deserve to be here, I'm a useless person" he said again with tears because he was no longer able to hold the big dam.
" heeyyy jangn says you deserve to be here, you deserve to join them" said Deyon, who continues to cheer him up.
" but I don't know how else everyone is angry and doesn't like me" replied Dara who continued to shed tears nonstop.
" if you make them no longer angry with you, you have to prove it to them if you deserve and deserve to be here and what you said earlier you can do it and you manifest well "deyon said by giving a solution so that he does not despair.
" but how" asked Dara who was still sad.
" i'm sure you can, I'll help you find a solution" Deyon replied with sincerity to help him. Holding both shoulders and nodding his head gave him confidence and strength.
Dara who started to have confidence in herself began to wipe away her tears and sighed with passion to herself.
" you really I have to prove it to the friends if I can, I'm definitely trying to fix the mistakes I've made" said Dara who began to get excited.
" that dong spirit don't cry anymore ugly tau" said Deyon who supported him and teased him.
Dara who smiled shyly at him made Deyon go wrong for the first time she smiled at him without any fear.
" you helped me" said Dara and smiled at her again.
" yeah, you know this problem there is a silver lining as well" Deyon replied, returning the smile
" haahh .. what? " answered the confused Dara.
" you" Deyon said with a smile and looked at him Deeply.
" hahh means it." replied Dara who was still confused.
" we realized that you had not been talking to me again and started talking without fear again with me" Deyon said with a happy expression
" i wish we could keep believing" he said again and looked at her with a smile that washed away.
instantly Dara turned her face away and was embarrassed
" yes, I also do not know why I can not be nervous anymore maybe because I am getting used to it" he replied that had begun to relax
" yeahh I went back to class first" he said again
but when he got to the classroom door, the fear arose again, afraid that everyone hated him and blamed him.
He tried to calm himself down and opened the door slowly.
Sure enough when he opened it a sharp glare of eyes was on him, watching from the tip of his hair to the tip of his foot.
Dara also ventured into the class even though the atmosphere was like hell that was ready to drown him, he continued to run in the arms of people who glared at him cynically.
" what kind of person he is still deserves to be here" said one of the students who mentioned him with spicy words.
" what a great he is that makes him so defended by the senior" said the other with annoyance
Dara tried not to care about all that and sat in her place with an already uncomfortable feeling
That one class had rumbled every corner of it always insinuating him and insulting him for being annoyed with.
From the beginning they all did not like it in addition to the events of the day that made him even more hated by them.
but Dara is still lucky because one of them still has to care about it.
she is Sinta one of the medical school students that she can be in one of the beautiful and also good students.
" you are patient." said Sinta to Dara who approached and sat next to him.
Dara just looked at the woman without being able to say a word and thought that there were still people who cared at a time like this.
" all will definitely improve over time" he said again with a smile.
" makasii yaa you still want to be good with me" replied Dara who felt better when there are people who are still good in this world.
"his beautiful skin and his heart is also good he is really like an angel sent by God to the world "this Dara thought in her heart.
" yes same - yes, I have come out first yes you want to come along" said Sinta gently to Dara.
" don't let me be here" replied Dara
" yeahhhh I first yaa" said Sinta by waving her hands and leaving.
Dara who continues to reflect on what is in nature while looking for solutions,
" it seems like I need more information about medical science" Dara thought in her heart.
Dara immediately rushed to search for some info via the internet using the laptop he brought.
for the first time he was very enthusiastic about doing things, even for things he did not like to do seriously.
to prove to others that he is capable and worthy of being there.
record some information to be used as a reference for the problem to be discussed.
do not want to disappoint those who have sacrificed for him and those who still care for him and support him wholeheartedly.
it was all one of the things that made him excited to go through all of this steadfastly.
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